In these times of turmoil and chaos, human beings who are now experiencing this dilemma in their lifetimes are now releasing these  unconscious negative beliefs that are hidden energetically in their existence. Releasing fear and blockage of the truth of who they are. There is a spiritual solution for every problem and when things are not going  the way you want them to be, then you have to stop and recognize that you magnetize this situation in your realities and ask your self what is it in me that created this? Most of the times they are unconscious thoughts or beliefs that are embedded deep in the recesses of your being. Some are Karmic bondage  and unresolved issues from the past that you need to let go and learn the lesson to move forward with your life. When we reflect on the hidden agenda, we are able to open our mind to the truth and open our hearts in allowing a new belief to flow with what you want to create.

Releasing fears, we become empowered to be who we are. The fears are signals to us where we are not aligned and what we have to face. Facing fear is just like releasing a kite up to the sky to fly when we hold on tight to the string  that holds the kite we resist and it doesn’t do what it  is suppose to do. Release the fear and you will find that you are liberated from all the illusions that you created in your mind and know in your heart that you are loved. The dreamer in you becomes activated and create the world that you want to see and the desires in your heart manifest what is appropriate with your vibrations. When we self realized that we are light within and that we have the power to radiate and shine this light into the world. We will ascend into being a master of our own existence and know the true purpose of our soul. These are the times of the enlightenment, embodying this light of the Universal and Cosmic mind of God. As we ascend and tune into this light consciousness, we transmute anything that is not of light and toxic to our existence.

Anything that is not vibrating in a high frequency of love and light is but a shadow of our own ego and illusion. The chaos  in our energetic field is but a mirror of our own inner fear and separation. When we release this fear we become align to our truth which is love and light. The many shadows of our emotions such as anger, anxiety, jealousy are just manifestations of our egoic mind and illusions. For in the truth there is only love that exist in our fields to become a vessel of light in this existence. All that is not of love resonates in the lower vibrations of light, that is the shadow or darkness. When one awakens to the truth, one sees behind the veil of perception and clearly recognizes the truth of every situation. It is about being conscious and aware of all your creations. As human beings continue to participate in unconscious acts of illusions of separation, we are getting ourselves far behind from being light. But these are all part of the awakening process, a breakthrough and an opening of ones mind and heart to what is the truth and purpose of its existence.

To be in the truth, we need to align ourselves with the substance of the Universal mind because the Universe functions in the truth. Without this knowing we are lost in our own fear and illusion. The truth resonates within our heart and being conscious of our being becomes the light that transcends anything into light. We are the beacons of light, in order to help this world that we live, we have to humble ourselves into the darkness and shadows of others and allow them to grow and become integrated in their journey of soul searching. The only way we can help transcend their thoughts is by becoming a space for love and light to shine upon them. When they are lost in the dark, the enlightened ones are the guiding light for them to see behind this veil of separation. We can not evolve as one unified and collective consciousness if we ignore and become aloof to those who are lost. We are here to share these gifts and become a support for all that is still in the blind phase of their lifetimes.

Observing others behave in their chaotic situations and seeing the results of their own negative thought patterns makes you wonder how you were in the past and how you lived that victim consciousness for so long without knowing that it actually exist in our own unconscious negative beliefs. Ones aware of your own energetic fields and tap into the Universal mind, you become a conscious being of light. You become one with who you are and what you are suppose to be in this lifetime. You are the light that shines and brings joy into others hearts, bringing them back to their home which is love and light. Returning to home is like feeling at home with your loved ones around you, welcoming your truth and presence. When one is aware of the silence in your inner being one allows the space of unified consciousness. One taps into the Universal bank of the collective consciousness and becomes a conscious being with intent and purpose.

The only way our humanity surpasses these  times of chaos and conflicts is to become conscious of our own souls evolution. Without this inner compass of our existence, we are lost continuously creating conflict within and in our external realities. Our thoughts are actively creating our situations and creations, when we tap into our subconscious thoughts we become aware of what we are manifesting and what is not align into our highest potentials. We allow the space of healing and letting our truth resides into our existence, connecting to the source of everything and becoming a space of love and light to radiate in our existence. This is the dream of the dreamer, the art that the artist longs to draw and the tapestry of the weaver’s dream of one unified consciousness into this realm of reality that we forever co create to manifest within our vista of love and peace for all sentient beings.

Angels are everywhere and it’s so easy to forget this as we traverse our journeys here on Earth. When we are lost in the mundane of things, we become confused and live the lives that are not in congruent to our angelic beings. We go through life unconsciously going with what is thrown to us by our daily works, conversations with others, bombarded with negative energy of others, surrounded by blind people. It is so easy to play blind as well but in the core of your being you know that you are put in a situation where you are needed to be. To share the gifts and wisdom of angelic coded being  is your true mission. There is no blockage or hindrance to fulfill your souls purpose when you are align to these angelic beings.

Have you ever wonder to just let go and surrender to this beautiful dreams of living life as an angelic being? Most of the people that wants to do good here on Earth find themselves caught up in the material world. We have to catch our selves and be  in the present moment.  We will use the gifts that we have by just being ourselves. The most discouraging thoughts that we have happens when we expect others to understand and validate us. These sabotages us in our paths, don’t take anything personally and believe that everyone is in their journeys to enlightenment in their own time.

