How would you know that you’re being deceived? What are the signs that you are going through these hidden attack by the enemy when you are blindfolded? Why are you being attacked? Where is this coming from? When are you going to wake up? Questions that are in my mind this morning, things definitely happen for a reason and this is why I’m writing this topic.
Walking in nature brings me back to the truth, beauty and love. I call this “grounding” because in the work that I do it’s not easy to stay balance. It’s kinda like a euphoria when you are connected to the other realms. The only way to ground these feelings or connection to the higher dimensions is by my walks, it keeps me grounded so to speak.
Why deceptions? In the last few weeks I was experiencing attacks by the enemy so to speak. I’m talking energetically or dealing with other energies from the dark force. It wasn’t easy, I wasn’t able to sleep 7 nights and eat for that long. Barely eating, trying to survive so I forced my self to eat fruits to survive this soul torture as I call it.
I was trying to tell my family and loved ones that I’m currently being attack by my enemy and obviously they were not able to comprehend what do I mean by these attacks. Well, I went to hell to prove it to them that this is real. After all the sufferings that I had, mentally, emotionally, spiritually I was too closed to the edge of dying inside and wishing the Divine will get me.
I had a conversation with my loved ones who passed away and asked them to help me through these ordeals and asked God to take me because I can’t take this anymore. Of course my children were just in a disbelief that they are literally seeing their own mother being torture by this situation. They didn’t know what to think anymore if Mom went “crazy” or wow! another one of those episodes Mom goes through every year of our lives. I truly feel bad for them that’s why I was begging God to take me, but the Divine spoke to me and I felt in my heart “you have to stay, where you heart is! your home is where you heart is!” I finally got the point! My heart belongs to humanity and so I have to stay here on earth because my children lives here and they need me. Wow! thank God for this revelation. I learned a lesson in a hard way, I don’t need to prove to anyone what I do because I can’t expect them to understand this work, it’s given to me as a gift and I have to use it and allow it to unfold where I’m needed. This is it! enough is enough!
Today I stumble in this anonymous quote ” an old time clairvoyant in an updated social outfit meant to appeal to the critics and debunkers. I want to say, forget what their intrusions into your psychic space and exercise your gift. Let the DETRACTORS figure it out for themselves!”
Going back to the questions, how would you know that you are being deceived? as human beings we are open and vulnerable to a lot of attacks. The enemy works in a deceiving manner so they use any body close to you family, loved ones, friends to destroy you and what you have. They are not happy to see you happy so to speak, so they attack you as well as the minds, body, emotions and spirit of other people around you. Truly you don’t know what their motives are because they are just as vulnerable as you are.
Coming from energetic point of view, everyone is attaching to each others energy because every one has their own issues or shadows. When you become aware of your own shadow, like addictions, attachments, issues like abandonment or pain then you become aware that you are in a specific situation be it loving or dramatic because there is something in you that you have not become aware of especially if you are involve in a drama.
Then it is a wake up call to become aware of this particular issue. We are all mirrors of our own inner selves. The landscape is inside of you and then projected to our outer garden which is our own physical realities or drama. It doesn’t need to be drama but I’m emphasizing this issue because I want to be able to help others who are going through it. We ask ourselves why these things are happening to us when we are so stable or secure or nice to others but we forget to ask ourselves, what is it in me that created this situation? it is easier to blame it to the world or others but more difficult to accept that we are a part of the equation.
Face your situations and learn from it. Now, as a human being you are sometimes not aware of what is happening in the energetic field, how this plays in the field so to speak. It is quite simple, the enemy wants to destroy you and your relationships because if the two of you are in sync then you will live a peaceful life and you will be happy and basically your souls are blessed and will bring more blessings to others. A harmonious relationship will bring blessings to more souls so the enemy attacks…through your mind, body and spirit. Saying this you will probably ask then what’s the point we are already a LOSER because we are so vulnerable and open to all these aspects of our being.
Well no we are winners already, all we need is to wake up from the “nightmare” of the dream spell. I see this energy world as a dream, when we dream and we are in a beautiful garden we love to stay and be there and feel all the sensations that we are feeling while we are in a dream. But if we are in a nightmare we actually want to wake up from the ugly feelings that we go through. So the nightmares are here to wake us up, whatever is happening in the world be it hatred, war, victims of earthquakes, divorces, children abuse, crimes, you name it we got it, we are here to bring blessings to all these pain that we are surrounded with. Bless it and detached from them because we are here to love and not to suffer. We can be a better world if everyone has taken the responsibility to be awake, aware, align and active participant in their own little world. Dream of a beautiful dream that is where we belong but because we are human beings we have forgotten where we belong, our home is where our heart is!
If you ask me I don’t know more than you know we are all in the same field and what I speak about is only going to affect you if you are aware. So don’t make it hard on yourself to know what or where I’m getting this information because to tell you the truth I don’t know it either. Isn’t this funny when the writer and healer doesn’t know how she gets it, that’s life for you it’s a big joke sometimes. I just take it as it is, because if I try so hard to resist, my life seems more complicated so I learn to stay simple and when I do, it’s when it starts to be more complicated or bigger than what I think my life is going to be huh! so it is. We are living in this magnificent times of our lives so let’s wake up and smell the flowers. Walk, dance and be happy for you’ll never really know what life has in store for you.
BELOVED!