What is your Saboteur archetypal energy in your life patterns? This is the energy that somehow keeps repeating itself in a cycle of events or karma that eventually will keep coming up until you get the spiritual lesson behind these experiences. One can only see through others when one can see through his own self and shadow. What is the point of helping others if he himself can’t help his own self? We are one, a person will come into your space to mirror to you what you needed to learn in this lifetime. We can keep running away from this lesson but this will come back in a different form or situation. The difference between us is nothing but we are all just a space occupying this fields of perceptions and projecting to us what we are inside. When I start seeing from my heart’s perspective, all I see and feel is love. The fear dissipates and allow light to penetrate our hearts. Releasing the pain body, allowing emotions to arise from the deepest seat of the soul.

Our Saboteurs are here to highlights our fear and empower us to the changes that we need to do to reconcile us to our truth. To have courage and boldness that there is more to life than all of these illusions. We are too busy analyzing what’s right or wrong that we get caught in the drama of pain and entanglement. Freedom of spirit is when you can  rise up to the occasion of the drama and say this is enough. We are here to face what we have and grow from here. To open the doors of our hearts and allow our souls to blossom. Love is precious and don’t take it for granted. If we put our thoughts in the midst of our hearts and allow this space of love we will understand why we are in this negative situation once again. Calling us to empower and live our essence. There is only love and fear, realizing that fear is not going to help us become who we are suppose to be light workers in this lifetime, we need to wake up from all illusions and be strong for our souls purpose. We are given situations to rise up and not stay in the dark, integrate the shadow, acknowledge the mistake and grow from it. We will never rise up if we keep repeating the same mistake and pattern of our own illusions. Let us light each others path to our true light then we can feel true fulfillment in our true hearts desires.

Our own saboteur is our own self, we are blind to our illusions because we identify with our ego. When we are in fear, we can not see the light, we are blinded by the truth. The truth will set us free but this takes a shift from our own ego and self destructive behaviour. Whatever that is you are adding to your authentic self just like addictions to food, drugs, sex, alcohol or anything that brings in pleasure to take away the pain of facing your truth. These are the portals that this Saboteur Archetypal energy exist between our midst. When we try to hide our truth and acts like everything is normal or pleasurable, we deny ourselves of true healing. Our pain body emotionally eats us away, we become out of tune and stays in the lower vibrational fields of emotions like negative, fear, anxiety and worry. This is not our truth, we are loved. The most painful of all the things that we do is to destroy our true essence when we put ourselves in chaotic situations. Nobody deserves to be in suffering, we can only shift when we acknowledge that we have our problems and that we have the power to choose what we want to see in our destiny.

The way to our truth is to face our own shadow, release blaming others for whatever situations we are in because it is always our choice to be in this disposition. When we recognized that we have the power to do so, to change and let go, we encourage change in our lives. We have to empower to shift and turn this destructive force into inner peace. Releasing attachments to whatever that is disturbing our inner peace and finally realizing that it takes one step to journey into peace. We don’t help others when we stay in a relationship that is not healthy, we become enablers of their mistakes. We can only lead them into the light and better actions when we ourselves become strong enough to leave the situations, facing fear in the face and truly forgiving others for this conflict. Forgiving our own selves for being in a chaotic relationships with others. Let go of guilt this emotion only leads to lower vibrations and the only way to transcend this is to acknowledge that you feel guilty but ready to allow love back into your space.

We are all going through this emotional and mental releasing and clearing of our fields as we shift vibrationally into our higher selves. Our higher selves that we are connecting needs to clear all of our hidden lower vibrations such as fear, anger, pain, sufferings, negative and destructive behaviors and many others. We are in the path of enlightenment and many are called to take this path of spiritual warrior. To be vessels of love and light, we have to be clear of all shadows and ego. To be able to hold this high vibrations of love, we become one in all our thoughts, words and deeds. We are the Akashic Records healers of this lifetime. We bring others to their true path of light workers. Don’t be discourage of the challenges that are in your fields. As we transcend this lifetime, we release all that is not of light and we radiate this true light wherever we are. Because this is our truth, to help others in their path of healing and light. We are free spirit, loving, compassionate, kind sentient beings who is in the path of oneness.

Blessings!

We live in this paradoxical world and dualism, when I thought I knew more that’s when the Universe gives me situations that challenges the truth in me. I found out that I know less when I’m letting go of the ego and truly looking inside of me what is it that bothers and clearly points it out to me that the thing that I see in another person is truly what I have inside of me,  only I was too busy looking at others mistakes and form. What I found out is that when I back off and put my self in the space of no judgement but just is. I realized that my perceptions are  about myself not about the other person. The things that irritates me are actually the things that I can’t let go or things that I’m trying to control and manipulate or it can also be the things that scares and challenges me.