Your teachers of light will come to you as you journey in this lifetime. There are no coincidences everything is in harmony to your ascension. Never in my wildest dreams that I will attain this enlightenment and ascension of my soul when I was blinded just like anybody else in the my search for light. The light that I’m looking for is the light that is in everything and within me. When we are open to these teachings, we allow expansion of  our multidimensional selves to the unknown. The fear of the unknown is the common fear of our humanity because we hold unto our ego and existence. When this is triggered by diseases or facing death, we become vulnerable and only then question our existence, we open our mind to what is.

Our mind is the creator of our external reality and when this mind is entrap inside the box, we can only experience such underlying beliefs and conditions. The mind is in the field therefore we have the potential to tap into the Universal mind of the cosmic energy of our heavens. Healing the mind is very crucial in leading us to our highest potential without this, we are stuck and blocked to our little selves. When our thoughts are energetically aware to what vibrations they are tuning in, we can be conscious of our thinking patterns and lead it to positive and higher vibratory frequency of light.

Every thought and words have energy then we know that everything that we create in this mind field will therefore correspond to its energetic imprints. Be mindful of your thoughts and when you realized that they are  not positive,  you have the power to change and transform it to its natural state of love and light. Our Source is abundant and when you connect to this, your well being is content and happy. Our body is our vessel to bring our souls purpose, in order to bring the higher teachings of light you have to take care of your vehicle and ground this into Gaia. Without this body we can not function and touch others in their journeys toward ascension. It is a wonderful time to be born into this transition. We choose this lifeline as we know that we are here to serve this humanity towards enlightenment.

Remembering that we all come from one Source is quite an overwhelming thought, the knowing leads us to oneness of all. When you are wired this way, there is no separation from others, you feel that you belong and loved. The Source that you tap into is the same Source for all that is. How great and awesome feelings you get,  knowing  that your small self belongs to the vast expansive selves of others and the God within is the God of all. We are all in this matrix, a hologram of all that is, energetically and electromagnetically connected to the vast Universe of life. All that is living and non living things are a part of us and we are the micro in the macrocosm of the Universal mind.

As I travel this path of ascension I’m in awe of my inner journey and how I have evolve as this beautiful energy of light to my self and others. I have allow my soul to soar with greatness and lightness. Looking back into my past self and experiences I can not imagine the transformation on my mind and being. How I see things differently and transform my existence into oneness, all my old limiting beliefs and patterns of mind conditioning from victim consciousness into empowered soul is quite an amazing journey. My soul became conscious and aware of its existence knowing where it came from and what the soul is doing in this lifetime. This is the soul evolution that I’m talking about. When you have reached your highest potential and knowing, you have become active in participating in your souls multidimensional state.

Our souls are eternal and lives multidimensional, we are in a parallel Universal  lives, many of whom we are not aware. The most conscious lifetime that we know exist in this third dimension but as we evolve and expand we become more conscious of other selves in other dimensions. We are channels of light and when our energy centers are align and open, we become one in the Universal energy and are reconnected to our divinity. We see the unseen and feel the energy in our surroundings and connect to our Source. We become beacons of light in our own unique ways and others are magnetized to us because they are in the same wavelength of our vibrations. Our greatness is inside our magnificent wellspring of wisdom, bring it out to shine into the paths of other light workers.

As we evolve and become one in this Universal mind and cosmic energy, we will bring in the formation of our new Earth. We are the light workers and together we can transform our humanity into light conscious beings, that will vibrate in this high frequency of light to bring in an evolved consciousness into our cellular and molecular levels of knowing. We will transmute all dark energy or shadows into lightness. Our world will be a light filled space of love energy surrounding our bio ethereal body and holographic matrices. There will be no war because humanity will be about understanding, compassion, caring and being kind to others. There will be no separation and fear, love and light will rule in each others hearts. This is the world of the evolved souls that came here to remind us of our purpose and how to make this world a beautiful space for our generations to come. Our children of the new world will arise to this wisdom of love and light. We are the bringers of the dawn, create this into your eternal lives and become a light to others.

Calling all the Archangels and angels to gather around us to support and guide our existence to remind us of who we truly are and always focus our intention towards our ascension. Helping others to move forward to this transcendent path. There are a lot of distractions  that surround us to sway away from our destiny but every time you are stuck, you are going to meet someone that will touch your heart and know in your deepest core that you are in oneness. Our flights here is not that easy but when you align your selves and attune to the angels realm, you will find inner peace and complete joy in knowing that you have come back to that home. Our home is the spiritual world, this world that we see is just like a playground that we decided to go and experience our humanness. Truly, how can this be real when it is impermanent? What we feel is closer to our hearts and what brings us back to our home. When we look inside our hearts and see the condition of our mind, we will realized that all these images, beliefs and thoughts that played inside our heads are just illusions and entrapment of our souls. Our souls are free and eternal, we are always here omnipotent, omnipresent and omniscient in one with our creator.

