When we are going through the dark nights of our soul, we are never alone. This is one of the process that we need to go through in order to detached from our ego or mind. It brings us to the point of surrender to the Source. We become vulnerable and we learn to let go of our control and need to be right. We are in the dark because we needed to be there to see the light. The light is within us and its always been there, we are just experiencing amnesia of our cellular memory.

When we connect to our light, everything falls into the right place. We are free and nothing really matters at the end of the day but we feel our mind is at peace and our heart is open to what is. We can’t go to this space if we don’t open our heart to what is happening to us right now. Everything has a purpose, they are meant to be there with you because you needed to learn a lesson at this moment. Listen to what your heart is saying, don’t be afraid of what you truly are, a vehicle of light and love.

We feel alone because our feelings are in lower vibration which is more on the root, sacral and solar plexus area. These chakras correlate to the physical aspects of our being such as relationships, family, security, stability, power, self trust to name a few. The wisdom in transforming these lower vibrations is to breathe, know where your thoughts are, ask yourself What am I thinking right now? this will lead you to the present moment and be in the present not the past, or future anxiety that usually our ego creates. The role of the ego is to identify because it has fear of annihilation. Just like death, when we are align to the energy centers we are not afraid to die because we know that we live eternally coming from the spiritual view. Our souls are eternal so we live on even though our physical bodies go back to Earth.

Do you ever wonder where do those souls go when they commit suicide? What are your beliefs around these issues? We are creatures of make beliefs, what our minds think create them in this field or in your personal mind box. We can believe one thing and know a lot. The only difference is you feel it when you know the truth, the thoughts send a vibration to your inner detector of authenticity and gives you the impression of what is true or not. When you listen to your heart and gut feelings you connect to your truth, the only real thing that will open your mind consciousness. We are in the shift of consciousness from mind to soul and integrating them all in one living conscious body that we embody and create a oneness in all, one body in the end and many souls. This is the enlightened era when our human consciousness releases all that we created in the past, create a future in the present moment by being present in the moment.

The darkness that our humanity is experiencing is an important aspect of this integration. We can not see if we are left blind inside our mind box, we needed to hit the bottom to reach the top in accelerated time and motion we are in this quantum leap of mind into the consciousness of our DNA and Gods Divine consciousness. We become one with the creator and the creation becomes us, taking care of this planet and many other dimensions that we tap into. We are all in their field, one in many dimensions, communicating in many other special ways.

They reveal themselves when you are open with love and peace, total surrender to what is and connecting to your own spirit. The existence of our species will stay in this field when we all connect in the power of stillness and meditation. Remembering where you came from and what you want to create in your field. Everything is here, given in all your passion to connect to the Divine. Whatever is in your plate take it, use it for love and light, stop dwelling in the negative force of your duality. There you can find solace in your space when you let go and live in the present moment. Exhilarated, passionate, in service for the Universal good and highest good of all we are connecting to our highest mission and souls purpose in this lifetime. We can make a difference in this peaceful event, be a cataclysmic event or not whatever you put in your mind you create, so be conscious of your thoughts. Let it resonate with love and higher vibrations to create this in our reality.

The FEAR agenda of others will remain in this field because we are still living in this dimension but as you ascend in the 5th dimension you will align your soul into this higher realms of light. There would be obstacles in your way to shake everything off from this lower vibrations, as you become CLEAR in your consciousness, the love energy will integrate your awareness and you will remember where you came  from. Whatever lineage it is,  be it a STARSEED, or other higher dimensions it will be reveal to you, the process of ASCENSION. It is quite an exciting moment in your lifetime, this is it, the shift of your physical, mental, emotional, spiritual bodies connecting to your higher selves and connections to other dimensions of light and love.

This is the healing that everyone is looking for, we are in this transition of healing our deepest abandonment issues that truly comes from the disconnection of our highest selves. We are now connecting to our souls and integrating why we are here. We are in the dark age as they say because we will see the brightest light and in our own little self it will reveal the deepest longing of our selves is to be connected to our home which is our soul. There is no heaven or hell it is within our selves, these are archetypes of our own illusion that totally relates to guilt and religious minds. The heaven and hell is us when we connect to light, we are in heaven and when we go through dark times we are in hell.

