When I encounter situations in my present life I reflect on what they bring into my inner landscape. In my journey, I find that the people who come to my life have messages to tell me about myself. The hidden messages are sometimes obvious or subtle. When I listen and truly see it with an open heart, then the hidden meaning is revealed. But when I see it as something that is not a part of myself, coming from inner perspective then it doesn’t serve its purpose.

So every time I am in a situation of listening I truly recognizedthat the other people’s stuff are part of my own journey as well, whether in the past or the present moment. The lesson that I see is that everything that I experience is a fragmented part of my self., mirrors of my self, I take the time to find the inner messages and help myself with my new-found set of eyes. Things that happen do so to set you free from your own ego or false self. This will lead you to the truth that you are searching for. Sometimes when you are looking at others’ situations it’s easy to be compassionate about their predicament because that is what you truly believe. When on the other hand you are the one in the drama it’s quite difficult to be compassionate towards yourself.

What is your filter or the inner landscape of your garden? Is the garden beautiful or needs weeding? How would you see the person in front of you having dramas? Would you see him as a part of you or just someone who is going through something that has nothing to do with you personally? These are questions that will lead you to the unknown inner landscape of your garden of mind. Our mind is the foundation of our garden, in order to have a garden which yields good fruits we need to know that we have to set the foundations right, like planting good seeds of thoughts, beliefs and conditioning of the mind; but because of our poor conditioning, like parental control of beliefs and other external forces that bind us to the illusions of this world, it’s quite a challenge to balance our inner landscapes.

First we need to be aware of what we have in our garden. Then, we will know what to weed out or remove from this foundation. If we are confused then we can start with our feelings, see and feel how we are. Are you happy or unforgiving, and carrying a lot of baggage? You will know where you are and how you are helping your own self in your transformation.

When you know what to change then you can honestly say that you are ready to let go of these useless seeds and plant new seeds of love, hope and joy. We are only able to have access to these high frequency vibrations of emotions when we are  aware of what we are cultivating in our inner landscape. It’s important that we stay true to our own transformation, then the rest of our surroundings will follow. When someone is illuminated or enlightened, the rest of the field is going to be transformed as well; the light dispels the darkness so to speak.

We are all bearers of light, but the choice is ours. Nobody can tell you what to do if you  allow this energy to penetrate your field. Love is what makes us feel good and it’s really simple, but humanity quite stubbornly resists this new energy. When we open this portal of energy we let go of our old beliefs about our own selves and we become aligned with this new energy. We become a bearer of light in our world. Then this world will be magnified in the vast essence of who you are and what the rest of the enlightened species are going through. We move along at a high speed thru space-time, suddenly we feel light and our life becomes much easier to manage having no agenda that has anything to do with fear.

We are about love and everything is just perfect the way it is. It is what it is.

We are now in this dimension of light and life is going to be guided when we become aware of our inner landscape. The guidance will be given in subtle ways and you become quite sensitive to everything that surrounds you. You are the creator of your own life and there’s nothing that will hinder you. You will be aware and sensitive to the other realms in other dimensions and will have access to the living library of the Akashic Records. The frequency of your vibration is higher and will resonate with all the living beings in your field. You are wide awake to the existence of other species of other dimensions.

In the meantime you will be given this vast knowledge that will lead you to living multidimensionally, simultaneously connecting to the Universal light and movements of the planets in the entire Multiverse. It is hard to grasp this channel work that you do but once perfected, it will make sense for those who are ready to receive this information which is  relayed to you. Don’t be alarmed for these are going to be fruitful and will be given in due time. You will be able to access what you want; whenever you need help, the proper message will be coveyed to you by the Ascended Masters. There is no hidden agenda but love, and communication will be harmoniously established, creating love and happiness for all that you encounter, and bring blessings in this lifetime. We are here guiding, leading you to the edge of these magnificent times of the human species. We are the great bearers of light that have come to connect, and to bring love and brighter days in your path of change. We are one!