The hologram of our external reality is what we believe inside our selves to see and if we are light then we can see light within this hologram that we have created. Our dreams communicate to us our subconscious thoughts that create this field of matter and form. We can only observe our drama from the inside out to be an efficient observant of this matrix. Then, we know the truth of what is and all that is created in this realm. Our angels are here and we are here to witness our own angelic being to ascend and be one within our own truth. While in the process of returning to this angelic code, we will take away a lot of beliefs, detachments from  illusions and possessions, realignment of our energetic fields, awakening from the past conditioning of our species and attunement to the angels realm. We are being called to let go and let our angelic codes be awaken and reactivated to fulfill our hearts desires.

Take every windows of opportunity to open and use the gifts that you are bestowed upon, remember your life is just an imagination inside your head that continually plays and choose to be at peace within yourselves and others. There are so much love that you can share and shower this world. Lead others to their truth and together you will create a world that is peaceful, loving and joyful. Your spirit of true giving and compassion will touch others in their search, believe and listen to your angels. They will whisper in your hearts, that you are one with them and that you have to rise up from the burnt ashes just like a phoenix, resurrected from the dead and now fly with your angelic wings with its true grace of love and beauty.

There are many ways that they communicate, in your dreams, people that are sent your way, animals, feelings that are strong and loving presence of others. It is quite amazing that we have heightened our senses that we are able to engage in this angelic communication. Don’t question these messages but believe in your deepest core that you are touched by an angel and there is a purpose for this awakening. We are coming from these angelic realms and they are reaching out to you to connect you to your home and truth. You can sense the angel coded people that are around you, it is a light and lovely feeling that surrounds them. Their presence brighten up the place and sweetness in the air. The way they communicate is through their soft voice and compassionate nature. They are positive and finds lightness in all endeavors. When these people are not aware of their nature they feel lost in this world and doesn’t feel that they belong here. They are very sensitive to others pain and most of the time feels their agony and soaked themselves in the drama thus create the pain body. They lost their vision and forgotten what they are here for. They become confused of their truth as they have carried a lot of negative conditioning of being a human.

How do we release and clear these lower vibrations that we have in our density as human beings? First, we have to be aware and awake of our truth. Aligning to our energetic fields and holographic matrices is not going to happen when we are living inside this box, the mind game. Releasing, cleansing and purifying our hearts to the truth. Recognizing that everything that we experience is our creation and we are the masters of this hologram. We are empowered angelic souls that choose to incarnate to help others transcend in their ascension process. Meditation is great tool to let go of the thoughts in your head and be in that space of love and oneness. Silence and being aware of your soul’s evolution where you are right now and how you can help transcend this experience and be in one with ascension. Our souls are eternal, we are gifted to experience being human and enjoy the ride of our lifetime. Choose to align and connect to your angelic code and be one with those who are in your fields. There is no separation or fear in this truth, we are all one in this holographic matrices creating what we intend to make and we are empower to share these beautiful lives and visions to all that we touch.

The remembrance of our eternal home is here and now, as we go through lifetimes of eternally searching for the truth, we finally come to a point of our destination that truly complete this journey of ascension. When we reached this point, we are asked to follow our bliss, share the gifts to others, be passionate of your truth and do whatever your hearts desires are. We are angels experiencing humanity, deep within the recesses of our core being we know that we are, there is no coincidence, we are all one in this matrix and together we will create a loving and peaceful world in the midst of chaos and confusion. We will bring in the power of the angels with its light and love to remain in our hearts and being.

The light within you is your guide into this new consciousness that is now being transmitted into your existence. Anything that is not of light will be demolished, relationships that is not for the benefit of all, one in love and not of separation is now being disentangle. Waking up all that is being called to be a part of this enlightenment vibration of love. Our respect for ourselves will be more pronounced and lessons are easily learn for the universal energy is not going to wait but be in connection to what is now in the flow. There will be a lot of destructions within your midst but you are called to stay focus in love within your heart and be awake, conscious of all your creations. Be in your thoughts, emotions, words and actions. Bring in your awareness into your current state. Be compassionate but shift this energy of chaos into peace. Let there be light and love.

We are now accelerating fast in eternal time and space, there is no boundary, no veil, everything is lifted, the realm that is invisible is now here present in your new set of energeticallyconscious third eye. Nothing is hidden within these light beings that are now awake and conscious of their souls. Where they come from and what is their calling, they are now being intune to what is and allow this flow of love and light. Once integrated, the flow will bring in clarity, focus and freedom of spirit. The body is being prepared energetically to carry this beautiful transformation into who you truly are. All aspects of your physical, emotional, mental, spiritual bodies are now being integrated into your higher selves, astral, etheric, planetary, galactic and universal selves. Multidimensional living these grand scale of energetic imprints into your physical world, you will be Divinely guided. The universe supports you into these transformations and remembrance.

God is within and external force that is encoded within our existence. Our higher selves are presently guiding us into our sacred path and healing. Everything is a mirror of yourselves, gently hold their vibrations into the space of love and light. Serving this evolution of human consciousness into what is now energetically grounded. The cosmic and Earth portals that is now energetically aligned within your existence is being experienced by many souls. Let the light shine radiating from within and allowing others to magnetize this light and become a beacon of this beautiful creation. This light is the code of God that is now being experienced, no separation, religion or any structural forms can separate you within this embracing Light of God. Within each and everyone of us knows and remembers this Light and will be meeting again this Divine Light when it’s time for your physical selves to go back to Mother Earth.