Dimensions of light and dark, what a marvelous joy when you are able to see beyond the LINEAR way of thinking. It is a blessing to feel one within yourself and others. I guess you will only feel one when you are one within your self. It is your choice to be one with yourself or stay separated, and create more lifetimes of suffering and separation. Why go there? Why waste your time and energy creating more Karmic events in your lifetime. Change it now and be in touch with your souls alignment to its highest potential calling. Be the MASTERS of these lifetimes, ignite your souls with fire, strength with the blowing winds of your mind, healed with ebb and tides of your emotional bodies, grounded in the roots of your Mother Earth. We are never A LONE  we are ONE!

Namaste,

Teza

There are energetic fields around you, your physical self. When you connect to these bodies of light you become aware of your vibrations and frequency. As long as you live in this dimension you are incline to move up and down the crystalline grids of light and shadow is everywhere you wherever you are. To be balance, you need to be be in tune with how your body feels, ask yourself “where are you right now?” and feel the density of your body. When you become sensitive to the frequency around you, you sometimes carry this around your body and they are heavy and dense, these are not yours, brush them off to realign yourself back to your center. There are a lot of energetic vampires and as unconscious human beings they are not aware that they are doing this. Once put into their attention, they will be able to transcend this energy that they are carrying.

You can be a vessel for space of love and light when you allow this to happen. The only thing that will create chaos is if you are not aware that you are holding this space of healing. So surround yourself with light, protecting you from any attachment or challenges. They will try to take away your peace, as misery loves company. Be aware and be an observer of this mind games. When your heart is open, your mind is open to expand and allow a space for healing both for the observer and the object. Thoughts have energy and when you are around others, these thoughts that surround you attaches to your energetic field without being aware. It is important to be conscious and always be centered to align to prevent energy leakage.

The body has energetic fields and from my observation, everything that is in our system like thoughts have a mental energetic field, our emotions have an emotional field, our soul which is our astral field, these are the energetic fields that magnetizes whatever these fields carries, like attractslike. When are are align in our energetic fields we attracts expansion and connection to our light body. We become a vehicle of light and love. As we become conscious of our energetic fields we realign our selves to the grand design of our universe, in expansive and contraction  motion, in a sense like our birth, we came in contraction motion while in our death, we are expanding to our nothingness which is our essence.

Mastery of your self is the secret on this journey, when you know yourself, you create peace with others and within. Imagine yourself surrounded by people that love and care for this world, then you are going to walk with your Ascended Masters transforming your world that you live in. There is nothing that is withholding your manifestation but yourself. Connect to your higher self and everything will be given smoothly and effortlessly.

Ask and you shall receive, knock and the door shall be open to you. The doors of love and light is here wide open to receive you. Allow yourself to submerge and soak in this field of love. You will find that your light body is creating more radiance through self love and others see and feel the difference within you, emanating and radiating the love you give.

This question takes us to the roots of all our actions. When we are aware of why we do things and what is the main intention of our actions, we open our hearts to the truth and we align ourselves to what our evolution of consciousness needs at the right moment. This is what we call awareness, when we are awake to our senses and when we find silence in our being. It’s not that easy to find peace especially when we live in the midst of chaos. Truly chaos was created in our consciousness, when we stop to think these thoughts of separation then we truly resonate with peace, with our truth and spirit. As long as we are in this state of consciousness of separation we will never find our oneness.

To bring this into our reality we first have to go through a process of detachment from ego and illusions from our head. Living inside our heart, we find silence, in our mind through meditation and then our meditation becomes action in a sense we become one with silence. Our heart and mind becomes one and sings a song of love and life. Then we can truly say we reach our nirvana, truly heaven and earth are here, our illusions, beliefs, fear on the unknown and death, conditioning of the mind separates us from this state of bliss.

When we start to wonder why our lives are cycles of pain and suffering then we stop and see that the magnet of all these difficulties is us. When we start to uproot these seeds of beliefs in our mind, this is where the roots of sufferings are. Our mind is like a garden, we have to check our ground and fertilize it with good thoughts and love, then our harvest will be bountiful and grace of God is upon us.

What is your intention in living your lifetime? Are your actions out of fear or love? When are you going to take actions? Are you the co- creator of your Divine life? These are questions that will open your mind and expand its horizons. Our heart is the seat of wisdom, when you open your heart and release those emotions that blocked you from who you truly are.

We live in multidimensions and when we are present in our body, our lives become rooted in love. Because our body is the vehicle of light that will take us to where our intentions are in this lifetime. Time is but a fraction of your ego and identification in this present moment. Truly there is no past as it is gone but humanity carries the burden of the past hurts and emotions get stuck in this linear time. We need to release these cellular memories of the past, the only real thing is the now where you are residing in this time or moment of truth, we are here connecting to all and what is.