How would you know that you’re being deceived? What are the signs that you are going through these hidden attack by the enemy when you are blindfolded? Why are you being attacked? Where is this coming from? When are you going to wake up? Questions that are in my mind this morning, things definitely happen for a reason and this is why I’m writing this topic.

Walking in nature brings me back to the truth, beauty and love. I call this “grounding” because in the work that I do it’s not easy to stay balance. It’s kinda like a euphoria when you are connected to the other realms. The only way to ground these feelings or connection to the higher dimensions is by my walks, it keeps me grounded so to speak.

Why deceptions? In the last few weeks I was experiencing attacks by the enemy so to speak. I’m talking energetically or dealing with other energies from the dark force. It wasn’t easy, I wasn’t able to sleep 7 nights and eat for that long. Barely eating, trying to survive so I forced my self to eat fruits to survive this soul torture as I call it.

I was trying to tell my family and loved ones that I’m currently being attack by my enemy and obviously they were not able to comprehend what do I mean by these attacks. Well, I went to hell to prove it to them that this is real. After all the sufferings that I had, mentally, emotionally, spiritually I was too closed to the edge of dying inside and wishing the Divine will get me.

I had a conversation with my loved ones who passed away and asked them to help me through these ordeals and asked God to take me because I can’t take this anymore. Of course my children were just in a disbelief that they are literally seeing their own mother being torture by this situation. They didn’t know what to think anymore if Mom went “crazy” or wow! another one of those episodes Mom goes through every year of our lives. I truly feel bad for them that’s why I was begging God to take me, but the Divine spoke to me and I felt in my heart “you have to stay, where you heart is! your home is where you heart is!” I finally got the point! My heart belongs to humanity and so I have to stay here on earth because my children lives here and they need me. Wow! thank God for this revelation. I learned a lesson in a hard way, I don’t need to prove to anyone what I do because I can’t expect them to understand this work, it’s given to me as a gift and I have to use it and allow it to unfold where I’m needed. This is it! enough is enough!

Today I stumble in this anonymous quote ” an old time clairvoyant in an updated social outfit meant to appeal to the critics and debunkers. I want to say, forget what their intrusions into your psychic space and exercise your gift. Let the DETRACTORS figure it out for themselves!”

Going back to the questions, how would you know that you are being deceived? as human beings we are open and vulnerable to a lot of attacks. The enemy works in a deceiving manner so they use any body close to you family, loved ones, friends to destroy you and what you have. They are not happy to see you happy so to speak, so they attack you as well as the minds, body, emotions and spirit of other people around you. Truly you don’t know what their motives are because they are just as vulnerable as you are.

Coming from energetic point of view, everyone is attaching to each others energy because every one has their own issues or shadows. When you become aware of your own shadow, like addictions, attachments, issues like abandonment or pain then you become aware that you are in a specific situation be it loving or dramatic because there is something in you that you have not become aware of especially if you are involve in a drama.

Then it is a wake up call to become aware of this particular issue. We are all mirrors of our own inner selves. The landscape is inside of you and then projected to our outer garden which is our own physical realities or drama. It doesn’t need to be drama but I’m emphasizing this issue because I want to be able to help others who are going through it. We ask ourselves why these things are happening to us when we are so stable or secure or nice to others but we forget to ask ourselves, what is it in me that created this situation? it is easier to blame it to the world or others but more difficult to accept that we are a part of the equation.

Face your situations and learn from it. Now, as a human being you are sometimes not aware of what is happening in the energetic field, how this plays in the field so to speak. It is quite simple, the enemy wants to destroy you and your relationships because if the two of you are in sync then you will live a peaceful life and you will be happy and basically your souls are blessed and will bring more blessings to others. A harmonious relationship will bring blessings to more souls so the enemy attacks…through your mind, body and spirit. Saying this you will probably ask then what’s the point we are already a LOSER because we are so vulnerable and open to all these aspects of our being.

