I was woken up by a dream and I had these strong feelings of sadness and crying, reaching out to the angels, I was saying ”please don’t take me yet, I’m not ready and my children needs me!” I was given a vision of a couple with three children around the ocean and the angels were saying ”she is intelligent but she doesn’t understand the meaning.” In the dream there was a portal an opening in the sky and four angels were around this opening and I was talking and reaching out to them. I woke up crying and can’t understand what this dream meant. Then, went back to the dream and felt like I was suffocating and dying. I woke up and was crying because I thought I was going to dye soon. I talked to my boyfriend and was trying to release these overwhelming emotions, he said to me I can only listen to you but these dreams are for you to interpret. Find it difficult to connect to others about these revelations and connections to the angels realm. Often I’m given visions and soon I find out the meanings of these dreams.

The next day, I received  a call from my brother in California who is suffering from kidney failure. I was actually his kidney donor and everything was being prepare for this transplant surgery as soon as he’s stronger to have this. He told me about his fears especially about death. I asked him if he still wants to suffer and he says I don’t want to suffer anymore I want to go, but I’m afraid of dying and my children still needs me. I told him why do you have fear of death when all of us are going that way.

We are eternal and we will not perish from our loved ones, I knew about this when I had an out of body experience and saw my body and my soul was up in the ceiling. When we are born, we are born to die. Life and death is together. We don’t know our time but what we can do is to live in the moment. I told him to live every moment with love and not fear. Because this is all he has and don’t worry about the future of his kids when he is gone. The worries that he is partaking is not allowing him to live the most of what he has left. The fear is blocking him from enjoying these times of closure. I told him that he has done the best for them and that he is loved.

Now my dream makes sense, I was channelling my brothers pain and when he called me he was asking for a release of his soul. He needed to hear that it’s okay to go and that he is loved. This is quite an intense experience for me and it’s been happening in my life. There are times that I ask them why me? and feels overwhelm with emotions. I just have to accept these gifts and share to others. It’s not for me to keep but to give the love of these angels and their messages for those who wants them.

My dear brother had now passed on to the other realm and I know for sure that he is one of my angels who protects and comes to me as an “Elvis Presley” song. He used to be an Elvis impersonator when he was alive and when he wants to relay a message to me about his family I would hear these songs and I will contact his children and wife for messages. It’s awesome when you connect to your loved ones even though they had their transitions. My mediumship is being fully develop as I became very aware and atune to these gifts and my connections to the Angels and Astral realm.

The mysticism of my life is being revealed to me in so many ways, I’m living in a parallel universe where I can tap into my higher self and many lives that I live, as I live in this third dimension. I’m in awe of this “knowing” as I traverse this eternal time that I live, within the confines of this three dimensional body, tapping into the past lives,  incarnations and future lives. I never dreamt in  this lifetime that I will be able to grasp all of these “knowings” that I’m now experiencing. We are being called to recall, remember, allow our past lives, future lives to be in one body and experience many lifetimes that we embody. Multidimensionally living in this lifetime, in many dimensions of the universe and the universe within us.

There is no coincidence that you are reading this because we have energetically met and will be meeting as we are travelling in these many dimensions of the universe. They are like windows of our souls that we tap every time we consciously recall our past lives and remember where we were once in our lifetimes. Many souls and one body that we now inhibit. There are many parallel forms of our soul in many fragments of our beings. We recall them as we live in this dimension and become attune with our frequency.

As we vibrate in a higher frequency, we become attune with our sound, light and color vibratory frequency and then we tap into our formless and core soul. We are being given the chance to finally incarnate once and for all and find all the selves that once had lived and find that our destination is here. No more incarnations, we are done with our search and we finally evolve to our highest level or mastery of our soul. This is what we are here for, to integrate our beginnings and endings with eternal time, heaven and earth is finally connecting right here, now and then. There are no words to describe this “knowing” but you will feel it in the deepest core of your heart and your cellular memory. It will bring you to a space of bliss, peace, love and harmony. The samadhi, where there is no questions but all is one and one is all. 

There is no death in my eyes, the physical body or case will go back to Mother Earth, but the eternal soul that resides within us, lives on and forever in connection with us who are still here. The sufferings that the loved ones experienced are but their attachments to the character and personal experiences that they had when the person was alive. But when you are attune to your higher self then you know, that they didn’t leave you but they just change their dimension and when you vibrate in that frequency of dimension you can literally see them as if they are here with you on Earth, as I continually visit them in their causal plane.

