Angels come to me in dreams and they are quite vivid visions of different types and shapes. Usually when they come, they serve as revelations of things that are coming or warnings to be aware of. They are beautiful and give you a sense of peace and joy. In this particular dream they were huge like giant babies flying above me. In the dream my daughter was with me, we were walking along this green meadow and I looked up at the sky and there they were huge angels hovering above us and I pointed to her and as soon as I did the angels suddenly dove into us and felt their warmth and loving presence. It penetrate my body and I felt so joyful and delightful. I woke up with a smile in my face and joy in my heart.

The next morning I had a Dr’s appointment for general check up and before I went to her office I decided to shop and while I was in the store, I felt a nudge to turn around and saw beautiful angels made of ceramics. Because of my vivid dream I wanted to remember this day and bought 7 angels. As I visited the Dr, I’ve decided to give away 2 angels one for the receptionist and one for the Dr.

The doctor was examining me and suddenly felt a lump on my left breast. I can tell that she was alarmed and told me to have an emergency Mammogram in the laboratory right away. I went home that night and wasn’t really anxious about it because I felt safe and realized that the angels came to me to tell me that I’m going to be all right. Right away, I had a test and as the days were passing by waiting for the result, I felt unease about the whole thing and found myself crying in front of the mirror. It brought a past memory of my incest experience with my father when I was 15 yr old.

I consoled my breast and told her that I’m sorry for every pain that she had felt all through the years. I never really spend the time to talk to my breast. Talking to my breast made me feel better and felt deep healing about this experience. I recommend for anyone to do this healing of their body part. When you communicate to your body part, it touches you in a more deeper connection that makes you feel good. Co-incidentally my sister-in-law during this time was actually going through chemo therapy for her breast cancer.

At the office after a few days, my daughter and I was patiently waiting for the result of the test and soon enough our anticipation is over and there was nothing found in the test. What a big sigh of relief to hear this! You find that life is so fragile, suddenly I found my self facing my own immortality. When I was getting out of the office I felt my sister-in-law’s agony and pain that she’s going through. I was lucky enough not to undergo such treatment and pain.

This connection with the angels have been very significant part of my journey. They come to me before an incident and reveal to me that they are always there for me. They give me hope and faith that I’m taken care of and for some reason whatever is the result of any trials that I undertake, I feel that I’m ready to face anything that life throws on me. I’m in this space of total surrender to what is. Life for me is eternal and if my death comes knocking on my door I will bravely face it with peace because I believe and know that this is the time that I’m coming back home. Returning to the one, the Source of life, the breath and fire of my existence, the forever Divine Kiss that I’m longing to come back to will be there for me in that brightest of  light waiting by the gateway and door of Heaven.

My soul longs to come home, I’ve been there and knows deep within my heart that I’m going back to that space of light where there is no shadow. My spirit flies with this feeling of blissful joy every time I dream of angels. They remind me of my flight and that my days here on earth are numbered. I take my journey with them and this time I reveal to others what I’ve been experiencing with these beautiful guides of love and light. With their presence there is no fear, no doubt, no pain but they bring to you great delight, lightness, truth, peace, blissful feeling of belonging to this Divine connection where your home is.

My determination to serve them is by writing about their presence in my life. This is the only way I know that I can touch others and make them feel that they are going to be okay in the midst of trials and death. Whatever the situation seems to be, they are always here ready to help and lift you up. They hear all your cries and woes, they are with you in times of darkness and great trials in life. They come and rescue you when you call on them.

If it happens that you are not a believer and you are reading this notes, wouldn’t you question yourself “how in the world I ended up reading this?” it will make you open your heart and eyes to the unseen truth and may be even a little bit of light will penetrate and enter your mind to create a space of connection to the angels, they are the messengers of love and light. Without a doubt you are meant to read this material and you are blessed and just as of now you are touched by an angel and forever will remember this time of your life. You have the freedom of choice, they never ask you to believe but your heart will tell what to believe. The truth speaks without your mind, feel it from your heart and it will reveal to you the sweetest truth of all times. There is only love, nothing all but love.

