” I declare to the Universe that I am empowered, conscious, compassionate, loving sentient being that is experiencing unconditional love and inner peace within myself and others. I now create my conscious choices with full alignment and congruency to my Universal highest potential.”

This is the archetype that wakes up our consciousness to self empowerment. Experiencing pain and sufferings through our cloudy senses, we lose our spirit. We become focus on our mundane relationships with others and see all the negative things that doesn’t work for us. We become the victims of circumstances and blame others for our failures or mistakes in order to feel superior or better than the rest of humanity. We get entangled with this unending web of cycles and our Karmic bond within our lineage gets passed on from generations to generations without knowing our participation in this Karmic bondage.

As a sexual victim, the trespassing of my father became my pain body and relieving this broken trust every time I’m in a relationship. There was a sense of hidden and unconscious revenge and anger towards men. I wasn’t aware that unconsciously, I didn’t know how to receive love. I keep attracting the same pattern of woundedness and I have to suffer the pain of not being able to feel loved. Until one day when I was in hypnosis workshop and we did a muscle testing that it was revealed to me that I have a problem receiving love. This awareness became my guide towards my healing. I realized that my heart is not open in receiving the most important of all human gifts which is unconditional love. They always say you can not give love if you don’t love yourself but first you have to know that you are doing it to yourself. What is a sign that you don’t know how to receive love? You create broken relationships with others and you don’t know why this cycle keeps repeating itself, like a broken record.

When you are in this victim consciousness, you feel separated or alienated, that you don’t belong and that others are there to harm you. There is a sense of putting the blame to others, you become aloof of others who try to be close to you. There is no sense of trust and you like to be alone. Blaming and projecting to others what their faults are is not going to help you in anyway, looking within and facing your pain will finally release you from the attachments with others. You will be the master of your soul and live your heart’s desires. Looking at the bigger picture, you will see that the victim is just an archetypal energy that humanity has to go through as a survival mechanism. When you befriend and transcend this energy you will be self empowered to be your best and live your soul’s purpose. We live in this collective consciousness and we are part of this humanity but we all have the choices to choose which path to thread. Sacred Contracts are created in the blueprint of your soul, they are here to manifest in your existence to help you transcend this lifetime into being and tapping into your highest potential.

We continue being a victim as long as we don’t recognize that we are the magnet of the situations. When we wake up so to speak, we become aware of the patterns and we need to rewire the way we think things through. But we can’t change the way we think with the same mind that created it so we need to transform or shift our consciousness, by clearing our blockages and being aware of our heart and emotional vibration. When we are in the victim consciousness we are in the negative or lower vibrations of our emotions. These are emotions like anger, anxiety, pain, frustrations, anything that harms and disconnects us to our truth and peaceful state of mind.

The paradox of this archetype is that we become the light and goddess of our own shadow or fear. The part of us that is victimized is actually the tool that we can turn it around and use it as a tool to help others become over comer like us. We learn to transcend our blockage and Sacred contract to finally learn the spiritual lesson that we are here to know. There is always a spiritual lesson behind a problem and that is the door of opportunity knocking to help us transcend whatever obstacles we encounter.

In my experiences, I ask the help of Ascended Master St. Germaine and the Violet flame to help transmute this negative energy to become self empowered and conscious light being. When we ask help from our Ascended Masters and spiritual guides we open our flow to this energetic fields of vibrations. Our higher self connects and we receive the guidance and wisdom that they give us. Opening our Akashic Records to help us guide our soul’s journey is a powerful tool of enlightenment. When I open and connect to the Akashic Records, my path becomes clear and free of negative vibrations and energy. Clearing my consciousness and directing me to the path of a peaceful and joyful life.

There is a contract that needs to reconcile with this victim consciousness and you have the power to do it. Have the courage to face your fear and do it anyway. Look at the other person as your mirror and become powerful to see the light and share it to other victims who are still in their shadows. Things happen to you in order to transcend your shadow and become the radiant light of this world. When we are aware of our shadows and embrace our ego we become one with the world and others. Our Earth is our school for our spiritual lessons and let’s walk this path towards our truth and love. There is only love and fear is but our shadow to hide beneath this radiant light that we are.

Relationships with another person is a catalyst for knowing your truth, essence and spirit. When we are in a relationship, we bare our souls. We find things that the other person triggers in us, what is hidden within us that we are not aware of. When this happens we are tapping into our subconscious mind. We are about vibrations, waves of particles vibrating in a scale of low or high frequency magnetizing to us the same frequency that we are sending. When we talk about energy our partners in life have the same wavelength of what we are sending so to speak. Our inner filters attracts and create who and what we have in our physical reality. When other person is acting in a manner or situation that we deem negative. It is actually a sign for us to stop and reflect on what this person is bringing into our attention.