Your Divine aspect will guide you into all that is, allowing this vibration of love and light. The angelic realm that you connect will teach, support and guide you into your evolution. Attracting all that is now being called to participate in this celebration of Light. The times that are remaining are now going to be use in preparation for this ascension. You will know what it is that you have come to do, serve with all your heart and soul. Knowing that the body that you embody is but a vessel of love and light. To God you will come back and the body will return to dust. The breathe of life, that is the breathe of God will be breathing the same symphony of heaven’s love. The Divine will be reveal in this many facets of life.

Your life is but a tapestry of these threads woven for the Divine plan of creation. Genesis is here, remembering the paradise that we once have in our fields. You have the power to recreate this into your life by allowing changes to bring you to this space of love and light. When you have face all your fears and let go, being in the present moment anchored into the ground of Gaia, securely and happily supported in all your journeys. Become the creation, create, imagine a world without boundaries. Create from thin air, dream, imagine like a child, act like one and bring in happiness and joy to all that surrounds you. You already served your soul purpose when you do this.

The angelic realm is here, connecting and waking all of us to bring in their vibration of love and light. Consciously aware that your existence is light, you gather all that is being called to this information. When someone is awake, there is no veil or boundary to this realm. Everything is being revealed to their eyes, awake or asleep they are being attune to what is and becoming these energetically light beings, they are happy to find home. Their hearts are full of  compassion and forgiveness to all that are in fear based level of vibration. There is no survival mode because they are happy and content for who they are and not for the materials that one surrounds himself with when one is asleep.

Wake up and feel your heart, fill it with love and light for all that is. There is only love that can occupy your pure heart as you are being align to the Divine heart of love and light. All encompassing, embracing everything that is not of light and allowing the seed of light to penetrate all cellular and molecualr consciousness to grow within the Divine consciousness of God. This is the time to wake up with joy, love and peace knowing that you are this joy, love and peace within. Love every moment,  it is all good for your evolution. Embrace all lessons and be light. Travel light. Be happy. Be loved!

Blessings,

Teza

Why are we here? people of all lives tries so hard to search and keeps searching, endless ways or methods of healing their souls…without knowing that this is it. There is nothing to look for, you have it all along the way, you were only so stubborn that you needed to look so far, but it was given all along. This is the endless path of a spiritual warrior, the archetype of a warrior, bringing light to others but when did he ever stop and reflect that there is no search or light for it’s within every individual, we carry this light when we are born and brought to this world.

Our souls longing for truth is our sense of identity being masked by ego. The wanting to know more and search more is the ego quenched by thirst of the soul. This is a path of endless search if one doesn’t stop and realized that the soul is evolved and when you stop searching is when you find the answer, lies within your heart and soul flowers and its scent remembers where it once lived within the hearts of mankind. This is the path of a spiritual warrior, in all his struggles and sufferings he fights for the light, conquers the demons of his ego, faces fear in his face and say enough is enough. He only finds solace in the quiet of the night when he rests his soul and lays down to sleep and forever dwell in the peaceful memory of soul and dreams the mystery of life in the night of the warrior’s life.

I am a voice of this soul who longs to meet the souls that are a part of my path, this journey that I take leads me where I was before. My home, a return journey to this paradise of angels where no one dread to thread for in this path, faces ones ego and find deep layers of pain beneath this path of humanity lies sufferings and hell. Where are we going in this path of angels, where no one dares to thread? Have you asked yourself are you this courageous soul who are called to be or choose to incarnate at this moment in time? Do you have the guts to thread this path of courage facing fear and bringing light to humanity? If you are one with me then you are one with Thee, for there is no boundary, no separation in us, we are one, one soul and one Divine creator who gave us this gifts that we bear.

Fear not for the voice is with you, encouraging you in every moments of peril. Lighten up the world in darkness for it is the time to shine. The phoenix had landed, behind the land of the dead, ashes and dead scrolls of the living, soared this flight of the angels, watching every movements you make, every breathe you take, there is no time to lose, fly high behind my wings of love, the fire within your soul is what keeps me going in this dark, dark world that humanity created. This is not what I want, this is your creation, wake up and smell the ashes that are burnt. Reminding you of death and where you come from, ashes to ashes. Here we are in this virtual reality, there is no veil to lift for it is lifted, there is nothing to search for it is given, we are all one, together we will fly with our soaring flights to heaven, ascending in the highest glory of love and Divine.

Our flight is here and it is done, give back to the world in darkness for it is revealed in the moments of pure darkness comes forth the glory of God. The exultation’s of all souls unite as one, coming together in this era of energy and vibration, ascension of souls, the ladder of Jacob, the trumpets blowing, hark the angels are singing praises to the One above and below, heaven on Earth this is where we are right now. Open your eyes to the eyes of God to which it will be shown, the way the only way to come and return to heaven is open your heart and eyes to God who once revealed to you the gifts are here, open your hearts and receive these words of love and blessings.