Once I heard the angels choire sing, this is my experience with a lady that I worked with. One of our patients in the nursing home passed away at the middle of the night and it was around 0300, from my experiences they usually go within this time frame. I asked the angels to come and have someone witnessed their presence and they did. We were washing our patients body when all of a sudden we hear this beautiful voices as if they were transcending, higher notes like sopranos and very light and delightful. We looked at each other and I asked “did you hear that?” she said yes and we both looked around the room and found that there was no radio or tv on. We ran to the hallway and looked again and see nothing that will indicate these voices are coming from. So we went back to the room and both said the angels are singing. We smiled and loved every moment of it!

This experience will never be forgotten and would always stay in my heart. Thank you my angels for these gifts. I love sharing them and would like to dare you to ask them in your daily lives to come and give you these signs that they are around. It’s just an amazing experience when they do appear to you, you feel love and this kind of warmth feeling that it’s difficult to express. When I dream of them and waken up from the dream I feel so delighted that they came. I look forward to their visions every night and they only arrive usually when they want to alarm me of something that will occur or someone wants to connect to me like in mediumship.

I can hear them sometime out of the blue when I need to change my direction while driving or walking. I used to question but I finally let go and realized that there is no harm in letting go. My ego tries to tell me that this is not real or something that others won’t be able to understand and they will think that I’m crazy but now I’m in this space of totally letting go of others opinions. I found  complete surrender and acceptance of my ego. I befriended my ego so to speak, without this integration I will never be able to let the angel messages because there will be a continuing battle of my spirit and mind.

The challenge in this lifetime is to be balance and let it be. This includes the letting go of your own ego and at the end becoming one with your ego. You have to let go so you can come back to your spirit then when you become aware of your spirit or true self you will be able to allow or integrate your ego or the created self in this polarized world.
Which is like a paradox because the world that we see is actually the world that is not real. So the unseen is what creates this world then if this is the case, we have to know how to create that inner view with beauty in order to create this outer reality with beauty and grace. This is what we call creating the inner landscape of our lives, we let our selves get out of the way. We become unified in one spirit and live this life as one being.

I found this so true with my writing. When I write and think of what I want to write my writing doesn’t flow but literally stops and this becomes my writer’s block. I used to have this “skeptic” voice and it’s still there but now the difference is that I’m more aware of it and I don’t particularly listen to her message anymore. I acknowledge and let go because I know better. The secret is accepting the shadow and then integrating this to my spirit then there is no more shadow but only oneness. This is like consciousness, my creative self is one with the vast consciousness that evolves in the Akashic fields. I tap into it when I let go of the ego then integrate it with my true self. This is when miracles and synchronicity happen.

The Universe gives to you whatever you give, so when I give from the heart I receive from the heart of the Cosmos. It’s just is, manifestation is simple tapping into your pure selves and dancing with the Cosmic resonance of the planets, stars and the Universes within this galactic movements of space and time. When I try to analyze where are these words coming from? I just nod my head and say yes it’s not from my small self but from the vast field of information in the Akashic field. The source, before it even becomes form which is matter, the energy that I tap into is quite unique, magnificent and triumphant. I feel I’m on top of the world when I do this flow. It’s like riding in the eagle’s wings in the vast jungle of the Amazon. I’m connected with nature and Cosmology, Science and Spirituality of life. I feel the beauty, the grand master plan of the Gods, I am one with the one and so as you.

Listen to the angels voices right in your heart, they reside there and they are willing to speak to your ears when you open their home. Open the doors of your heart and soon they come flying with their soft whispers around you and you will feel blessed and loved wherever you are. In your coming and going you will be protected and be safe. They are your guides, intuition, insights, dreams, messengers of love and light, follow without hesitation, let go of the ego and let the angels carry you with their magnificent wings of love and light.