Relationships are Sacred Contracts and we are here to teach each others spiritual lessons. They came to us to find our truth and to wake us up from our deep sleep or from our unconscious state. When we look at relationships this way we learn to easily let go of blame and we can find a space of forgiveness. Pain dissipates as we learn to let go of our attachments and expectations to what did not happen or our attention shifts to the lessons that we learn for the better.

When one is still in the victim consciousness and would not change or move forward then the other party who is align to love becomes self empowered to move on and create a higher vibration of love and light. We need to know the dynamics of energy in relationships to become empower. The different roles or Archetypal energies that we play. Ask questions that will reveal to you where in your childhood this person reminds you of and what kind of feelings are evoke? Is there any emotional trauma that needs healing or to be reconcile with your own self? What are the current theme or patterns that are being created? Where there is ego there is shadow, hidden behind the conflict or chaos. Because love has no shadow but only speaks of the truth.

When we become self aware that the other person, may it  be a family member or lover is here to bring us closer to our truth and heal our wounds, we become enlightened. There is always a choice and the freedom of our spirit to chose which path we are going to take. As we heal, we remember that we are impermanent transient beings and uncertain of all relationships. We have to power to choose what we want to experience. Most of the time when we are in a relationship that is not healthy for us, we become blind or in denial and we don’t seem to know the answer how to get out of the painful situation. We need the support of others who are there for us and can see beyond the drama. Surrender to the situation and learn the lesson, let go of old ways of thinking and shift to a more graceful flow of experiences. Choose love and compassionate way to treat others just like yourself. The truth is that we are all suffering in the same way, we are in the collective consciousness of our present human conditioning. As we are shifting into this enlightened era of our evolution, we become lighter to our selves and others. We don’t create drama and we let go of who is right or wrong. We want to live to be happy and conscious human beings.

This is the gift to see in every relationships that we have, that we are here to experience love and not fear. When we are awake and aware of our essence, we start to notice that our relationships are more evolve full of love and happiness. We become more involve with their well being and not for what we can get from them. We empower others in their souls paths, serving and sharing what we receive from this abundance world. We are one in the grand scheme of things. We have to create an intention to live consciously and to shift our patterns of thinking. “I am conscious, loving, joyful, and peaceful being experiencing all that is good. I am one with the flow of the Universal mind, energetically aligned to my highest potential and recalibrating my DNA to my multi dimensional soul blueprint of my existence. Today I bring forth a new manifestation of my creative self. Opening my heart and reconnecting to the Source of love and light. Bringing healing in my consciousness and creating a loving present moment with passion, inspiration and self empowerment.

The healing of relationships take place in the blueprints of our souls as we evolve in this conscious world, we become a co creator of our Universal mind. Our collective consciousness becomes one in all and everything is one in the now. The movements of our planets, galaxies and multi universes inter relates within  our electromagnetic fields. We experience blissful soul journeys creating a peaceful world. Our fears dissipate and we begin to love unconditionally. Our history becomes imprinted in the Akashic fields and create a new path of healing for humanity. There is no other, we are one, one within and one with all that is. Our fractal selves become one living conscious Universal self. We are souls in many multi universes of these parallel lives that we live simultaneously evolving and transcending. There is no time and space in eternal time. We can travel, be there and be here at the same moment of time and space. This is the new perceptions of the conscious mind radiating light beyond shadows and penetrating all that is. The beauty of every passing moment is the knowing that all is one and knowing that we are here to experience this beauty of love.

What is your Saboteur archetypal energy in your life patterns? This is the energy that somehow keeps repeating itself in a cycle of events or karma that eventually will keep coming up until you get the spiritual lesson behind these experiences. One can only see through others when one can see through his own self and shadow. What is the point of helping others if he himself can’t help his own self? We are one, a person will come into your space to mirror to you what you needed to learn in this lifetime. We can keep running away from this lesson but this will come back in a different form or situation. The difference between us is nothing but we are all just a space occupying this fields of perceptions and projecting to us what we are inside. When I start seeing from my heart’s perspective, all I see and feel is love. The fear dissipates and allow light to penetrate our hearts. Releasing the pain body, allowing emotions to arise from the deepest seat of the soul.