The Jacob’s ladder is here, we are here angels in disguise, carrying light within, wake up the other angels to ascend for you have descended to Earth. Within you carrying this angel light, throw stones to trigger their wings to open, wake them up, there is only one ladder to take. The ladder of light towards ascension will bring us all back to home, where our souls resides. This is our calling to stay in the true path of light, a spiritual warrior archetype you had chosen, an agreement or signed contacts between you and who God is for you. Your higher selves are calling, live, love and laugh for there is no other time but now. Climb the ladder with all these gifts bringing back these angels with you in your return to home.

BELOVED!

There are a lot of spiritual beings that are lost and doesn’t know how to balance their existence with their angelic energy, that living physically becomes a disability. They usually have this innate zest to help and reach out to others especially who are needy, poor and lost. They are guided to help and most of the times they forget themselves in doing this “giving” they forget “receiving” is as needed to be balance in this world. The balancing act is quite a challenge because you need to be grounded in your being to function in your daily life. You can not stay in the “flying high” mode because you will hit hard or crush really bad when you hit the bottom. We don’t need to go through this path of suffering, we have the power to soar without dropping dead.

The way to be grounded is to stay close to earth or nature literally, walking in nature, breathing fresh air, feeling the soft breeze in your face, hear the chirping of the birds, hear children laughing, smelling the aromatic scent of the lovely flowers in the garden, and many more miraculous things that happen when you are in nature. Being in nature we enjoy our times here on Earth and will stay longer because we are grounded. Why do you think you always feel good around “down to earth” people? Simply because they are authentic, natural, transparent, non-judgemental and simple.

AUTHENTICITY is one of the  characteristics of an angel being, when someone is transparent, loving and joyful, there is nothing hidden and when they can say to your face the truth that sometimes hurt then you have a true angel friend on your side.

FREEDOM to be your true self and from illusions. How do you stay free when you are surrounded by illusionists and consumerism? How do you help yourself to see the unseen force of the enemies, when you yourself is BLIND to the TRUTH?

Stay close to your HEART, this is where your home is! Once on my journey of sufferings, I asked the Divine to take me because I was heart broken and I can’t go on anymore suffering for humanity’s fallen race. The answer was given to me in a subtle and sweet way…”you can’t go yet, you have to stay where your heart is!” I then realized that because of my love to humanity, my heart belongs here so I understood that’s why I’m still here with all the hardships that I suffered it is because I needed to be a human with a broken heart to fulfill my soul’s purpose. Because these heart aches are actually my gateway to humanity. Suffering is here even though we understood that there is a better way of living. It comes like a thief in the night, what we need to remember is our SOUL’S PURPOSE which is LOVE and LIGHT!

When we get hit bad, we fall down and we get up again. There is no other way but to fly again and our loved ones are always here to remind us that we have wings to carry us through all these difficult times. Our pain just makes us better angels because through them we become closer to humanity. We become human beings and we remember our home. Our HEAVEN is HERE on EARTH, we are here to mirror back where we came from. We are gathered to experience once again this connection to the Source. We are all one in SPIRIT, a collective consciousness of LOVE and LIGHT. When we BREATHE, OBSERVE and LISTEN with our HEARTS OPEN our souls are guided to their return home to the Source.

The Source that is overflowing with LOVE and LIGHT, there is no shadow in this realm because there is no duality or separation from the Source. Only ONENESS resides in our being, alert, awaken, align and active participant in this ANGELIC TIMES.

BELOVED!

This angel story is dedicated to Mama Jean who I took care for a year in one of the homes that I worked at. Mama Jean is special because every time I see her she always have that sweet smile and calls me “BUBBLES.” When I was with her I felt so home, she reminded me of my Mom who also suffered Kidney problems. Both of them have this special strength within that doesn’t give up, full of life, down to earth personality and love to express their affection to those that means to them. There was a time last Christmas she loved to knit dish cloths and I don’t really know what she does with them but I actually bought 5 and that made her happy. Little things like this makes me feel good and loved. They are able to connect to their loses in life, that they are loved and feel some self worth, that they still matter.

She loves to shop when she’s not going for her Dialysis days which are Tuesdays, Thursdays and Sundays. Our Kitchen staff prepares her food for lunch and she leaves the building around 1100. When I check her in the morning I sometimes catch her cooking bacon and tell her about her diet and she will just laugh at me and says ” forget it I love my food!” Lately I was even borrowing food from the kitchen for her breakfast because I want her to be okay before she left the building. I sent her to the hospital and she stayed there for awhile. When she came back I knew that her days were numbered. She was on Oxygen and having difficulty walking and breathing most of the times. After all these weaknesses she still held her head up high and pretended that there’s nothing wrong with her. Even to the last minute she refused to go to the Emergency because of her stubbornness and strong will. It always amazed me how strong she was in the midst of her sufferings with Kidney Dialysis procedure. She never give up hope and always have that special smile for everyone.

Before she died, I got a phone call from her son-in-law that she wanted to talk to me and we talked for the last time and for three nights before her death I was woken up on nights and knew that she was calling me. On the day of her funeral I decided to go and was surprised when her daughter asked me to give a eulogy for Mama Jean. I was surrounded by strangers and managed to honor her presence and felt her love for me in this special occasion for her. I had a special connection with her and family, bringing us together even though she is physically not here anymore.