Well no we are winners already, all we need is to wake up from the “nightmare” of the dream spell. I see this energy world as a dream, when we dream and we are in a beautiful garden we love to stay and be there and feel all the sensations that we are feeling while we are in a dream. But if we are in a nightmare we actually want to wake up from the ugly feelings that we go through. So the nightmares are here to wake us up, whatever is happening in the world be it hatred, war, victims of earthquakes, divorces, children abuse, crimes, you name it we got it, we are here to bring blessings to all these pain that we are surrounded with. Bless it and detached from them because we are here to love and not to suffer. We can be a better world if everyone has taken the responsibility to be awake, aware, align and active participant in their own little world. Dream of a beautiful dream that is where we belong but because we are human beings we have forgotten where we belong, our home is where our heart is!

If you ask me I don’t know more than you know we are all in the same field and what I speak about is only going to affect you if you are aware. So don’t make it hard on yourself to know what or where I’m getting this information because to tell you the truth I don’t know it either. Isn’t this funny when the writer and healer doesn’t know how she gets it, that’s life for you it’s a big joke sometimes. I just take it as it is, because if I try so hard to resist, my life seems more complicated so I learn to stay simple and when I do, it’s when it starts to be more complicated or bigger than what I think my life is going to be huh! so it is. We are living in this magnificent times of our lives so let’s wake up and smell the flowers. Walk, dance and be happy for you’ll never really know what life has in store for you.

BELOVED!

We are so bombarded with distractions in our daily lives that we forget why we are here? What kind of world do you create? What’s important in our lives?  What’s in my mind and heart? Why do we do things that truly at the end doesn’t matter? These are questions that keep me grounded in my life.

First things first, I believe we are here to experience God which is love and our experiences take us to that space where we can be fulfilled and contended with our selves in our own skin so to speak. When everything seems to make sense and just be where we are and enjoying the moments may it be spending time with our pets, walking in nature, dancing, talking and having tea with our friends, laughing like a child, watching children movies, talking with elders, smelling the flowers, hugging and kissing our loved ones… these precious little moments that make the difference in the bigger picture of our lives.

When we are going like crazy with our schedules, filling every days with appointments that make us feel important and needed, is when we get lost in our ego and forget what we came here for. The endless shopping that we do, criticizing others for who they are, consuming whatever the media tells us what’s cool and with blind eyes we follow the hidden fear agenda, our constant worries for our loved ones, attachments to our relationships, the emptiness that we feel ….stop, breathe, inhale and truly feel your presence and this will bring you right away where we should first start our own selves and connect to our breathe.

When we deeply inhale from our stomach and release all the toxins from our emotions and mental field. We bring our selves back to our present moment, not being  caught in the past and worried about the future. We become alert to our senses, awaken to the hidden deceptions of the ego, align to our energy centers and active on our participation in this field of dreams that we weave together. Let us not forget where we came from, a return to love and light, where our souls are free then we can create this heavenly dream here on earth. We are alive filled with love, joy and peace. The only time that we have is spend wisely by being open and connected to our true authentic selves.

Observe how others talk and listen to what they say. When you truly listen, you hear from the heart and your mind shuts off, so you’re not thinking of what you want to say while she is speaking then this is truly listening. It’s not easy to be at peace and listen with all your attention, without agenda or other thoughts that can’t wait to to get their turn. Our world would be less complicated if we all practice this but right now all we can do is make a difference within our own selves. So start with your self then tell someone about this wonderful thing you practice. Not everyone is awake and alert, others are still unconscious and in the process of waking up. Your responsibility is the beginning of the transformed world. You need to be the change and embody what you are, a space of conscious awareness. People who are not in this level still see the evil in others and not aware of their own state of awareness. This leads and generate sufferings and then pain becomes the fire to burn up the ego. The spirit becomes align to the souls purpose. Even though we have a better and easier way of awakening, we sometimes choose the hard way.