Our Saboteurs are here to highlights our fear and empower us to the changes that we need to do to reconcile us to our truth. To have courage and boldness that there is more to life than all of these illusions. We are too busy analyzing what’s right or wrong that we get caught in the drama of pain and entanglement. Freedom of spirit is when you can  rise up to the occasion of the drama and say this is enough. We are here to face what we have and grow from here. To open the doors of our hearts and allow our souls to blossom. Love is precious and don’t take it for granted. If we put our thoughts in the midst of our hearts and allow this space of love we will understand why we are in this negative situation once again. Calling us to empower and live our essence. There is only love and fear, realizing that fear is not going to help us become who we are suppose to be light workers in this lifetime, we need to wake up from all illusions and be strong for our souls purpose. We are given situations to rise up and not stay in the dark, integrate the shadow, acknowledge the mistake and grow from it. We will never rise up if we keep repeating the same mistake and pattern of our own illusions. Let us light each others path to our true light then we can feel true fulfillment in our true hearts desires.

Our own saboteur is our own self, we are blind to our illusions because we identify with our ego. When we are in fear, we can not see the light, we are blinded by the truth. The truth will set us free but this takes a shift from our own ego and self destructive behaviour. Whatever that is you are adding to your authentic self just like addictions to food, drugs, sex, alcohol or anything that brings in pleasure to take away the pain of facing your truth. These are the portals that this Saboteur Archetypal energy exist between our midst. When we try to hide our truth and acts like everything is normal or pleasurable, we deny ourselves of true healing. Our pain body emotionally eats us away, we become out of tune and stays in the lower vibrational fields of emotions like negative, fear, anxiety and worry. This is not our truth, we are loved. The most painful of all the things that we do is to destroy our true essence when we put ourselves in chaotic situations. Nobody deserves to be in suffering, we can only shift when we acknowledge that we have our problems and that we have the power to choose what we want to see in our destiny.

The way to our truth is to face our own shadow, release blaming others for whatever situations we are in because it is always our choice to be in this disposition. When we recognized that we have the power to do so, to change and let go, we encourage change in our lives. We have to empower to shift and turn this destructive force into inner peace. Releasing attachments to whatever that is disturbing our inner peace and finally realizing that it takes one step to journey into peace. We don’t help others when we stay in a relationship that is not healthy, we become enablers of their mistakes. We can only lead them into the light and better actions when we ourselves become strong enough to leave the situations, facing fear in the face and truly forgiving others for this conflict. Forgiving our own selves for being in a chaotic relationships with others. Let go of guilt this emotion only leads to lower vibrations and the only way to transcend this is to acknowledge that you feel guilty but ready to allow love back into your space.

We are all going through this emotional and mental releasing and clearing of our fields as we shift vibrationally into our higher selves. Our higher selves that we are connecting needs to clear all of our hidden lower vibrations such as fear, anger, pain, sufferings, negative and destructive behaviors and many others. We are in the path of enlightenment and many are called to take this path of spiritual warrior. To be vessels of love and light, we have to be clear of all shadows and ego. To be able to hold this high vibrations of love, we become one in all our thoughts, words and deeds. We are the Akashic Records healers of this lifetime. We bring others to their true path of light workers. Don’t be discourage of the challenges that are in your fields. As we transcend this lifetime, we release all that is not of light and we radiate this true light wherever we are. Because this is our truth, to help others in their path of healing and light. We are free spirit, loving, compassionate, kind sentient beings who is in the path of oneness.

Blessings!

We live in this paradoxical world and dualism, when I thought I knew more that’s when the Universe gives me situations that challenges the truth in me. I found out that I know less when I’m letting go of the ego and truly looking inside of me what is it that bothers and clearly points it out to me that the thing that I see in another person is truly what I have inside of me,  only I was too busy looking at others mistakes and form. What I found out is that when I back off and put my self in the space of no judgement but just is. I realized that my perceptions are  about myself not about the other person. The things that irritates me are actually the things that I can’t let go or things that I’m trying to control and manipulate or it can also be the things that scares and challenges me.

This space can only be reached when one recognized that there is disharmonious, in congruent and chaotic emotions and thoughts that are happening in your body, mind and spirit. Awareness is a big part of this space, once recognized then the space of awareness magnifies and becomes more present. Allowing this observer and awareness to lead the observant or actor which is you as you have the control to lead this drama into play. The other person is the  participant of the drama and suppose to be your catalyst to self realized that there is a space of awareness that you can be when there is a drama. As an observer you have to listen to all the communications that are being said and listen to body gestures. When you listen open your heart to oneness and don’t feel that you are separated from the other person’s point of view just let it be and completely surrender to this space of no judgement.