Don’t know much about her history but the times that I spent with her are truly memorable. She have a special place in my heart because we enjoyed our laughter and I was there when she was suffering. This job is truly a work of love, I’m blessed to be with them because through these elders I became wise and know what truly is important in this lifetime. I see and feel their heartaches, broken relationships with other family members, joy and pain, resentments and regrets in life, their sweetness and gentleness towards me, compassion, fear of death, lonesomeness, weaknesses and strengths and many more other things that are not seen to the naked eye…truly “the most beautiful things in life can not be seen or even touched, but must be felt within the heart.” by Helen Keller.

We learn in many ways but truly the lesson here is to live in the moment. Whatever journey you decide to embark upon do it with LOVE. Our ticket to our return to home is here right now at this moment …it is when we stop being crazy pretending that life is about doing and why not give up all those thoughts on being right but be happy. Our times here are special, spend them with your loved ones and share the gifts that you have to others. The connections that you will be making is meant to happen and treasure the people that crossed your path. We are all immortal beings and co-creator to the company of heaven. Angel beings as we are, we are here to bring light and love to each other. We forget where we came from but we are now experiencing this merging to our God self. All aspects of ourselves are being integrated and activated to the highest possible energetic alignment of our soul contracts.

There are now many channels that are emerging and finding their ways to the open to reveal their secrets of light and love. No more hiding and fear, allowing and showing this gift of light and love bringing about God’s consciousness. There are many paths but all is one. We are all Masters in our own field, bringing everyone into their fullest expression of their light selves.

My nursing experiences are my connections to this light activation. I bring love and light into this path and awakens others in their Divine plan even though they are still blind to these revelations, they will find their own process. As I went through this process my self I understand where others are in this field. I surrender to this light work and begin the works with passion in my heart to reach out to those who are struggling to find their magnificent translucent selves. As you go through the purification and detoxification impurities of your selves, you will find that you are getting lighter inside. You become wise in dwelling with emotional issues that used to be blockages in your growth towards intimacy. You are more intimate with your self than any time in your journey. For this is the times of Mastery of light, you are a transient being incarnated to see this transformation of humanity to beings of light. We are all light and this is what Ascension means. Our body is going through such a change in our DNA cellular level that we are still not aware of until it is brought to our attention and find the changes in our own experiences. The activation of this dormant DNA strand will bring forth your soul’s purpose and will have experiences of rebirth.

Living multi-dimensionally in this lifetime where there is no separation between past lives and future but only the now living simultaneously in a parallel multi-dimensional lives. Sounds difficult to grasp but it will be explain to you through experiences in your dream state and awakened times when you find yourself travelling in other dimensions and shifting within your inner self. You feel all the aspects of your fragmented selves to be integrated and makes more sense when you activate and align these vortexes or portal of energies within your own system. Opening and releasing all that are not helping your ascension and becoming light. Light within you will shine and bring the love that you are here for. Simple life, with nature, connected with Earth, stars, planets of the Universe that you are in right now. You will know the intentions of your heart and manifest these in your waking moments. Be love and let light shine upon you! BELOVED!

One of my unforgettable memories with one of my patients and experiences with the dying is the one with this particular person. I used to work as a night nurse and there is this patient with a case of late stage of Cancer and Venous Aneurism along the side of his neck. When you see him at this stage he had this huge ball like a small grapefruit size around his neck area. When I enter his room he has this special light within him that makes me feel home and safe. I feel his unconditional love and he used to greet me ” Oh my angel is here!”

I remember vividly that I took care of him for 19 days, it started on Jan of 2001, I used to come to his room before midnight to see that he’s safe and every hour clockwise. Around 0500 I sat beside him and turn his television on and I usually put the Catholic mass and just simply hold his hands. On one of this occasions, he told me that he used to be a Catholic and we used to joked with each other and I told him, “how come in your chart there is no mention of your Religion?” Then he replied that he used to practice this religion and he became alcoholic and he never went back. But now that he’s sick he wants to see a priest. I used to practiced Catholicism and when I heard this after my shift work I went straight to my priest and mention this to him and gladly brought him to work that morning.

After this revelation we became more closer and I understood where his pain is coming from. As a child who experienced living with a father who was Alcoholic I felt the guilt and pain that he was suffering from. I was able to put myself and see where he was coming from and heal the part of me that was in pain regarding the feelings of being abandoned by a father. The things that fascinates me with these experiences is that when I play the role of a helper, nurse or healer literally I receive the gifts of healing at the same time the healing happens to the patient. Truly I say that when I give, I receive in the process. There is no difference in this actual gift, I become the receiver when I give.

On Jan 19, 2009 I knew that he was going to passed away @ the hour of his death @ 0300 I was with him. I told him not to be afraid and just follow the light and his loved ones are waiting for him. He opened his eyes and smiled at me, I felt his love. Usually when the person is about to die I have this knowing that this is the time, there is something in me that knows, I can’t put a finger to it but the signs are all there. When I look at their eyes there is a sense of dying, there is no more spark of light and their body emits this certain scent of death like rotting, of course as a nurse the biological signs are there but to be in tune with the right moment of death for me is a gift. Usually I’m there when it happens and the room is full of their presence and you feel this awesome love and indescribable feeling of spirit. My life transforms every time I am given the gift of being with another person’s passing away. I usually go home with a reflection of my own journey and transform my realities in living in the moments of my life with joy and love, they are my angels!