My spiritual evolution started with my foundations as a practicing Catholic, and now as a free spirited non- religious being. I searched and experimented on religions and somehow found myself that all these paths lead me to my relationships with my self first, then this reflects my relationships with God and how I see others. The things that I judge about others are actually about my judgements against myself. Until I recognized this part of my suffering I went on a cycle of searching for release of pain and suffering. Needless that I know that what I’ve been seeing is who I am about and how I see myself. Then, I integrated this knowledge to myself that I will stop judging others because I don’t want to be in this space of judgements anymore. This is all my illusion on how people should behave and how I’m perceive in this illusion in not important anymore. The power of this illusion is gone as well as the judgements that I put upon my relationships with others. This is true freedom of self and living in the mysticism of my existence. I started living simply and detach myself from ego and other people’s opinions.

The mysticism that we search in our lifetime is about us believing that we are it and nothing else. We embody this and we are the truth that we believe we are and that’s all what we need. My way of atonement with this enlightenment is to have self reflections and see beyond the illusion of separation. We are in oneness and in this space we are connected to the fibre of our being. It takes one recognition that we are one that will send this rippling effect to the universe and all things become one consciousness, unified and collected in the spirit of love and peace.

When you partake in this process of dying to your false self, you will annihilate your false self which is the ego, then you will see that your spirit is married to the ego because they are in need of each other to be here in the third dimension. When you have integrated your true self, the soul to your ego, the illusion of the mind, thenyou become one with your soul. The oneness will bring you in the space of love, the highest frequency of all that is. You will be aligning to your higher self, a journey with your beloved soul. The one meets the all and the all meets the one. You become a creator of your destiny, you will come from the view point of a soul not the fragmented selves. Then you will realized that all that is here now is but a reflection where you left off in the other incarnation or the unresolved issues that has been coming up is but the unconscious waking up and consciously connecting to the sleep state of your being.

You are travelling in these many dimensions of your souls and other lifetimes that you lived, future parallel lives that you are, but the true destiny resides here where you are attune to your higher self and functioning in many multi faceted, integrated, wholesome being and happy state of your soul. You will heal your soul in many areas of your life that you feel disconnected, transforming how you see your life unfolds and evolve. Evolving as many souls in one body, attaining freedom of the spirit, not attaching to anything not even your own body. This is the wisdom of discovering your spirit, how it evolves into the highest evolution of your soul.

Started living the TAO teachings of Lao-tzu and it’s a marvellous way of strengthening my spiritual muscles, this is how I view my practices. The daily reflections that I focus or messages that I practice become like weights in my spiritual practices. Just like exercises for our physical body we also need to discipline the way we live our inner lives. We have to cultivate our spirit by nourishing our thoughts with positive energy and living beyond the physical form that we have. With the daily rituals I have examined how my mind works and become the observer of my self. The integration of ones self with the ego and spirit is very crucial in living a balance life in this body. If we are not aware of the voices in our head, we tend to identify with these thoughts and become a victim of this consciousness. The spirit is quite silent and the only way we can be in touched is to practice meditation. Through this practice we become aware of the power of the spirit and inner self.

Connecting with nature brings us back to who we are suppose to be, flowing with the river of life. When we are with nature we feel open and happy. Just like children we live in the moment appreciating what we have right before our eyes. Not thinking about the past and future lives. Looking through these filters, viewing my life as a child looks into the world connects me to my true self which is love.

Living with the senses that are in touch with the unseen is quite important in reminding ourselves that we are eternal and nothing beyond the form of our bodies. When we are aligning ourselves to this thought we are choosing to be eternal and not bounded by the form. The choices that we make in this different path will lead us to this awareness that we are here not for these materials stuff that we fill ourselves with but to live in this notion of life in its fullest being. The fullness of our existence is who and what we are in its truest expression of form which is love and light. The manifestation of this life is its gift that we share to each other and living in each moment as if it’s the last day of his life. There is no form in this field but a spirit in action creating life as a way to its home which is the spirit.

We are born to manifest because we are from the Creator of our lives. The divinity in us is our connection to abundance. The Law of manifestation applies not only in manifesting things that we want but connection to our deepest core which is the spirit. The universe conspires with what we want, and when we are unconscious of what we are about then the confused complexities of life deals us with whatever we put our attention to. Awareness of what we truly are is the basic step into manifestation. When we know that we are consciousness, we are everything that we see and don’t see, we become awake in our everyday moments. When we are align with our thoughts, words and actions, we bring it to our physical dimension. So in order to bring positive things in our lives we have to know if we are in alignment to the  source. If we are not manifesting things that we want then we need to know where we put our attention to.