As you listen you will find more space to allow the other person to open his heart more to you and be able to talk from the heart. Allowing this space of unconditional love gives expansion to the other person that he feels he is not being judged but being validated. Validation is a big part of the game of the ego. When someone is in the pain body, they are coming from fear and want others to validate their existence even using negative attention because that is the only way they know to get validation from others that they belong. Belonging and trusting others to love you for your existence is not easy to fulfill because of all the layers of masks and denial that we play. Detach from the drama and knowing that you are the space of awareness to help transcend the situation given to you. You empower yourself and choose inner peace instead of separation. By detachment we remember that everyone has their own world or dream so whatever drama is being played it is not yours but for you to listen and help the other person to see the light or the lesson of the drama. This gives inner peace for both of you and the relationship that is being given to transcend. Breaking down the walls around your hearts and completely releasing that is not of light and putting this light into the shadows of your illusions and ego.

Finding the center of your heart and focusing on what will raise the vibration of this relationship helps you and others to find peace. The raising of the consciousness of humanity needs other peaceful warriors to lead in the darkness. As we evolve in our human consciousness we are asked to be more responsible for our own thoughts, words and actions. We can’t let chaos disturb our inner peace. By being heart centered, focus on our souls purpose guided by our spiritual guides we become more strong and courageous in our existence. We become the leaders of this dark age and help others see the light within themselves. Opening our hearts to whoever is in our present moment be it a poor beggar, a politician, businessman, nurse or whatever roles they are portraying its just is a role that we are not to be identified. Because our truth is not about these roles that we play it’s about our spirit and heart. Without this compassion for others there would be no love only war and separation. Opening our hearts to understand more what is happening to the other person gives us more space to allow and become more at peace with our own existence.

Loving kindness have to start within our own selves as we can not give this to others if we don’t have it. Opening your heart and mind that the other person is not separated from  you but just is  a projection of your perception and consciousness.  When you see others like you and that there is no separation that means you are looking at others with a wholesome consciousness where there is no boundary but oneness in the Universal flow of energy. This compassionate wisdom then will lead you to becoming one with the whole humanity. We are one in the spirit and our souls are all in oneness with God whoever God is for you. Our higher consciousness is here aligning our selves to what is and becoming one in all aspects of our existence is the beauty of it all. When we connect to our Source, our highest potential is beyond our comprehension. We become a vessel of unconditional love and a space for others to feel love.

In our human evolution we are being face with all these situations of war, separation and chaos. As we dwell with our own little world of relationships with others, it becomes apparent to us that we are like mirrors of these global wars. We have chaos back and forth from our own selves  family, friends, co workers and many other relationships that we build. We have not come into this space of unconditional love and oneness. We are taking baby steps toward this enlightenment, but this light can only be filled within our own hearts and soul connection with others. As long as we keep putting our walls around our hearts we would not be able to see beyond the dramas that we are creating. We have to be aware of all our perceptions regarding others and our own selves. When one is looking from within and heart centered, one knows that we are all one is spirit and soul. The more we know from the heart the more we know we belong to each other.

Blessings!

Sexual addictions and many other addictions are not easy to heal unless the person has come into self realizations that he or she is powerless about this sickness. Only with the power of grace and Divine intervention, that the person’s choice and willpower to shift and transform from all of these illusions and destructive patterns, will there ever be resolution and true healing to take place. It is very deep within the soul level of healing because we have touched the spirit level damage of our core being. It is not like other addictions like food, alcohol or drugs, this sexual addictions is beyond the level of understanding because it comprised of unified consciousness and souls of other beings that had been in sexual contact with the other souls so to speak.

Imagine how many souls you have intercourse with when you touch one soul that had touched all the souls that this human being had touched as well. Because soul is one unified consciousness and we are many souls within the soul of God. We are all sentient beings in one unified union of souls or consciousness. This theory or analogy had touched the core of my soul and wisdom, going through all the phases of sexual addictions and cravings that one has to go through when one is addicted to sex.

In my personal experiences as a sexual victim of incest and rapes, I had gone through hellish moments of tortures within my own devil. The devil was within me, as this sexual pleasures seeks and craves for my soul, mind, body and heart’s longings. It is like a very strong urge to keep attracting another person to be involve with and every new person gives you that high and climactic exultation of self.

Sexual healing takes a lot of time and peeling off layers of mental tortures and emotional toxins that you had imprinted in your blueprint, crystalline structures and holographic matrices. As one becomes awake, conscious of the dynamics of healing beyond the body, mental, emotional and spiritual aspects of being. One knows that our whole existence has to become an awareness that witnessed such miraculous transformations. This multi dimensional energy healing goes beyond the conventional Western Medicine. It is a holistic approach to what a person needs to have a healthy, wholesome fulfilling outlook on their own soul’s purpose. To become align to the magnificent force and power of healing beyond our level of understanding.

