Today I woke up with a question in my mind “where is time?” I’ve always wondered how humanity exist and invented time frame, this is what we call linear time, meaning the past, present and future. Which really does not make sense because, they are just fleeting moments from our memories created in our head and realized that this is the only moment we have, it’s the present moment.

When we live inside our head, we literally live in this illusion of time. We find ourselves thinking about the past, and sometimes creating future plans to fill us with empty moments. We are not in this present moment living mindfully on what we are doing. Busy occupied with daily tasks and things to accomplish that we forget that the most important relationships are build in experiencing not on planning and thinking of what the other person did in the past.

Surrounded by my family members in this reunion I’m astounded with all the past memories we had and how each and every ones lives differ from each others perspective. Being the youngest of ten, I grew up and seen a lot of different styles of living from my siblings. There are some victims and continue to choose to be victims, there are some whose lives are based on being rich but forgetting that intimacy with once partner is far more fulfilling than materialism. I realized that balance is the best way to cope in this dance of life. Celebrating the 90′th birthday of my father as we call him Papa, I’ve come to know that I feel blessed that he had fulfilled his soul contract with mine and that the lessons of forgiveness and unconditional love that I signed in for was fulfilled in this lifetime. I look at him and know that in my heart there is no more pain and hatred but only love that transcends human understanding.

Sometimes I wonder why a soul would choose to be in this particular group of souls? Then I know the answer is because we all agreed to be a part of this soul group and that we all signed for lessons in life that we agreed to experience in this lifetime. I feel blessed to know and feel this message because it brings closure to my pain and transforms me on how I live this lifetime. I choose to empower others through this soul knowing and will live time as eternal here on earth. My soul and body knows the truth, that this lifetime is filled with love and service of self to others. To share what I was given and know that my time is not stuck in the past, or busy with plans for future but truly living in loving moments with people that have come and agreed to be in my soul group.

Time is not in your head, live with all knowing that every given moment is a choice and that particular choice of living life with love, is what will create the times of your life. Live as if the book of your life is already written and that the author is you. Will you write a story of love or pain?