I’ve been practicing the Tao teachings and the 56′th verse is about the SILENT KNOWING which says “the one who talks does not know and the one who knows does not talk!” it’s quite paradoxical in a sense that you would think that the person who gives advice usually knows but this verse says it’s the opposite. It teaches me to be centered, living in the midst of unconscious people but keeping my mouth shut about their behavior, because when I’m truly wise then I know for sure that the progress of someone’s soul is not my job but to be the space of love that they needed to be around with. It’s not what I do or say that will change them but it’s simply my presence and this way I lose attachment to my ego at the same time because I’m not attach to my need to be right. I used to be forceful about my views and this doesn’t help me come across with the other person’s perception as wise but the opposite.

I find this in parenting with my children that when I listen to them the relationship works better than when I’m imposing what I think I know to be right for them. They hear me when I’m in silence and there is great respect with each other. My children brings me wisdom on how to be a better person and hopefully I bring to them wisdom on how to be a better parent. These are my true gifts in life which are like treasures to my soul. My spending time talking, listening, playing and engaging, being present and knowing what they are going through, encouraging and supporting what their passions in life are, many beautiful gifts that are not bought but embedded in our journeys together.

So now that I know for sure that I don’t need to force anything but living in the Tao is simply living with the flow of life and knowing that you are “IT”, puts me in a space of love and true essence. That all we have is the present moment not the past, nor the future that we put in our heads. This is it and when you’re with someone it is always a gift to practice your presence by being the OBSERVER of your self and the reactions and emotions that you feel in the moment. There’s no need to wear masks of fears or worries that if others will approve of you and your opinions. You become the truth that speaks of love which brings unity and not separation. There is no more room for hatred and differences between each other, everything melts down unifying you with the other person in the spirit of love. The silent knowing that prevails will bring fruits to your life and expands your dimension to the universe and consciousness.

There is no harm to others and your ego will be in silence because once and for all you’ve come into self realization that life is but a dream and this dream will depend on what you dream about. Would you like to dream about love and peace or rather be in fear and hatred? This is the question you want to reflect and be aware of the subtle cues in your everyday living. The people in your life are gifts give them all your love and knowing that silence is power and love is everything.

I’ve realized that writing is my passion and why not focus and spend more time doing it. So here I am committed to write everyday allowing this gift to blossom in my field. When I write I feel the energy in my hands without even thinking  what’s on my mind. I write allowing the flow of insights and perceptions from my heart. I become a channel of grace and instrument of this wisdom that comes from the source. My brother who passed away 12 yrs ago used to comeback to my dreams and insist on my writing and I told him that my English is my second language and he told me you just have to write from the heart. Why do I have this passion to write? I want to make a difference in someone’s life and perceptions about unified consciousness. There is this part of me that tapped into this creativity and divinity that I want to share this wisdom to anyone that I meet in this journey.

I have learned that this life is just short that if we waste and get stuck into this materialism, we have lost the lesson that we are suppose to learn. I’m attune to what is important and what is the fear of most people in this journey. We know deep in our hearts why were here for but for some reason we don’t align ourselves to our highest calling or the purpose of our lives. It starts in our mind and the possibilities is endless. The attention that we put our selves becomes our reality, we create our realities. The shift has to happen in our consciousness and then the magic happens. The universe doesn’t know what is right and wrong it creates regarding what you want. The knowing that we are co creators and become conscious contact for this to happen.

The ego keep us in jail and blinded to this path of illusion of survival of who is the best in this competitive world. We got lost in the way and then find ourselves in a rut or cycle of chaos and then we stop and asked ourselves, where have I been all these years? Open our eyes and see the unseen, breathe life and enjoy every given moment. This is the only time we have I can not put emphasize enough that this is the present moment. Let not fear burden or stop you from being who you are independent of the opinions of others. Being able to know that we are enough and nothing else can make us do things that we are not here for. Our deepest beliefs had to be transformed and realized that we are healed and loved. There is nothing more to changed but accept and align our emotions to what is good for us. Let go of guilt and let your life be what you really want to be. This is the life you want to live and what you want to be. If your life will end tomorrow what will be the things that you will do today that matters to you most? This is the freedom that I long for and I’m living this in my life right now. Freedom from fear and letting my spirit guides me where and what I want to be.