The layers of variety of negative low vibratory emotions are the compass for the gateway of true healing. Our broken wounded hearts are enveloped in this toxicity of emotional debris that accumulated through the years and it even goes beyond all past incarnated lives and ancestral lineage. The energetic component of our blood line DNA passed along through generations stays imprinted in our DNA/RNA and exist in our emotional intelligence. When one is asleep, one is powerless to this deep layers of wounds that need to be address and heal before one finds inner peace and healing.

The web of lies and deceptions when one is sexually abused, there is this underlying lie to oneself that he or she is seeking intimacy but when in a relationship, one runs away from fear of intimacy and commitment because of the “pain body” they become afraid of this soul union. This addiction is like an entity or being that resides within the body, it occupies your existence to find lots of excuses to run away from true intimacy.

It can be voices in the head that tells you that you are not good enough for the other person and all they want is your body and sex. They are not interested in your soul but you are a piece of meat. It is not easy to see that this voice is just is a voice of rejection of your protector false self. Because of the emotional and mental pain that a sexual victim or survivor goes through this voice becomes identified as real and true but the truth is this,  is just a voice of rejection that you yourself created to guard your heart and soul because of the damage that was done to you when you were abused.

There are trigger points that when stimulated like smell of pheromones, presence of excitement and the unknown territory of wondering how good can this person be in bed with me? How would this sexual encounter with this new person feels like? These are deep feelings of urgency that one sexual addict feels activated to the core of his existence. The unconscious person becomes weak and in times of temptation gets the body aroused with addictive force of sexual innuendos. Thus, a victim continually succumb itself to this dark and unending cycles of false unification of two bodies without the integration of their hearts, mind and soul. It becomes a web of cycle of addictive events seeking behavior, that goes into a cyclical motion of events, that creates another door or portal of entry into another unification of spirit, lost in the darkness of the deceitful acts of the enemy.

The darkness is expanded in its rugged edge to install deep layers of more lies about the sacredness and sanctity of uniting spirits, body and souls. Our human consciousness regarding sexuality has definitely reached the lowest and darkest point of hell so to speak. It is quite embedded in our human consciousness that everything around us is manipulated and controlled by the enemy. The media that is power controlled to give us this subliminal messages that sex is good and all these enticements and advertisements about selling body and sex.

We are far deep from saving grace, we need to wake up before all our children suffer this great darkness of the enemy. One has difficulty and challenge to be in light perspective of their own sexuality and spirituality because of all the judgements, fear and illusions that we have created in the midst of our society within the context of the so called Judicial and government that’s suppose to guard and protect us. We are in deep darkness and embedded in this link of illusions, power control of the Elites, government and politics,  advertising and media and many other institutions that shove us into deeper hell that we are already in.

We have to wake up in our own illusions and fears, take courage to face our demons or fear that enough damage is done. We are peaceful warriors of true Christ light. The shadow is here and is a part of our paradoxical world.We have been deceived by our enemy which is the devils advocate and that is also within our mind consciousness because they are the negative energy that inhabits the Earth and all creatures of God. We are more powerful than these challenges, Jesus has overcome this world and we would do more greater things than him as the Bible says.

We need to protect ourselves from all these attacks and be a peaceful warrior of God. The Devil is just is, an archetype energy that is against our true light and the consciousness of God. There is nothing to fear about this entity, I have faced my own evil and look at him in the eye without fear. With Michael the Archangel as my guard and protector there is nothing to fear about. We are here to shine our light and not to hide this gifts to help others transcend in this shift of consciousness. Without our light others will be stuck in the dark and they will feel the agony of their own hell.

Our addictions is like hell, they keep torturing our souls and prevent us from becoming wholesome, trustworthy, feeling safe and secure in relationships, loving to ourselves and others. I created this prayer or intention to heal and cut the cords of all these souls that have attached to my being and existence to release my soul from all the Karmic bondages of all force of darkness and become empowered by the true light and love of God.

” I release all the Karmic bondages from all of these souls that I had unified within my body, mind, heart, spirit and soul in a sexual union without the sanctity and sacredness of my Holy Spirit. Name the persons concern. In these sexual unions that violated my soul I cut the cords of the spirit of attachments, obsession and possession, restlessness, uncontrolled longing, desires, craving, urge,  power of manipulation and control, sexual sins  to be release and be cut free from all these souls and for them to be guided towards the Christ light of God and Source so they can complete its path in the highest good of all. Amen and be it done.”