When I look back from this experience he brought to me the realization that we are here to learn the lessons that our souls have contracts with. His coming to my life was a part of my healing process. During that time I was healing from my Divorce, my relationships with my father and mother, developing the courage to let go of any toxic relationships, and many others that comes with letting go of the emotional blockage that impedes my work as a healer.

The people that are on our paths are the gifts in our journeys, and you will be surprise to know that those who literally push your buttons are actually the ones that will bring your healing. Your trouble makers are your gifts, because there is no difference between us when you become unified in spirit, what you see is a part or fragment of your self. So when your perceptions operate in this method of looking at life then your enemies become your friends because suddenly you begin to see them in the eyes on an angel where there is only light and no more shadows. We become the bearers of light and love, this is the message that I’m trying to teach to others. Pure compassionate wisdom, this is the only way that we can help our own ascension.

In these Angelic times our thoughts travel and within seconds of thinking you will find the person you are thinking about come in your presence and beget the message that you are about to receive when you are open and ready to become light and activated within your DNA system. I hear this theory all the time with the New Age teachers and this is simply reminding us that we are all angel beings when we choose to be. There is a process to this activation and it starts when you let go of the attachments and soon you will find that your self had transcend in a different light. Your eyes become open to signs and messages to your divine living. You carry the light and people will see that you are living light and every where you go you bring this sweet aroma of an angel being.

As I write this message of love and hope to those who are called to read this, I’m just excited to tell you that the white snow just started to fall right by my widow pane and it’s just so awesome to feel this and be blessed with their presence in this blessed times of our lives here on earth.

Let us remind ourselves that we are light, we will go through a process and your angels are always there for you and will guide and give the right interventions that you need right at the moment. You will never be alone and will always live this ETERNAL LIFE. There is no more pain, release and live the life of an angel, who sees unity, harmony, unconditional love, light, peace, joy to your heart and open your eyes to their subtle messages, the laughter and presence of children, the special quiet moments that passed between conversations, they are here. Listen with your ears and hearts open to receive. Love and love until it hurts. Then there is no more hurt but only love! BELOVED!

Angels come to me in dreams and they are quite vivid visions of different types and shapes. Usually when they come, they serve as revelations of things that are coming or warnings to be aware of. They are beautiful and give you a sense of peace and joy. In this particular dream they were huge like giant babies flying above me. In the dream my daughter was with me, we were walking along this green meadow and I looked up at the sky and there they were huge angels hovering above us and I pointed to her and as soon as I did the angels suddenly dove into us and felt their warmth and loving presence. It penetrate my body and I felt so joyful and delightful. I woke up with a smile in my face and joy in my heart.

The next morning I had a Dr’s appointment for general check up and before I went to her office I decided to shop and while I was in the store, I felt a nudge to turn around and saw beautiful angels made of ceramics. Because of my vivid dream I wanted to remember this day and bought 7 angels. As I visited the Dr, I’ve decided to give away 2 angels one for the receptionist and one for the Dr.

The doctor was examining me and suddenly felt a lump on my left breast. I can tell that she was alarmed and told me to have an emergency Mammogram in the laboratory right away. I went home that night and wasn’t really anxious about it because I felt safe and realized that the angels came to me to tell me that I’m going to be all right. Right away, I had a test and as the days were passing by waiting for the result, I felt unease about the whole thing and found myself crying in front of the mirror. It brought a past memory of my incest experience with my father when I was 15 yr old.

I consoled my breast and told her that I’m sorry for every pain that she had felt all through the years. I never really spend the time to talk to my breast. Talking to my breast made me feel better and felt deep healing about this experience. I recommend for anyone to do this healing of their body part. When you communicate to your body part, it touches you in a more deeper connection that makes you feel good. Co-incidentally my sister-in-law during this time was actually going through chemo therapy for her breast cancer.

At the office after a few days, my daughter and I was patiently waiting for the result of the test and soon enough our anticipation is over and there was nothing found in the test. What a big sigh of relief to hear this! You find that life is so fragile, suddenly I found my self facing my own immortality. When I was getting out of the office I felt my sister-in-law’s agony and pain that she’s going through. I was lucky enough not to undergo such treatment and pain.

This connection with the angels have been very significant part of my journey. They come to me before an incident and reveal to me that they are always there for me. They give me hope and faith that I’m taken care of and for some reason whatever is the result of any trials that I undertake, I feel that I’m ready to face anything that life throws on me. I’m in this space of total surrender to what is. Life for me is eternal and if my death comes knocking on my door I will bravely face it with peace because I believe and know that this is the time that I’m coming back home. Returning to the one, the Source of life, the breath and fire of my existence, the forever Divine Kiss that I’m longing to come back to will be there for me in that brightest of  light waiting by the gateway and door of Heaven.