What a day of interrogation! I knew that I was facing another day of hell but prior to this day of inquiry I wasn’t even preparing myself for what is going to transpire because I knew it’s going to be hell and all I have to do is face it. Allowing what is in my plate right now, there’s no need to worry and let it be. I learned to live my life this way, I become the observer of my realities. But what is the truth? Is it the external reality or is it the observer of this drama that is real? The one who is in question is here but the one who is observing the drama is inside of you which is your consciousness. So who is the observer and the one who is answering the questions. I truly believe I am a part of this consciousness and what I’m projecting is what I’m feeling inside. So in order to live a life where there is unconditional love I have to love my own self with no conditions. To reach this enlightenment I had to be conscious of my participation of this drama and be able to recognize my truth which is love.

The lessons that I learn in this life is about loving myself first without the picture perfect image that I want others to think that I am. When truly my truth is beyond this image which is ego. My truth is that I am love without trying to be good or portraying that I am a good girl. Somehow there was a twisted belief that came from the painful past of incest, all my life I was trying to prove to the world that I am a good girl, that I have no anger and I was in total denial that my self was violated and in a disguise. I painted a picture of my life that I’m all about good not bad. Who can explain this to someone who is inside this pain and protected herself with this thick shell of shame? This is the voice of the victim and I’m not a victim anymore. I can see beyond this drama and I let go of these sufferings and become aware that I am responsible for my happiness.

These excavations remind me of my victorious journey to my new path. There is no limitations to what I can be and what I want to create. This starts when I learn to love my self unconditionally.That when I heal myself I heal my world and the people that I touch. This is the freedom from this illusion. I’m playing a big part in this consciousness when I become who I am which is just be. My being is here and the presence of my self is enough without trying to be someone. There is no separation and duality but only oneness, we are all in this play. Are we going to choose love or fear? It is your birthright to know the true meaning of your existence, no more excavations, the treasure is found that is your true self. The gem in this world that we claim and play, let’s remind ourselves where we came from and return home to that space of love and truth.

Today I’m reflecting on living beyond SUPERFICIALITIES! it is a teaching of The Tao that I practice every day with Wayne Dyer’s “Change your thoughts change your life” book and interpretation. The most intriguing lesson that I’m learning from life lately is about accepting the negativity of my friends, family members, co workers and loved ones. I opened my eyes that these negativities are actually part of my self that I had repressed because of the conditioning that I was brought up with, when I was growing up. I had this conditioning that I had to be “a good girl” and that my voice is not valid because I’m the 10th of 10 children. It dawned on me that all my life I was trying to be this “little perfect good girl” that my family would like me to be.

When you are coming from the inside looking out,  then you will realized that what you were seeing all along, was all that was inside of you because it is a mirror of yourself, all that is in your field. Then you can see that yourself actually have  a lot of negativity towards your own self. That you were hard on yourself and others were mirroring what your your feelings are inside of you. It is a sign that you are one with your own self, when that space of oneness is what you feel deep inside your heart. When you totally surrender to all that is in your field and completely accept others for who they are and where they are in their lives. We are all here to learn our lessons and you will definitely know yours when you look inside yourself and ask “what do I see in others? is what I see in me!”

Just as I accept my light and shadows I allow the truth and freedom of my self. That I don’t need to be ashame of my dark sides, that when I’m angry and violated, it’s okay to be mad and voice out. My intimate relationships pointed this out to me, that I had this fear of not being accepted and loved. I’m letting go of this fear because I know that I am loved. And whatever I do or say is okay and that no one is going to judge me and all the judgements of others doesn’t really matter because I am not allowing any interpretations of others to hurt me because I accept and love my self.