When you observe your thoughts pattern, you will recognized that the ego dominates and dictates all these illusions that cloud your clear mind. Sometimes we can only see, when our own illusions play and see the effects in our reality. What are your thoughts made of? Are they fear based? Do they speak of love or fear? Surely you will know right away that the content of your thoughts are not about love then you are again a victim of unconscious behavior. Fear is an illusion if you are not alert to what you are thinking. Listen to your words when you speak then you will know if they are words of hope, encouragement, support, love and trust. You can always start a new day, a new beginning and a new way to plant a new seed of thought, word and actions. We will know the effect of our thoughts, words and behavior when we wake up one day and see that the world that we have in our present moment is quite a lovely world to live in, feeling happy, simple and loved.

Listen to your hearts desires and it will guide you to what you want in this lifetime. Peace is simple if we know what we want. When there is no hidden agenda but truly speak from the heart and open your heart to the truth. Life is simple, spirituality is our daily lives nothing more, nothing special but ordinary moments of our lives. When we connect to this Source of love and light, we shine and bring this warmth wherever we are whatever we do, we become the bearers of love. Create a loving world starting with your thoughts, words and deeds, then the world around you will mirror you and your creation. The creation and creator becomes one in love!

Breathe, observe and love, these are simple steps in creating a world of love. Start with your self and you will find that the people around you will transform as well just as you are! Let us live in a peaceful world within our selves, then the rest will follow. Others can only see what you have when you become one with your own self and unite with their spirit in unison to this new song of love that we are all humming…a universal love!

There are a lot of spiritual beings that are lost and doesn’t know how to balance their existence with their angelic energy, that living physically becomes a disability. They usually have this innate zest to help and reach out to others especially who are needy, poor and lost. They are guided to help and most of the times they forget themselves in doing this “giving” they forget “receiving” is as needed to be balance in this world. The balancing act is quite a challenge because you need to be grounded in your being to function in your daily life. You can not stay in the “flying high” mode because you will hit hard or crush really bad when you hit the bottom. We don’t need to go through this path of suffering, we have the power to soar without dropping dead.

The way to be grounded is to stay close to earth or nature literally, walking in nature, breathing fresh air, feeling the soft breeze in your face, hear the chirping of the birds, hear children laughing, smelling the aromatic scent of the lovely flowers in the garden, and many more miraculous things that happen when you are in nature. Being in nature we enjoy our times here on Earth and will stay longer because we are grounded. Why do you think you always feel good around “down to earth” people? Simply because they are authentic, natural, transparent, non-judgemental and simple.

Authenticity is one of the  characteristics of an angel being, when someone is transparent, loving and joyful, there is nothing hidden and when they can say to your face the truth that sometimes hurt then you have a true angel friend on your side.

Freedom to be your true self and from illusions. How do you stay free when you are surrounded by illusionists and consumerism? How do you help yourself to see the unseen force of the enemies, when you yourself is blind to the truth?

Stay close to your heart, this is where your home is! Once on my journey of sufferings, I asked the Divine to take me because I was heart broken and I can’t go on anymore suffering for humanity’s fallen race. The answer was given to me in a subtle and sweet way…”you can’t go yet, you have to stay where your heart is!” I then realized that because of my love to humanity, my heart belongs here so I understood that’s why I’m still here with all the hardships that I suffered it is because I needed to be human with a broken heart to fulfill my soul’s purpose. Because these heart aches are actually my gateway to humanity. Suffering is here even though we understood that there is a better way of living. It comes like a thief in the night, what we need to remember is our soul’s purpose which is love and light.

When we get hit bad, we fall down and we get up again. There is no other way but to fly again and our loved ones are always here to remind us that we have wings to carry us through all these difficult times. Our pain just makes us better angels because through them we become closer to humanity. We become human beings and we remember our home. Our heaven is here on Earth, we are here to mirror back where we came from. We are gathered to experience once again this connection to the Source. We are all one in spirit, a collective consciousness of love and light. When we breathe, observe and listen with our hearts and souls open we are guided to our return home to the Source. That is overflowing with love and light, there is no shadow in this realm because there is no duality or separation from the Source. Only oneness resides in our being, alert, awaken, align and active participant in this angelic times.