Angels interventions are what makes my life interesting. They come to me when I least expect them and for some reasons I almost forget that they are here and are always ready to help me whenever I call. When I was a little girl, I talk to them a lot even without seeing my angels. I just knew in my heart that they were around me. Whenever I’m around my playmates, I tell them that my angels are around and that I have power because they are with me. There were no doubts, no questions about their existence.

One day I watched this particular vendor that goes around the community who was deaf and mute. It fascinated me to watched her and followed her whereabouts. I was so amazed that she was all liked by many including my Aunts who buys her rice cake that she sells. I decided to name my angel Guadalupe, needless did I know that she would play a big role in my healing. This name is actually given to Mother Mary who was the patron Saint of the Mexicans and she plays the role of intercessor for those who suffer abortions. Come to think of it I had an abortion when I was 15 and sure enough Guadalupe was on my side.

I grew up with strong Catholic background, and my mother was a devotee to Mary. As a child I prayed to her every evening kneeling and saying the rosary in honor of her name. I still remember my Mom used to put her rosary beads under her pillow and would reached to her when she can’t sleep at night to give her comfort and love. I also remembered my sister Carmen who used to take me to church anytime she can. I was very interested with this religion and love to study the lives of the saints. Growing up with 6 brothers and 3 sisters gave me a sense of belonging and love. They all have different characteristics that fascinates me as a little child.

They were all my angels in disguise in human bodies. I grew up in the Philippines where there is a lot of freedom as a child. I loved going to the ocean, hanging out with my girl friends, playing with animals and taking care of them, surrounded by nature, tropical flowers and great sunny weather almost throughout the year. My brothers were artist, watched them paint colors in our wall, write script plays, directs stage plays, and I once acted as a stage actress in the community and played the role of Mary. My father was a great singer and would hear classical music everyday and he actually loves to sing for my Mom and the name of my Mom is Ramona and he would serenade her with this song. As a result I was the entertainer of the family and my Mom would put me on top of the dining table to sing and dance. What a marvelous experience to get all these attention and I felt joy every time I act, sing and dance for the family and friends.

Right now I find myself going back to these activities, the love of my life. Listening and writing about angels, dancing and singing. Now that my own children are bigger and needing less attention I finally have the time for myself and passion to do what I truly want. When I was small I wasn’t aware of time, I was carefree. Now that I’m aware, I spend my time as gold although I know that time for me is eternal, I realized that I want to make the most of it while I’m here in this lifetime. So I promise my self to do whatever my spirit and heart dictates. My spirit is my guide in living, and found myself living in multi-dimension. I seize the moments and make sure I tell my loved ones how much I love them and do the things that I love.

It’s quite exhilarating when you have this fire in you, that spark to live a vibrant life, with enthusiasm and zest, I surge deep within my heart and into my cells to create and produce a beautiful orchestrated symphony of life. My senses are heightened to its fullest highest degree of vibration. My energy level is in tune to the energetic resonance of high vibratory frequency of life. This field that I tapped into is the Divine Consciousness and gives me this awesome unison with the Cosmic light and love. The dance that I perform create this dance of life with the Divine. I’m beyond ego and illusions of this physical dimension, my veil is lifted and I’m here to take you to this journey of light that I embedded.

When we de-hypnothized ourselves from the illusions of the ego and mind, we find clarity on our soul’s purpose. We connect and expand our dimensions. We moved beyond the veil and our search stopped within, for our spirit had tapped deeper subconsciously and being aware of our own true selves, we become responsible for all our thoughts, words and actions. We are align and magnetize things beyond our imaginations. The doors of the treasure house is open and create a space of freedom for our selves, realizing that we are one with the Source or God or whatever you call it. Tapping into this grand design of life and expansive energy field, we become instruments of love and light. We become the bearers, vessels and carriers of light. The light that emanates and radiates through our soul and brings the presence of the Divine within our touch and reflections of this great image of pure light and vibration.