Becoming a detached observer of the drama truly helps me in my evolution, not attaching to what is happening and looking at the commotion with a detached observation and knowing that the outcome of the situation is relative. Based in a scientific observation that the result of an experiment  depends on the one who is observing the experiment, connecting that scientific evaluation to our daily lives or drama. You can see that the result of the observation would depend on the eyes of the one looking or perceiving. If I look at the problem with an open heart or mind then the result will definitely change or the answer to the experience is totally relevant to the perception. How you perceive things are, changes the way things manifest. This is the secret of manifestation, when someone change how they feel inside the Universe gives them the things that vibrate in the same frequency of how they are feeling inside. Its just is so when you feel love then there is no fear, two things can not occupy the same space. The power of our choice, freedom and empowerment goes hand in hand.

The balance is what I need and what I intend to create. When I feel fearful, I think of the opposite of what I feel to bring back to the alignment of who I am. I am about truth and love not about fear and the illusion that it produces. When I catch myself thinking of negative and judgemental thoughts then I know I’m not in alignment of who I am. “I want to feel safe and protected right now” this is all I have and living in the present moment is what it is right now. The feeling of safety and protection is connecting me to the truth of my existence. The conscious decision that I make will create the rippling effect of love.

I look at life within and see beyond the form. Allowing and loving who I have in my life right now, accepting their dark sides and mine. Learning and teaching what I had to share. Sharing my life with others, giving my time, love and truth. I’m living in a good space of allowing, not judging others, accepting for who they are, just simply living life as it is. This is my intention to be a part of this ONENESS, meaning we are all one in this reality that we create. And my dream is about living the truth, unconditional love, peace in the world, joy to every ones heart, forgiveness to our enemies and to realized that they too are the same human being, that my service to the elders will bring surrender to their end times, that DEATH will be face with love and not of fear.

My knowing will bring this into my external reality and I hope that you too who are tapping into my work of love will also find this connection to your higher selves. Live your lifetime every moment as if it is your birthday, not your last because we don’t end we are eternal souls. Every new day is a gift for you to connect to your souls purpose. Create love, live with passion, expand your horizon, be what you want to be, no one is stopping you to be the brightest star ever in this expansive Universe that we live in, you are definitely a gift from the Universe. See yourself as a star that shines bright and continue the journey of love and light without fear of knowing “a star is born!”

BELOVED!

Where are you right now with your relationships? Do you ever wonder how did I get here? You relationships are mirrors of yourself. If you find yourself in a dramatic, power tripping, controlling and manipulating intimate relations, ask yourself why do I feel this way and why do I allow this in my life? When you ask questions, the answers come along. But if you stay unconscious and not aware of what is happening with your loved ones then the fog of confusion becomes thick and entangled.

You are in this relationship to learn more about yourself and what you want to create in this lifetime. It is a mirror of your self and what you will allow in your field. No body had put you here but your own self. There is no one who can force you to stay. People use this as an excuse to be a victim, but truly this victim consciousness and  blaming others is just a masks to feel superior than the other person. This is about responsibility and freedom of your spirit. Your control about others is not going to work but the freedom that you will gain is about your taking responsibility about your self and what you want in your life.

We cling to others to fulfill the emptiness that we feel. No one can do this for you. Only when you are filled with being wholesome then you will attrack someone who will mirror to you about your own wholesomeness. As long as emptiness lingers you will find your self longing and craving for someones attention. Which creates unhealthy co dependency relationships.

When we are happy with our own existence we allow someone who has the same vibrational frequency. We attract unconsciously what we give out and who we are. In our lifetime, we evolved as individuals who create what we want and take responsibility for the things that happend to us. Once we become conscious of this intention we develop sensitivities towards our own relationships. We connect to our truth and spirit, allowing only love, respect, trust, kindness, peace, joy into our relationships with others.