If we put our intention for the good of all, we become connected, aligned to our purpose. We are reflections of each others truth, when our perceptions or filter of truth is shaded, we see others as separated but when we clear our lenses we see the truth or reality that what I see is but reflections of my true self which is my spirit. My spirit which is eternal is here and now living simultaneously together weaving this so called life. All that I see becomes me and if I see beauty in others I see the same in my true self. Where I am there I am. Everything is a mirror of myself. In these eyes that I see, I see love and peace.

In knowing, you will align your perceptions to what you want to see and your filter will be transform to clarity and your life will be clear of fear but only love resides in your being. The joy in knowing this will create expansion in your fields. You will be an open portal of light and others will come and be attracted to your true light and peace. There is no more fear of death as we come and see that our souls are eternal and peacefully we live this life that we co-create with other souls that we touched. Let us create love in every moments of our existence then there is no space for fear, no war and separation.

The mind is in the field, when our thoughts are about love then our field will be full of love. Let us start inside our head, let go of fear based thoughts but plant seeds of love. Find stillness and balance, check where your emotions are, are they vibrating in high frequency or lower vibrations? When you are in high frequency meaning your emotions are about love, happiness and unity then your emotions are align to your thoughts as emotions and thoughts are connected. Emotions are the gateway to your thoughts, when you feel good then your thoughts are good and vice versa.

Our world is full of fear based thoughts that is part of our humanity’s consciousness and we partake in this river and flow of life. The only part that we can do to help our consciousness is to wake up and live our lives out of love. The only real thing that hold us together, when we see our existence as one with others then we will be conscious enough to create and transform what we have. We will put light into darkness then we will become united like light and darkness becomes one. Fear is but a shadow of love. We are in this multidimensions living physically and spiritually  simultaneously creating this space of oneness disguised as duality.

Intentions are actions as thoughts are emotions. Let us live our intentions free of fear and our actions full of love. Let us think of positive thoughts and our emotions full of love. In this cycle of love not fear we will be free of fear and our lives will soar like our spirit are free from any attachments and soon we will fly with our angel wings!

As I write in this space, my heart is heavy and dense. There is a void deep within me that says I’m quite not right. There is a voice that speaks “you’re going to be okay, stay grounded!” You are prepared to experience this and everything will be all right. Receiving a message from my loved ones in the Philippines that my father is in comatose brought me to this condition.

For the last few nights I was dreaming of coffins three days in a row and brushed them off because I didn’t want to pay attention to death. Then the other night I felt there was someone in my room I thought it was my Mom and was asking if I want to see her and I said no it’s okay, I’m not ready. It’s quite surreal now that I look back and all the signs were there. Today I got a kitten from the Animal Rescue and he is home with us his name is Oscar. He is my angel, he purred and slept on my chest last night keeping vigil for my peace.

I looked back to my memories and it’s quite funny how I spent half of my lifetime in this “victim consciousness” without looking at the bigger picture that my souls purpose lies deep within this pain. My father’s contract is bigger than what I think it was for me to learn the lessons of forgiveness and love. Our life lies in this paradox, everything that I learn seems to be the opposite of what I know, it is the lessons from the heart that seems to matter at the end. My knowledge doesn’t complete me and the wisdom that lies from my experiences are the ones that my soul is longing for.

With this perception I learn that my heart matters more than what my brain knows. It is the heart of humanity that energizes my life force, my power and connection to this lifetime. It is the heart after all that beats and pulsates in our physical being that says this is it, you had enough and the end is now. How can we be so blindsided to what matters most in this lifetime?

In letting go I learn to connect to my breathe and just be. My soul is at peace knowing that truly no one dies because our souls are eternal. We lose sight of their physical presence but their spirit is with us. We are one, fragmented mirrors of ourselves. Our lesson here is commitment to experience love, in whatever field we do we are messengers of love. The choice is ours and when we hold to pain we blocked this message, we become attune to fear and no one can reach us. Attaching to  our pain is the biggest stumbling block in our healing. Our perceptions is marred by suffering and we create more pain by attracting this in our fields. We need to open our hearts and bring in the new template of love and letting go of pain. Forgiving our enemies and allowing love to penetrate our cellular memory to heal the wounds that lie deep within us.

There is nothing that you can not forgive, it is the ego that tells you the other way around, listen to your heart not your mind. For the mind is blind and the heart is the path to truth. Release the suffering and celebrate life every moment with your loved ones, strangers and friends. We are only here for borrowed times, nothing is permanent. Take the time to be with your loved ones not in working for material success. Your times well spent with loved ones are the treasures of the heart not the success of this world.