We bring light into darkness, these are the angels works and interventions in our lives here on earth. We become unified with their beings in this magnified illumined times of our lives. My childhood was the foundation for this angelic energy to grow. My experiences with them are here to be shared to bring light and open the doorways to this higher level of dimension. It sets the stage so to speak for the angels to intervene in your own life and reality. There is no more hiding and doubts for they are here to guide, help and support you in your journey and I’m living the rest of my days here to share these angelic interventions with you. we are called to give light, to share our wisdom and gifts to lighten up this darkness and shadows of life.

There is no time to lose, enlighten and touch others with your presence, there in nothing to fear about, there is only love nothing else but love! Ask to get your answers, they come in subtle ways and listen to your heart, that is their favorite hang out. Be sure to open your heart so they can breathe and give you more love to bear and give to others. You are being guided, listen and be true to your self. With love there is nothing you can not do, for it is here, open your hearts and give thanks for these angels are going to stay with us whenever we call their names, the bells are ringing, the choire are singing light and love into your hearts.

What are your focused intentions? These are goals that you want to achieve in this lifetime. We need to breakdown these goals into steps that are realistic in order to see these dreams to manifest, and allow the results to come without attaching expectations to the outcome. That is the beauty of this life, when we do our best and see the result what the Universe brings us even though sometimes it’s not what we want to happen but we get caught by surprise on what we receive. Believe that whatever you receive is what you needed at the right time and at the right moment.

This is what I call allowing and going with the flow of life. Our guides in this flow is our emotions when we feel good, we are in the right track and when we resist our emotions obviously we are negative, these are signs that we are vibrating in this lower frequency. We have to catch ourselves to remind us that we need to be easy and follow what our heart is saying to us. Sometimes we learn the hard way and we are stubborn to listen to our guides, we just go on our own blinded ways and create more fear and chaos in our lives than harmony and peace.

In my journey I find that my most painful experiences are the actually the ones that helped me become a better person. Because of them I become de-hypnothized from my illusions and self-realized that everyone is one in spirit. The pain that I felt is the same pain that anyone in this world suffered from so I’m not any one special from anybody because of this. I become non- judgemental and developed a compassion for humanity because simply I felt their pain within my painful experiences.

My soul’s purpose is to help heal, inspire and uplift other lost souls just like me to bring them joy, unconditional love and bliss in their well being. Integrating their shadows and light attributes to be able to fulfill their own soul’s purpose in its highest potential. It’s not easy to be lost in the dark but when there is a guide you will find it easier to thread along in the river of life.

The guidance is listening to your own heart that dictates what and where you want to be. Listen and find time for your self. This is the most important thing that you can do for your self, it’s not the things that you think are important but the love and time that you develop for your self. This will create abundance, joy and good health when you take the time to reflect on where you are in this field. There is nobody who will take care and love you so start loving yourself by spending more time and making your self a priority.

Going back to your focused intention I would conclude that it is your self that should be your focus and not others, you have to start with your self to be able to give to others. We can’t give when we don’t feel abundant, when we don’t love our own selves we can’t totally share our selves because we are coming from rescuing others without being wholesome ourselves. To be able to serve we have to start with our selves, love and totally connect to our spirit.

Let us find forgiveness for our mistakes in life. Remember that these are not mistakes but LESSONS that we want to learn to be a better person. When we look at our own shadows as intricate part of our lives to be able to transcend we have to be able to let go and let our light shine upon this darkness. I now believe that there is nothing that we can do in this lifetime, if we become align to our soul’s purpose. We magnetized the things or situations that we want to attract. We are the creators of these intentions and we call upon the energy of love to unite us in this magnificent lifetime.

We are being called to be the MASTERS of our selves. When we master our selves we create a beautiful life filled with hope, laughter, and unconditional love. We may not get everything we want but we will be filled with light and love within our hearts, that the other things don’t matters anymore and will become illusions. We know deep within our selves that our spirit means more than anything this world can give us. In the end what matters is what touched our hearts not what others think of us. Be brave take your intentions into full action and fill your lives with love for that day will come when you can say to your self I made it with my fullest and highest intention to live this life with my dreams come true! Dream big for your life is bigger than whatever you can imagine of.

Namaste,

Teza