This space can only be reached when one recognized that there is disharmonious, in congruent and chaotic emotions and thoughts that are happening in your body, mind and spirit. Awareness is a big part of this space, once recognized then the space of awareness magnifies and becomes more present. Allowing this observer and awareness to lead the observant or actor which is you as you have the control to lead this drama into play. The other person is the  participant of the drama and suppose to be your catalyst to self realized that there is a space of awareness that you can be when there is a drama. As an observer you have to listen to all the communications that are being said and listen to body gestures. When you listen open your heart to oneness and don’t feel that you are separated from the other person’s point of view just let it be and completely surrender to this space of no judgement.

As you listen you will find more space to allow the other person to open his heart more to you and be able to talk from the heart. Allowing this space of unconditional love gives expansion to the other person that he feels he is not being judged but being validated. Validation is a big part of the game of the ego. When someone is in the pain body, they are coming from fear and want others to validate their existence even using negative attention because that is the only way they know to get validation from others that they belong. Belonging and trusting others to love you for your existence is not easy to fulfill because of all the layers of masks and denial that we play. Detach from the drama and knowing that you are the space of awareness to help transcend the situation given to you. You empower yourself and choose inner peace instead of separation. By detachment we remember that everyone has their own world or dream so whatever drama is being played it is not yours but for you to listen and help the other person to see the light or the lesson of the drama. This gives inner peace for both of you and the relationship that is being given to transcend. Breaking down the walls around your hearts and completely releasing that is not of light and putting this light into the shadows of your illusions and ego.

Finding the center of your heart and focusing on what will raise the vibration of this relationship helps you and others to find peace. The raising of the consciousness of humanity needs other peaceful warriors to lead in the darkness. As we evolve in our human consciousness we are asked to be more responsible for our own thoughts, words and actions. We can’t let chaos disturb our inner peace. By being heart centered, focus on our souls purpose guided by our spiritual guides we become more strong and courageous in our existence. We become the leaders of this dark age and help others see the light within themselves. Opening our hearts to whoever is in our present moment be it a poor beggar, a politician, businessman, nurse or whatever roles they are portraying its just is a role that we are not to be identified. Because our truth is not about these roles that we play it’s about our spirit and heart. Without this compassion for others there would be no love only war and separation. Opening our hearts to understand more what is happening to the other person gives us more space to allow and become more at peace with our own existence.

Loving kindness have to start within our own selves as we can not give this to others if we don’t have it. Opening your heart and mind that the other person is not separated from  you but just is  a projection of your perception and consciousness.  When you see others like you and that there is no separation that means you are looking at others with a wholesome consciousness where there is no boundary but oneness in the Universal flow of energy. This compassionate wisdom then will lead you to becoming one with the whole humanity. We are one in the spirit and our souls are all in oneness with God whoever God is for you. Our higher consciousness is here aligning our selves to what is and becoming one in all aspects of our existence is the beauty of it all. When we connect to our Source, our highest potential is beyond our comprehension. We become a vessel of unconditional love and a space for others to feel love.

In our human evolution we are being face with all these situations of war, separation and chaos. As we dwell with our own little world of relationships with others, it becomes apparent to us that we are like mirrors of these global wars. We have chaos back and forth from our own selves  family, friends, co workers and many other relationships that we build. We have not come into this space of unconditional love and oneness. We are taking baby steps toward this enlightenment, but this light can only be filled within our own hearts and soul connection with others. As long as we keep putting our walls around our hearts we would not be able to see beyond the dramas that we are creating. We have to be aware of all our perceptions regarding others and our own selves. When one is looking from within and heart centered, one knows that we are all one is spirit and soul. The more we know from the heart the more we know we belong to each other.

Blessings!

Sexual addictions and many other addictions are not easy to heal unless the person has come into self realizations that he or she is powerless about this sickness. Only with the power of grace and Divine intervention that the person’s choice and willpower to shift and transform from all of these illusions and destructive patterns will there ever be resolution and true healing to take place. It is very deep within the soul level of healing because we have touched the spirit level damage of our core being. It is not like other addictions like food, alcohol or drugs, this sexual addictions is beyond the level of understanding because it comprised of unified consciousness and souls of other beings that had been in sexual contact with the other souls so to speak. So can you imagine how many souls you have sexed with when you touch one soul you had touched all the souls that this human being had touched as well. Because soul is one unified consciousness and we are many souls within the soul of God. We are all sentient beings in one unified union of souls or consciousness. This theory or analogy had touched the core of my soul and wisdom, going through all the phases of sexual addictions and cravings that one has to go through when one is addicted to sex.

