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Our veil is the fear of seeing the unknown

Posted on 22 July 2009 by teza

 

The fear is created in the mind consciousness and cellular memory, which is created in our field and inner core. We live inside this box of entrapment and we need to break this open to become expanded within our consciousness and create freedom of our spirit. In our hearts we will find truth and our ego only surrender to its master when we learn to master our hearts. The mastery of opening this door is to be aware of your conscious choices and actions. When we are mindful of everything that we create then we become aware of our choices and it brings alignment of our souls purpose.

In order to go to this space you need to release your self from the bondage of the ego. Open the door of your box, your physical self  into the 5th dimension where our light bodies resides. When you are at peace nothing disturbs you, this is what I feel inside and others find it difficult to be in this space because of the entrapment that our mind creates. In my journey I find that the major culprit in achieving inner peace is some one’s “mind consciousness” and their on going thinking process. This is also what I call living inside the head, one can’t live in the present moment unless they become aware that this is what they are doing. Most get stuck in the past and carry the baggage or the toxicity of these reptilian brain.

In unveiling fear, it is a process of mindfulness and awareness. There are a lot of layers to peel, all the mental and habitual conditioning that they have learned from their parents, mentors or guides have to be release and be the witness of this drama. The patterns of chaos and conflict is what they continually project and their external reality will be the same pattern as in the past because they have not been aware of this presence. There is a lot of projection that happens when you are carrying this pain. When you think about it, whatever you see or say about others is actually about you. Things that bothers you are the trigger or catalyst to find your inner longings or things that you truly want to be or do.

Unconsciously they recreate the patterns of broken relationships, anger, self blame, rejections, shame and guilt. All the negativity and lower frequency of vibrations that we create. They go to panic and anxiety attack because they again feel that they are trapped and not good enough. This is the time that you have to catch yourself. Connect to your heart and breathe, stop the thinking process and be the witness of this drama. Ask yourself is there a pattern? Who is the magnet of this drama? Where in my life I had experienced these feelings? Bring yourself in this moment, and allow love in your heart. That this too will pass and the only thing that will help you is by starting where you are. This is the moment that you self- realized that all these chaos were coming from your unconscious self.

Our veil is fear of seeing the unknown and knowing that we are bigger than what we are. Our expansion and connection to the source of all is our biggest fear. We created this veil of illusion in order to separate our higher selves to our God or source. We unconsciously create the veil or separation when we were born into the unconscious state because our conscious state is the knowing that we exist in the consciousness of all.

We have always been linked to the Divine consciousness but we blocked our own knowing with our small minds. Our innate calling is to know this deep within our cellular memory and tissues, our DNA is always is connected to all that is. Everything that exist in this consciousness, we are a part 0f and genetically linked to all. The blood that runs through the veins have a life of its own. Our body is genetically engineered to work in one systematic organized way to form our human body and functions. We are systems of energy connecting to all the energy that is here and there, the matrix of all. When we know that we are just one holographic memory of our DNA, we become aware of all that is here and there. There is no separation of any molecular particles but conjunctions of all that wants to collect as an ethereal into material collection of gene pool. The pool of ones DNA is created in this field of matrix, when one is aware of this intention or the law of manifestation then you will know how to organize your thoughts, intention and creations. The creation that you attract to your field is but a thought and gathering of these energetic genes that got together for the sake of creation.

Once you remember who you are, that you are about love and nothing else. You will return to home, there is nothing that you need to think about or assume about. This is it! As long as you keep living inside your head your world will be spinning in circles and will never reach stillness. Your mind is an illusion, what is real is love and fear is mind based mentality. Let go of fear, live in the moment. Nothing is permanent, no self, everything comes from nothing, there is no separation. Once you reach this oneness in spirit, mind and body, you will feel at ease and one with the world.