My soul longs to come home, I’ve been there and knows deep within my heart that I’m going back to that space of light where there is no shadow. My spirit flies with this feeling of blissful joy every time I dream of angels. They remind me of my flight and that my days here on earth are numbered. I take my journey with them and this time I reveal to others what I’ve been experiencing with these beautiful guides of love and light. With their presence there is no fear, no doubt, no pain but they bring to you great delight, lightness, truth, peace, blissful feeling of belonging to this Divine connection where your home is.

My determination to serve them is by writing about their presence in my life. This is the only way I know that I can touch others and make them feel that they are going to be okay in the midst of trials and death. Whatever the situation seems to be, they are always here ready to help and lift you up. They hear all your cries and woes, they are with you in times of darkness and great trials in life. They come and rescue you when you call on them.

If it happens that you are not a believer and you are reading this notes, wouldn’t you question yourself “how in the world I ended up reading this?” it will make you open your heart and eyes to the unseen truth and may be even a little bit of light will penetrate and enter your mind to create a space of connection to the angels, they are the messengers of love and light. Without a doubt you are meant to read this material and you are blessed and just as of now you are touched by an angel and forever will remember this time of your life. You have the freedom of choice, they never ask you to believe but your heart will tell what to believe. The truth speaks without your mind, feel it from your heart and it will reveal to you the sweetest truth of all times. There is only love, nothing all but love! BELOVED!

Once I heard the angels choir sing, this is my experience with a lady that I worked with. One of our patients in the nursing home passed away at the middle of the night and it was around 0300, from my experiences they usually go within this time frame. I asked the angels to come and have someone witnessed their presence and they did. We were washing our patients body when all of a sudden we hear this beautiful voices as if they were transcending, higher notes like sopranos and very light and delightful. We looked at each other and I asked “did you hear that?” she said yes and we both looked around the room and found that there was no radio or tv on. We ran to the hallway and looked again and see nothing that will indicate these voices are coming from. So we went back to the room and both said the angels are singing. We smiled and loved every moment of it!

This experience will never be forgotten and would always stay in my heart. Thank you my angels for these gifts. I love sharing them and would like to dare you to ask them in your daily lives to come and give you these signs that they are around. It’s just an amazing experience when they do appear to you, you feel love and this kind of warmth feeling that it’s difficult to express. When I dream of them and waken up from the dream I feel so delighted that they came. I look forward to their visions every night and they only arrive usually when they want to alarm me of something that will occur or someone wants to connect to me like in a mediumship.

I can hear them sometime out of the blue when I need to change my direction while driving or walking. I used to question but I finally let go and realized that there is no harm in letting go. My ego tries to tell me that this is not real or something that others won’t be able to understand and that they will think that I’m crazy but now I’m in this space of totally letting go of others opinions and connecting to what my soul purpose is here for. I found  complete surrender and acceptance of my ego. I befriended my ego so to speak, without this integration I will never be able to let the angel messages out. Because there will be a continuing battle of my spirit and mind.

The challenge in this lifetime is to be BALANCE and to be in that space you have to undergo a process of letting go and surrender. This includes the letting go of your own ego and at the end becoming one with your ego. You have to let go so you can come back to your spirit then when you become aware of your spirit or true self you will be able to allow or integrate your ego or the created self in this polarized world.

Which is like a paradox because the world that we see is actually the world that is not real. So the unseen is what creates this world then if this is the case, we have to know how to create that inner view with beauty in order to create this outer reality with beauty and grace. This is what we call creating the inner landscape  of our lives, we let our selves get out of the way. We become unified in one spirit and live this life as one being.

I found this so true with my writing. When I write and think of what I want to write my writing doesn’t flow but literally stops and this becomes my writer’s block. I used to have this “skeptic” voice and it’s still there but now the difference is that I’m more aware of it and I don’t particularly listen to her message anymore. I acknowledge and let go because I know better. The secret is accepting the shadow and then integrating this to my spirit then there is no more shadow but only ONENESS. This is like consciousness, my creative self is one with the vast consciousness that evolves in the Akashic field. I tap into it when I let go of the ego then integrate it with my true self. This is when miracles and synchronicity happen.

The Universe gives to you whatever you give, so when I give from the heart I receive from the heart. It’s just is, manifestation is simple tapping into your pure selves and dancing with the Cosmic resonance of the planets, stars and the Universes within this galactic movements of space and time. When I try to analyze where are these words coming from? I just nod my head and say yes it’s not from my small self but from the vast field of information in the Akashic field. The source, before it even becomes form which is matter, the energy that I tap into is quite unique, magnificent and triumphant. I feel I’m on top of the world when I do this flow. It’s like riding in the eagle’s wings in the vast jungle of the Amazon. I’m connected with nature and Cosmology, Science and Spirituality of life. I feel the beauty, the grand master plan of the Gods, I am one with the one and so as you.

Listen to the angels voices right in your heart, they reside there and they are willing to speak to your ears when you open their home. Open the doors of your heart and soon they come flying with their soft whispers around you and you will feel blessed and loved wherever you are. In your coming and going you will be protected and be safe. They are your guides, intuition, insights, dreams, messengers of love and light, follow without hesitation, let go of the ego and let the angels carry you with their magnificent wings of love and light! BELOVED!