Posted on 17 September 2009 by teza
This is one of the most difficult lessons in life, as for humanity to do this, one has to bend his own ego to realize that after all the drama and blaming it all comes to this.. forgive yourself and others as this will open a window of growth and space for the seed of love to bloom once again where it was rotten. A sign of new life and allowing growth of your soul to bloom and give the aromatic scent of love and forgiveness.
Easier said than done, but how can one allow this space when one is stuck with pain and “what the other person did to me!” resides in once heart? The wisdom is knowing that there is a lighter way of going through this is quite an emotional rescue, in order to find the answer in the midst of confusion and know that this too will pass.
It has a lot to do with acceptance whatever is in your plate right now. This is what it is and it is a mirror, a reflection of what you have to heal. The Universe is telling you that after all these years you are still unconscious of your unhealed pain body or emotions that are stuck deep in the abyss of your heart. These are cycles of pattern that your soul is thirsty or hungry for, you have a soul contract with other person that you will manifest in this physical dimension and he or she will be the one who will break open your heart to teach you the lesson of forgiveness. So if you are awake, you will know that this person who had harmed you is actually your partner in crime..literally speaking, you have agreed in the spiritual dimension that you will be attracting this in your life and you will create a situation that will make you see or open your heart to what forgiveness truly means.
When one is able to see the hidden meaning of this painful experience, one will be able to transcend this experience and ultimately learn to let go of any animosity or toxin in once heart. When one carried the pain of the other person’s action it becomes a burden or baggage to your self. One must realized that you are still connected energetically or bonded when you are still carrying the pain of the drama. Only when one is liberated from this drama and detached completely to the action that one finds freedom and the self is free from any attachments. One has to realized that so as the other person a part of this so are you. This is a two way street so for you to be a part of this drama know that there is some thing in you that needed to heal as well.
When there is nothing to forgive one can say there is freedom and truth, because truly the spirit is love and pure there is nothing to be forgiven, but to allow the spirit of love to reside in your heart and being so as not to harm anyone that you touch. We are all one in spirit, in body, mind, heart and soul. Many souls in one body!
Posted on 07 September 2009 by teza
Today I have this enormous source or well of energy to create and let my gifts flow without interruptions or worries about “what would others think of me?” This is quite the story of my life until now…I finally found my creative self! What made these mental and emotional blockages that misaligned me from this source of energy within me? Asking these questions bring me to a place where I was in the past and usually these “past thoughts” of myself is what took me away from this source of energy. I was stuck in the past, worried about what other people think about me and my unique self. Growing up with 9 siblings it’s not that easy to become “you” because you are always looking up to your elders and others perceptions of you.
Well this is my journey, I call it “a return to home” where is the home? have you ever wonder where is your true home? Is it your heart? your place where you sleep? Is it your spirit? your body? your mind? These are places where we can find home. Depending on what your beliefs tell you so. I found “beliefs” are truly the most influential in this physical realm that we live in, our external realities in life seems to be always connected with our own values or beliefs. With that said I know my beliefs were very strong and quite restricted living in a Catholic belief where “sins” are dominant factor where they judge you if you are good or bad, then there’s the confession of sins that made me “neurotic”. Well just one of my perception and it doesn’t need to be taken seriously but just to give you a shadow where I’m coming from.
What was the journey that I took where it leads me here? I ask myself and want to share my path because I always want to empower others and inspire them that there is hope in times of doubt and despair. I study a lot of different approaches to life and religion is one of the path in finding your truth, what I found is that every one of them have the same “Universal Laws” that resonated with each other like love, peace and harmony. I came into a conclusion that whatever way you choose will lead you to your own self or others because we are one in spirit and body. Different souls in one body! As I become consciously evolved human being I found my path is not different from others. It is living in non-duality and oneness that create this perception. My judgement doesn’t help bring enlightenment but separation. I see people as a part of me and their mistakes is just a part of mine. Because I am a part of this consciousness and the only way to know is when I stop judging others selves and their beliefs. This is what I learned from the TAO teachings and BUDDHISM taught me about impermanence, loving towards self and starting where you are. I can go on and on about the lessons that I learned and continue learning but at the end of the day what is important is the relationships that I create in my everyday moments. I ask myself if I spend enough time to stop, breathe, love, give, and be kind to whoever I’m with. The wisdom is not being wise but that my actions are wiser than what I knew before I become light and love.
Again this creativity brings me back to allowing my self to be in alignment with my “GOD” and the God of others with respect and none judgement attitude towards humanity. No resistance to the Universal calling where I am moving in the flow and allowing whatever it brings me. That my world is comprised of dualities and that everything passes and will bring me freedom in my attachment to circumstances that I have no control of. That my power is just to allow, gentle way of doing things, letting go of my own little control and I am with the source to be who I am to be and become “BE” no more “DOING” but JUST BE!
Creativity is what we are here for, just like Dr. Wayne Dyer keeps saying “don’t die when the music is still in you!” there is effortlessness in your passion and your creation will take you to a space of love, peace and joy. Trust your little voice that tells you “You are it!” You are connected to that grace of movement where there is fire, water, earth and air. You are one with the Universe and you are one!