The first step in attaining freedom is allowing yourself to love who you are, whatever state you are and whatever comes from this discovery you are where you’re suppose to be. Let go of thoughts and open your heart to a new space of love and not fear. Be mindful of your mental state, as you allow only positive thoughts you nurture the seed of loving kindness and soon you will bloom like the petals of the lotus. Your fragrance is the wisdom that you had attain in becoming one with yourself. Mastering yourself and the lessons that you came here to learn will be the best space for you. There are no failures or mistakes but only lessons to be learn. An eternal student of life, we empower each other with truth, respect and love.

We ask the Ascended Masters to guide us through this transition, to light our ways into their ways, patterning our crystalline energy with grids of light and love. We are the bringers of light into this darkness, from the womb of our mothers come light when we enter this world. We are not meant to fear but soar with our wings unfolding, within this matrix  field we will now find that the veil is lifted. The veil is the fear that we don’t see. It is now open to us and have access to our own Records of souls. There is nothing that we can not do, fear is gone, release your spirit into this magnificent times.

BELOVED!

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Filter of your perceptions

Posted on 05 March 2009 by teza

The heart speaks a lot more than what you think! This will bring you in connection with your spirit, when you allow that little voice to speak and follow that bliss that you feel when you are align. The mind can blind you into your truth and makes you feel big but truly you are in denial of your truth. It’s quite an awesome peace when you have this wisdom. It feels good deep inside just like a child full of innocence and surprises at every little thing that comes her way. There is no judgements, but only unconditional love and whatever comes may it be tough times or good times they don’t pace you out, but you find your self in these circumstances with stillness and love. Because there is only love and light that you recognizes in every darkness and shadows, there is only light that calls you and you become a beacon of light to others. There is no fight but flight to that angels realm where everyone counts and validated.

This is where I belong and for me to bring this wisdom grounded it took me a lot of discoveries. I’ve discovered that part of my life is to own my shadows to allow imperfections and when I do this I become align to my existence as a human being. The human part is my imperfections and the being part is my spirit and angelic ways. For some reasons I can’t grasp the fragmentation of my self, I found out that I was hard on my self because I wanted to be perfect. Needless that I know that I was already perfect in whatever ways I am because I am love and there is nothing in this world that matters but this truth.

I found out that human conditioning is difficult to decipher because your mind and ego defends your existence and they hide the truth from you because their creation is to serve your existence, meaning that you are here not the unseen spirit. So when you are searching you are mixed up because your mind and ego tells you differently about the things that you see and the things that are unseen are hidden from your eyes so the spirit becomes the illusion and it’s actually the opposite. What you don’t see which is the internal or the unseen is what actually create all the things in your field and what you see. This proves to me that when  the filter of my perception is align to my truth then what comes or what is happening  in my external reality is actually coming and created first from the inner self. Knowing this wisdom I had then to align my mind, ego and spirit to work together. My filter of perception has to be cleansed then I create the love that I am.

I had to release a lot of self judgements, these are blockages to my journey. I had to let go of my story, the past and what I have now is my new self and from here I create what I intend to do with this precious existence. I see the beauty of every creation and that every thing that is here is a part of what I am and who I am inside and out. There is no separation or duality in my field. Whatever is happening outside of me is a part of me. My part is to be an observer of this and become a light to others who are still living in duality. I love this moment that I’m given and my family becomes healed when I got healed. The painful memories of the past are gone and forgiveness is a beautiful grace to have. My heart becomes one with the Universe and my path becomes clear as water like a river. I flow with this current of life, with it’s pebbles or rocks I become atune with nature. There is this knowing that I am here passing by and the moments that I have will be spend in loving and peaceful ways.

There is no room for hatred, separation or fight, I only allow love and peace in my filter. The times that I will be awake will be spend in this field. How I love this wisdom and I wish to share this to you whoever is reading that I may touch your heart and open your mind to this wonderful filter that I found. To allow this knowing to infiltrate your mind, ego and live in the spirit and become an observer of this beautiful field that you are. To create a beautiful story of love and peace. Namaste!

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LOVE not FEAR! living beyond superficialities!