In my personal experiences as a sexual victim of incest and rapes, I had gone through hellish moments of tortures within my own devil. The devil was within me, as this sexual pleasures seeks my soul, mind, body and heart. It is like a very strong urge to keep attracting another person to be involve with and every new person gives you that high and climactic exaltation of self. Sexual healing takes a lot of time and peeling off layers of mental tortures and emotional toxins that you had imprinted in your blueprint, crystalline structures and holographic matrices. As one becomes awake, conscious of the dynamics of healing beyond the body, mental, emotional and spiritual aspects of being. One knows that our whole existence has to become an awareness that witnessed such miraculous transformations. This multi dimensional energy healing goes beyond the conventional Western Medicine. It is a holistic approach to what a person needs to have a healthy, wholesome fulfilling outlook on their own soul’s  purpose. To become align to the magnificent force and power of healing beyond our level of understanding.

The layers of variety of negative low vibratory emotions are the compass for the gateway of true healing. Our broken wounded hearts are enveloped in these  toxicity of emotional debris that accumulated through the years and it even goes beyond all past incarnated lives and ancestral lineage. The  energetic component of our blood line DNA passed along through generations stays imprinted in our DNA/RNA and exist in our emotional intelligence that when one is asleep, one is  powerless to this deep layers of wounds that need to be address and heal before one finds inner peace and healing. The web of lies and deceptions when one is sexually abused, there is this underlying lie to oneself that he or she is seeking intimacy but once arrived in a relationship, one runs away from fear of intimacy and commitment because the “pain body” is afraid of this soul union. This addiction is like an entity or being that resides within the body, it occupies your existence to find lots of excuses to run away from true intimacy. It can be voices in the head that tells you that you are not good enough for the other person and all they want is your body and sex. They are not interested in your soul but you are garbage. It is not easy to see that this voice is just is a voice of rejection of your protector false self. Because of the emotional and mental pain that a sexual victim or survivor goes through this voice becomes identified as real and true but the truth is this,  is just a voice of rejection that you yourself created to guard your heart and soul because of the damage that was done to you when you were abused.

There are trigger points that when stimulated like smell of pheromones, presence of excitement and the unknown territory of wondering how good can this person be in bed with me? How would this sexual encounter with this new person feels like? These are like deep inept feelings of urgency that one sexual addict feels activated to the core of his existence. The unconscious person becomes weak and in times of temptations gives as the body gets aroused with addictive force of sexual innuendos. Thus a victim continually succumb itself to this dark and unending cycles of false unification of two bodies without the integration of their hearts, mind and soul. It becomes a web of cycle of events addictive seeking behavior that goes into a cyclical motion of events that creates another door or portal of entry into another unification of spirit lost in the darkness of the deceitful acts of the enemy.

The darkness is expanded in its rugged edge to install deep layers of more lies about the sacredness and sanctity of uniting spirits, body and souls. Our human consciousness regarding sexuality has definitely reached the lowest and darkest point of hell so to speak. It is quite embedded in our human consciousness that everything around us is manipulated and controlled by the Illuminati and conspiracy theory. The media that is power controlled to give us this subliminal messages that sex is good and all these enticements and advertisements about selling body and sex. We are far deep from saving grace, we need to wake up before all our children suffer this great darkness of the enemy. One has difficulty and challenge to be in light perspective of their own sexuality and spirituality because of all the judgements, fear and illusions that we have created in the midst of our society within the context of the so called Judicial and government that’s suppose to guard and protect us. We are in deep darkness and embedded in this link of illusions, power control of the Elites, government and politics,  advertising and media and many other institutions that shove us into deeper hell that we are already in.

We have to wake up in our own illusions and fears, take courage to face our demons or fear that enough damage is done. We are peaceful warriors of true Christ light. The shadow is here and is a part of our paradoxical world.We have been deceived by our enemy which is the devils advocate and that is also within our mind consciousness because they are the negative energy that inhabits the Earth and all creatures of God. We are more powerful than these challenges, Jesus has overcome this world and we would do more greater things than him as the Bible says. We need to protect ourselves from all these attacks and be a peaceful warrior of God. The Devil is just is, an archetype energy that is against our true light and the consciousness of God. There is nothing to fear about this entity, I have faced my own evil and look at him in the eye without fear. With Michael the Archangel as my guard and protector there is nothing to fear about. We are here to shine our light and not to hide this gifts to help others transcend in this shift of consciousness. Without our light others will be stuck in the dark and they will feel the agony of their own hell. Our addictions is like hell, they keep torturing our souls and prevent us from becoming wholesome, trustworthy, feeling safe and secure in relationships, loving to ourselves and others. I created this prayer or intention to heal and cut the cords of all these souls that have attached to my being and existence to release my soul from all the Karmic bondages of all force of darkness and become empowered by the true light and love of God.