Let go and let God handle my affairs of the heart. My attachments to pain is gone and I allow this experience to rejoice and celebrate the lifetime gift of my Papa to me, I am who I am right now because of him, forgiving and loving soul. To you my Papa I celebrate my life!

BELOVED!

As I write with this flow of energy I remember sitting here and wondering how am I going to be a writer when I didn’t take any courses to be in this flow of energy and now it dawn on me that passion and creativity has nothing to do with your left brain which is where your ego resides, the thinking process. Writing actually has more connection to your right brain which functions are more in the intuition and creativity. Yes, this is what happen when we are in the left brain thinking process, we deny our own inner connection to the Divine creative nature that we inherit from our Divine creator. Coming from a background of a strict religious dogma, I was condition to think less of my self and to bow to the God and its High Priests that we are conditioned to think highly of. Come to think of it if we think less of ourselves then we are basically saying that our Divine creator is not good enough to create us. We have to be happy and proud of ourselves because of our extra ordinary gifts that we have and was given not to be small but to be great bearers of love and light.

HUMILITY is important to connect to humanity but it does not mean that you have to take for granted what you have been given. Do whatever makes you feel happy and connected. Don’t think of what other people would say because at the end it’s between you and your self and your Divine Creator that matters anyway. When I write don’t believe what I say but listen with your heart and mind open, this will help you set the grounds for expansion. Humanity have a lot of beliefs and in our own little world we live in a dream and in this dream that you weave, you are the creator and the writer of your life. When you evolve here on earth, you are in this time of accelerated energy that brings into action all of your fragmented selves in the past, present and future. The ARCHETYPAL ENERGY that you have agreements with in your SACRED CONTRACTS are being played upon on your lifetime.

You wonder if you look at the past “where in the world did I do that for?” for some reason you have completed an incarnation of a sometimes mythic figure like a WARRIOR, GODDESS or ANGEL. There are a lot of contracts that you have signed for and in this physical dimension that you are living, in this third dimensional body that you resides you will be completing all souls contrasts that you signed for. The contracts will not leave your energetic field but they are there to create lessons for your life. When you have completed the contract meaning you already learned the lesson, you somehow evolve and move on to another type of Archetypal energy. As from my own experience, I have lived a life of a Buddhist monk, a nun in the Nursing homes praying for their next step to the other dimension, an angel to others, a Goddess or a Priestess, a strong victim consciousness regarding incest issues, and of course a  wounded healer, teacher and spiritual writer.

When you are awake you become connected to your creations and you ascend to the light and there is no duality or separation between what you see and your inner world. You have grand vision for humanity’s evolution of consciousness and you become a part of this enlightenment and transformation of the EARTH. As our world change, clearing, cleansing of its own natural disturbances, we as humanity goes through the same detoxification process. Our Mother Earth is us, and us mothers and children of this grand illusion or dream, we need to see ourselves as good stewards of our own selves in alignment to our body, mind, heart, spirit and soul. Therefore we become conscious, responsible and accountable people of the planet Earth if we want our existence to stay evolve and connected.

Fear is a part of our evolution process and when we reached the point of FEARLESSNESS we become connected to our own shadows and then light penetrate all darkness in our field of body, mind, heart, and spirit consciousness as one soul or consciousness. I believe that we have reached our final destination in this field of quantum physics, as the scientists are now finding that there is no solution to every equation in the mind field but truly there is a solution in the quantum soup of life when one evolves as one within the one soul. Mind consciousness becomes obsolete because we are far greater than this filed of consciousness. We are one in many bodies, souls and fragmented pictures of our illusion and created beliefs, judgements or anything that we create, we manifest in this realities of life that we call.

Our river of consciousness is overflowing with toxic stuff that we manufacture right from the get go, so our goal now should be directed to cleaning this river of life or consciousness to a fresh start. Clean your mind of negative stuff, live without judgements, be still in the now, save your self by being in sync with nature, silence your mind and go with the flow, listen and open your heart, ask your self ” where am I in my body, mind, heart, spirit and soul?” this will connect you to the Source of life. Be directed to the truth and be aware of illusions and ego. Connect to all your incarnated selves in the now and allow the lessons to penetrate your being and be happy. I am one with you in all your longings and creations, let us fill this Earth with happiness, compassionate wisdom and peace. Your thoughts are great contributions to mankind, think of happy thoughts and we will unite in the heart of all matters.

BELOVED!