Posted on 19 January 2009 by teza

Today I’m reflecting on living beyond SUPERFICIALITIES! it is a teaching of The Tao that I practice every day with Wayne Dyer’s “Change your thoughts change your life” book and interpretation. The most intriguing lesson that I’m learning from life lately is about accepting the negativity of my friends, family members, co workers and loved ones. I opened my eyes that these negativities are actually part of my self that I had repressed because of the conditioning that I was brought up with, when I was growing up. I had this conditioning that I had to be “a good girl” and that my voice is not valid because I’m the 10th of 10 children. It dawned on me that all my life I was trying to be this “little perfect good girl” that my family would like me to be.

When you are coming from the inside looking out,  then you will realized that what you were seeing all along, was all that was inside of you because it is a mirror of yourself, all that is in your field. Then you can see that yourself actually have  a lot of negativity towards your own self. That you were hard on yourself and others were mirroring what your your feelings are inside of you. It is a sign that you are one with your own self, when that space of oneness is what you feel deep inside your heart. When you totally surrender to all that is in your field and completely accept others for who they are and where they are in their lives. We are all here to learn our lessons and you will definitely know yours when you look inside yourself and ask “what do I see in others? is what I see in me!”

Just as I accept my light and shadows I allow the truth and freedom of my self. That I don’t need to be ashame of my dark sides, that when I’m angry and violated, it’s okay to be mad and voice out. My intimate relationships pointed this out to me, that I had this fear of not being accepted and loved. I’m letting go of this fear because I know that I am loved. And whatever I do or say is okay and that no one is going to judge me and all the judgements of others doesn’t really matter because I am not allowing any interpretations of others to hurt me because I accept and love my self.

Becoming a detached observer of the drama truly helps me in my evolution, not attaching to what is happening and looking at the commotion with a detached observation and knowing that the outcome of the situation is relative. Based in a scientific observation that the result of an experiment  depends on the one who is observing the experiment, connecting that scientific evaluation to our daily lives or drama. You can see that the result of the observation would depend on the eyes of the one looking or perceiving. If I look at the problem with an open heart or mind then the result will definitely change or the answer to the experience is totally relevant to the perception. How you perceive things are, changes the way things manifest. This is the secret of manifestation, when someone change how they feel inside the Universe gives them the things that vibrate in the same frequency of how they are feeling inside. Its just is so when you feel love then there is no fear, two things can not occupy the same space. The power of our choice, freedom and empowerment goes hand in hand.

The balance is what I need and what I intend to create. When I feel fearful, I think of the opposite of what I feel to bring back to the alignment of who I am. I am about truth and love not about fear and the illusion that it produces. When I catch myself thinking of negative and judgemental thoughts then I know I’m not in alignment of who I am. “I want to feel safe and protected right now” this is all I have and living in the present moment is what it is right now. The feeling of safety and protection is connecting me to the truth of my existence. The conscious decision that I make will create the rippling effect of love.

I look at life within and see beyond the form. Allowing and loving who I have in my life right now, accepting their dark sides and mine. Learning and teaching what I had to share. Sharing my life with others, giving my time, love and truth. I’m living in a good space of allowing, not judging others, accepting for who they are, just simply living life as it is. This is my intention to be a part of this ONENESS, meaning we are all one in this reality that we create. And my dream is about living the truth, unconditional love, peace in the world, joy to every ones heart, forgiveness to our enemies and to realized that they too are the same human being, that my service to the elders will bring surrender to their end times, that DEATH will be face with love and not of fear.

My knowing will bring this into my external reality and I hope that you too who are tapping into my work of love will also find this connection to your higher selves. Live your lifetime every moment as if it is your birthday, not your last because we don’t end we are eternal souls. Every new day is a gift for you to connect to your souls purpose. Create love, live with passion, expand your horizon, be what you want to be, no one is stopping you to be the brightest star ever in this expansive Universe that we live in, you are definitely a gift from the Universe. See yourself as a star that shines bright and continue the journey of love and light without fear of knowing “a star is born!”

BELOVED!

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