” I release all the Karmic bondages from all of these souls that I had unified within my body, mind, heart, spirit and soul in a sexual union without the sanctity and sacredness of my Holy Spirit. Name the persons concern. In these sexual unions that violated my soul I cut the cords of the spirit of attachments, obsession and possession, restlessness, uncontrolled longing, desires, craving, urge,  power of manipulation and control, sexual sins  to be release and be cut free from all these souls and for them to be guided towards the Christ  light of God and Source so they can complete its path in the highest good of all. Amen and be it done.”

When you find yourself in a situation that doesn’t seem to resonate to your truth and all you keep thinking is that someone has done harm to you. Remember that the truth, is that the harm done to you is a mirror of your own fear. It’s an illusion in the form of a body. Your own consciousness is telling you that you’re not separate from the harm of a person or situation. Your subconscious is not tapped into your deepest realms of being. The core of our being is love and without love there’s only fear. Fear stems from self love because we want to protect our selves from being harmed. We build this defense or wall of illusion within our fields to protect ourselves from being hurt again. Universal Laws don’t know about your illusions they only operate with the Universal fields of energetic imprints that we create. In these fields we create our own Akashic Records  and it brings us back to what spiritual lessons we are here to learn.

In my opinion, human beings are here to experience love and happiness. In our current state of mass unconsciousness we are asleep and operate in fear based on manipulations of our own ego. We forget what we came here for. Our lives are meant to be simple and to give and receive love, but we make it complicated because of our ego. When we are not aware that our ego tries to run our world then we become like stringed puppets to the voices in our head. These voices disconnect us with our spirits. They like to disturb our peace and create disharmonious relationships so that we alienate our truth. The only way we can detect the works of our ego is if we humble ourselves and realize that we don’t know everything and that there is a higher power beyond us. We must  listen,  integrate, and balance our head space for our lives to run smoothly just like a river that is quiet and still.

Our shadow is our compass to enlightenment.  Fear holds us back and blocks us from becoming who we are supposed to be. Awareness of this shadow brings us into a space of recognizing what is missing in our integration and holistic way of looking at life. Our integration and balance of our ego is what’s important for us to live in the present moment and be fulfilled. When we face our ego and fear we become more open to what is being given to us. We have to look at what is presented in our fields, then turn it around and look within yourselves to see that everything you see is within you and your perception. When we become attuned and open, we allow our healing and finally see what is deep within our creations. We become aware of the present moment and live with inner peace and feel self empowered. The Universe seems to find its way to give back to us. Until then we become blind to all our personal creations and magnetize the same situations in different forms or beings. We have an observer within us and this observant connects to all that is.  What we are experiencing depends on the filters and unconscious beliefs. Most negative unconscious beliefs stem from the voices in our head that we aren’t aware of while thinking and identifying that we are these voices, fool us of our truth and spirit.

How do we awake to all these voices? First we have to acknowledge that we have problems and that we are the cause of these events in our lives and that nobody else is. When we allow for these openings, we let go and we surrender our ego to the Higher power. We know deep within us that we are being guided to know ourselves and align into the Universal flow of life. When we allow this space of letting go, we create our vast expansive connection to what is. We become a space of unconditional love and we grow from our limited mind and open the vast space of our hearts to who we truly are. What is the roots of our fear? It is our own self ego or protection from our childhood false sense. We are free spirits occupying this form or body to create and experience life. What we fear are actually just illusions protecting us from hurt, we have the fear of the unknown. Once we recognize the voice of the protector we  realize our expansion. There is no such thing as fear, it is only a false ego appearing to be real. We are light and love. This can only be manifested when we become friends to our shadows and fear and when we embrace our own ego and integrate our free spirit to create a loving sense of life and self. Being intimate with our selves and loving unconditionally, create a space of vast connection to the Universal flow of life and abundance. We are bigger than our fears and use our mirrors to face them. Embrace and allow the power of love to create a magnificent life.

