This path that I traverse is not an easy road, everyone who surrounds and see me in my “raptures” will no doubt put me in this label of Mental illness. I don’t blame them for they can only comprehend so much and the state of mysticism is not their take. They usually feel that you are losing grip on reality and the only way to help is to put you on drugs and diagnose with mental illness. I have nothing against medical Doctors, but for me life is not going to be base on assumptions or labels such as these, it is what it is.
A mystic is someone who have divine intimacy with God, the person goes through inner communications with God, forgetting the external world and gets consume with God’s messages, like a download of wisdom from the divine connections. Knowing that this is divine intervention, the person loses touch temporarily within the aspects of once outer life. The family who witnessed such a phenomena does not comprehend these raptures as they are not mystics and will feel insecure and fearful that their loved one is losing it, they presume that the medical doctors will be enough for these interventions. As a result, the interventions bring in resentments, fear, anger and pain for both parties. The mystic feels that no body can understand, isolated and rejected. The family on the other hand feels hopeless, angry, insecure and would rather run away from the situation than facing what transpires within the family dynamics.
Therefore, there is relationship issues, broken hearts and miscommunication between two parties but truly for me I would rather stay true to myself. I can not be who they think I am other than what I feel and experience at the moment of intimate divine connections. These raptures that I go to is quite an amazing gift to be able to grasp this wisdom that they are giving and for me to receive such gifts is quite a humbling experience. I ask God why me and the answer is because “you have a pure heart and a child like disposition” I never look at life and see others as separated from me be it a homeless, sick, prostitute, or anyone per say I look eat them with the eyes of compassion,. I can not judge for God is my judge.
I was given a life review at the last rapture that I had and it was quite a revelation and liberating ecstasy that I felt. For once and for all I believe this is the path that I’m going to take. The path of least resistance for whatever reason I am now moving forward with this given lifetime. Not to have excuses for others concept of me but to be able to face the fear of the unknown and say to to my Creator that I did my best. For all the gifts God had given me I’m receiving them heartily and sharing all back to you who listens and whose ears and hearts are open.
This is the time to lose your ego and live with the open and vast space of your hearts. We are being called to be the masters of our lives. There is no more time to lose but act accordingly to which you are being called. We faces many trials and tribulations but our attention should be in the loving kindness that God always shower us. The destruction and fear based mentality that we have are not from him but from the accumulated karmic cycles that we have done. We will be ask to face our own fears and it’s up to you if you are going to pave the way to truth and freedom of spirit. We can only take responsibility for our own thoughts, words and deeds, the rest of humanity will be in the fallen grace of God when the right time comes. The massive death that this generation is experiencing is due to these Karmic accumulation debts that I’m speaking about. The more you create pain for others the more debts you pay at the end, may it be in other form or so. You are always contributing to this Akashic field, the substance of everything. All the conscious and unconscious thoughts and actions that you give or take.
As we face the changing times, we will be accelerated to ascension of all that is. Our bodies will be light, energetically aligned to the divine codes and fulfilling our souls purpose. The ultimate Artist and Creator is here living within us, Christed selves, our higher selves are aligned to the other multidimensional selves we are partaking as we live in this dimensions that anchor us in to the loving arms of Gaia. Everyone in each and many ways are partaking in this accelerated shift of our paradigm, perceptions and actions. Wakening to these prophesy of what to come, we are ask to take lightly what has these negative energies had given us complete distractions, heaviness, darkness, separation, fear, pain and lower vibratory frequency.
We are ask to focus our attention to those that are making a difference in this darkened world of yours. Take inventory of your thoughts, words and deeds and locate those that are not of light and create love and joy. Shine to others what is given to you, for they are not yours to keep but for the freedom of our bondages from the enemy of light. We are bigger than what we think we are, truly amazing times are here. As you endeavor in this new Earth the path of a spiritual warrior, you will always be protected, guided and placed among the angels because you are loved and will always be in the book of Life.
Wake up my angels and bring forth the gifts of love. Take your place in this realm and move forward with your blue light penetrating all beings that will be in touch with your chosen path. The healing of humanity is in your hands and walk this path with the flow of love and grace. The dreams that you always hold in your heart will be open for all to nourish, comfort the sick, weep with sorrowful, have mercy to all beings, forgive your enemies, transform the world that you live in by being the essence of love and don’t judge for you are defining your self as the one who judges but instead send love and light to those who judged you. May the light of God that shines forth may bring you life that is enlightened, full of love and peace.