We are here to celebrate our lives, dance and have joy in your hearts. Our connection to our true light and love is the only emotion that we need to express. When we are lost, come back to your breathe and it’s quite important to remember this because we have already bombarded our own lives with illusions.

First, through our own breathe come back and take a deep breathe…this is the gift of life. We are not here physically without this gift of life so when we feel and think that we had enough of our own created illusions, come back breathe deeply from the stomach and like the waves of the ocean feel the ebb and flow of your own emotions and this is the basis for sanity.

Celebrate your existence and enjoy every moment, there is no time to lose and why suffer when in God’s glory you were created to rejoice and be delighted with these creations to love, live and play. There are a lot of fears regarding 2012 when in truth, who knows when is your last day here on earth? You can die in your sleep tonight so why create all these fears regarding 2012? It doesn’t make sense to me because I live in the moment. The only time is here right now, create love and truly listen to the person besides you, whoever you have in your presence is a gift.

Never say never because when you surrender your life to the truth you will find freedom in this space of compassionate love and wisdom. This will take you farther and bigger than you think you are. The only time that you have is what makes it a unique and wonderful life that you live in this new way of living multi-dimensionally. This is quite a new idea to most of you but once you become aware and awakened, you will be more in tune with this realm that I’m writing about.

This is where I am right now, I’m here but not here, it is what it is. I live my life without judgements, uncertainty, impermanence and completely surrendering to the Divine will. The space that I occupy in this body and name that is given is here and unknowingly suspended to the freedom of my spirit to soar like an eagle and hum like a hummingbird. Flying free with delight and sweetness of this new found concept of soul and true self within the boundless time and space of love and infinity.

This is love and life in one motion of manifestation, just like a child when she feels the beat of the music dances like no one else is watching, we are connected. Your INNER CHILD is the path to this freedom, you become one with your child and see things in these eyes, the same eyes that God would see you! Life is truly funny when in the end after all those searching and looking for who God is, you find out at the end that the answer lies right within you. Inside your heart lies the wisdom and your eyes are the windows of your soul and also the path to your soul! So whatever you do, do it with passion and love, create while the music in you is still playing!

Like a new born child with new eye sights let’s begin to see our world with these eyes full of innocence and purity. No judgements and masks that we often put upon our mundane lives. Let’s rejoice and be happy for our friends and enemies that finally we had put our guards down and realized that we are all the same united in our differences and unique in our own ways, we become one. This is the lesson of our lifetimes, to let go of our false selves and find within us the light, fire and passion to be us, no agenda, no war and no sufferings.

Can you imagine a world without war? the silence, love and  peace that will fill us and lift our spirit to the highest majestic sound of truth. Where are we going with the rate we are in tune of? Not sure about you but I will make it a point that my little world will not be of this stuff that we are facing now. How do you do that when you are in this world? Simple, live within your little world as if it is the big world. What does that mean? Wherever you are, the only thing you can contribute is what you do in your own little ways. You can not save the world, the world is already in a motion of destruction right now if we don’t stop contributing to this factor of FEAR. So to create a ripple effect, start with your own self then your actions will help save others. Start being happy, don’t harm others, ask yourself basic questions is it true? is it kind? is it necessary? then you will find that these simple questions lead you to your truth and then you find freedom from these illusions and ego.

When you find these answers they will be touching your heart, not answers coming from your ego, you will feel love and understanding. The peace that surpasses your understanding, this will help you to be align with your souls purpose. I ask myself today, why do I care to help others heal and find their soul’s path? Why make my life more complicated when I can easily just stay within my own little world of family and friends? Why reach out to others and teach them how I found my truth? Why do I really care? May be I should just keep it to myself and be happy. This is an easy way out but my true voice is telling me no, you have to share this gift. This gift is not given in vain, it is to be share and believe for everything has its season. This is the season to be happy in the midst of chaos, love your self and share your life!

BELOVED!