As we travel this path of healing the heart and soul, there are a lot of aspects and deeper  inner work to become wholesome. The shady areas and darkness that are hidden within the ego and heart connection when we are not clear about ourselves and existence. When there is resistance to what is real and deny the truth of who we are we become the projector of the illusion. When we are blinded to what we don’t see and see only what the other person is doing or projecting,  usually what we see is what is inside us hidden within our psyche, emotional and  mental bodies as well as our cellular consciousness. When we are in this illusion, we see others as threat but truly they are our angels,  messengers of our Divine selves to see who and what truly is our truth. The truth will set you free and this will bring you the freedom of your spirit and release you from any hidden illusions that you are in, like a cloud in the sky this too will passes by and gives you the clear picture of a blue sky.

We are many wonderful beings that truly is a gift of miracles in this lifetime. When we open our hearts to receive these many blessings and wonderful creations that we co create with Divine and higher self. As we move on and shift to our multidimensional selves that we are, we create and manifest in no time and space zone. As we think, shall it manifest right in the space that we are, we are magnificent co creators of this wondrous magical experiences that we have. The wisdom lies within our hearts and when we let go and surrender to our higher selves we become what we truly are  free spirits, no judgements for whatever experiences that transpire be it good or bad because truly there is no right or wrong. It is within us that co created this situation to learn our lesson and be in the flow of what we want in this lifetime. There are a lot of angels in your space and these messengers come to you for wake up call or just be in their beautiful space of unconditional love and compassion.

Balance is necessary way or step to live in between worlds, the mystique realms that we traverse and the physical reality that we are grounded into the heart of mother Gaia. When we separate ourselves as spirits and human bodies we don’t get the balance that we needed to get into the journey of our souls with ease, grace and effortlessly co creating our highest potential. We become our own enemies, we start hating others for their wrong doings yet blind to see our own part and participation in this situation. We need to accept our ego, embrace our weaknesses, surrender and allow ourselves the loving kindness and compassion that we share with others to be our foundation for our truth. When we allow this unconditional love we become at peace and one with all that is. When things happen and doesn’t go the way we like it, we become self centered and blind to see what is hidden within us. What we need to see is that the other person is our mirror. We see the other person or situations as mirrors of our disposition, and take inner reflections to be at peace within our selves and the other person. We become forgiving and loving, our deepest blockage in healing is ourselves, by being hard on us and not allowing space to breathe, taking that break and going deeper within ourselves we discover many gems and treasures hidden in the darkness. Without this darkness there is no light, so embrace the darkness and allow yourself to see the light that penetrate your being and Divine connection. This light is wisdom deep seated within our souls and when we return home to our Source we are one in this light, we are light and one with the Divine.

It is a big step for humanity to humble ourselves and see others as gifts even though they made mistakes, because of these mistakes that we learn our lessons and grow, so it is in our hands to allow healing and forgiveness to be our source of light and love. When we start to see others as a part of our consciousness, we become one with their actions and be the observant of the situation to allow healing to give way and surrender to this power of love. We are never going to move forward when we keep denying others of their existence because remembering who they are is but your own projections and creations is one step ahead of your knowledge. By you becoming the space to heal and knowing that whoever is in your field is a part of you and your consciousness then you become one with the Universal laws. Allowing the vibrations of forgiveness, compassion and love in your fields create this beautiful tapestry of human consciousness full of light, compassionate love and wisdom.

As we shift in the dynamics of this space of love, we become love and be loved. The only way to see others as love is to feel this from your heart,  where there is no separation and judgement but truly allowing others for their mistakes and owning responsibilities to your own integrity. Whatever transpires is but your own Karma and the Universe presents you again with another situation that will tests your integrity and freedom of spirit. This freedom is about not being attach to any situations, things and people. When we know that everything that we see and experience is our own doing we become conscious that we are the magnet of all that is. Then, there is no more blaming and judging because we know that we are in this situation because we created it. We are just asleep and did not remember our truth. Our truth will set us free, even if it hurts to see the truth, it will always make us free from our illusions of others.

In our eyes it is them, but in the eyes of truth it is us that are the creators of this illusion. So whatever is in front of your eyes and whatever you judge is for sure your own truth as well because this is created in your realm of illusion. Our illusions then become the compass of our truth so it is what it is. The lies that we see and feel is actually our own lies and feelings that we never acknowledge within our truth. The illusions are ours so forgive and let it be, let go of ill feelings because you are only creating more lies within your own self as you keep holding the truth right before your own eyes. The eyes of the heart, the emotions that we feel that needed to be release are the tears of cleansing and clearing the space of our heart. To err is human and to forgive is Divine.