We have to ask questions on our relationships with everything, are we truly happy and fulfilled in our existence? Are we in congruent with our thoughts and feelings? Sometimes we have forgotten that our heart or emotions are truly important in manifesting. The power of thoughts combined with strong emotions as if we already have them is the secret to this attraction. When there is no unwavering faith then the result is here. We have to be aware where is our attention and we will recognized that those are most of the things that come out in our reality. Beliefs play an important role in this field, in order to put it out there you have to know what you are putting inside your self and thoughts. What’s inside is what comes out.

The field of thoughts are the first ones to investigate, catch yourself when you are thinking negatively then you’ll be aware of them and snap out of it! Change the thoughts by putting positive affirmations and everyday mantra in your every day living. These are like spiritual muscles you need to develop strong good beliefs and positive thoughts in your self. So that you will not identify with the Ego’s negative self talk. Those are the voices in the head that keeps popping out and they make you believe that you are not good enough.

Secondly, Feel good about yourself and where you are right now. Forgive yourself and move on. If you find that you have the Addict archetype, acknowledge it, forgive yourself and reconcile with your mistakes. There is nothing else that you’d rather do than become a forever victim of your circumstances. You are here to be victorious and together with your loved ones you will make a difference in this world.

Thirdly, appreciate your blessings in your life right now. You are here for a purpose and all the things that you want to happen will come true when you are in this gratitude mode. The more you are grateful for little things the more they come in bigger packages. You are meant to be big because you came from God. You are born to be a star, think positive, be like God, and share your wealth of wisdom to others. The most important things in life are the ones that you can’t see and touch, they are about love, joy and peace. When you have these you are manifesting in the way that God wants you to live your life in accordance with the greatest laws of the universe.

Today I was waken up by my angels and wonder what do they want? As my usual practice I don’t resist anymore and just totally surrender to this calling. I opened my you tube site and got connected to Wayne Peterson, who I’ve never heard of and he talked about The MAITREYA..research on it and stumbled on this site MISSION  OF MAITREYA eternal Divine path. The synchronicity of this is about my birthday gift to myself when I channelled this message and found a symbol of a STAR LOTUS and created a program with CLEAR as a method of clearing illusion and blockages to be who you are suppose to be, in alignment with your soul’s purpose.

There is no coincidence, we are in this dimension and field of times that humanity’s collective consciousness has the longing for true peace and love towards our family of humanity. As long as there is separation, division of thoughts, politics, religion…peace is not going to be here. Because peace is born out of union of collective consciousness. Obama is a sign  of times that Americans are unifying their discriminations to each other and the other countries. This is an amazing times of our species, it is in our hands and feet on how we are going to reach out and walk this talk of PEACE and UNITY. UNITED STATES OF AMERICA is an archetype of EGO, in form they talk about peace but they are full of FEAR that other countries will overpower them and so they have to ATTACK others to be in CONTROL. They manipulate and attack, this is not a work of PEACE and LOVE. When their country unified as one spirit in love and forgiveness, they will find what they are searching for. Which is what everyone is searching for. Peace is here, find it inside yourself.

INNER PEACE has to emerge in order to have global peace. You can only take care of yourself, you can not save the whole world. Save yourself and you help save the world in many thousands ways. The ripple effect of your peace will bring LIGHT to the UNIVERSE. The LAW OF LOVE, do unto yourself what you want others do unto you. FIRST yourself then others, not a selfish act but an act of HONOR to the DIVINE because you are created by God then you must honor thy ART and CREATION which is yourself. There is a profound PARADIGM SHIFT in this formula of LOVE. The difference is putting yourself first, there is no such thing as SUFFERING humanity created this out separation and ego. We are about love because God is love. We can only give unconditional love when we love ourselves unconditionaly. But the SEED of LOVE has to emerge just like a seed under the ground it has to have a breakthrough, an earthquake to awaken the seed of a FLOWER OF LIFE. When the ground opens for this emergence then the seed becomes transformed to a plant which gets unconditional love from nature. There is no help from others allowing nature to exist. The flower then blooms and embody fragrance of its own beauty. Just like our soul, the seed is here in us and we can only bloom enjoy our fragrance when we we allow this nature of love. Not controlling, manipulating, but allowing our truth, love and blissful space to commence in this lifetime.

KRISHNAMURTI is one of my true teacher, speaker of TRUTH and UNIFIED CONSCIOUSNESS! GAIA is in your hands, the MOTHER becomes the CHILD. Hold her, care for her and allow her to rest in order to give more of her love to us. We are to honor our VESSEL and us a vessel of grace and love, I give to you all my blessings of PEACE and LOVE.