We live in this paradoxical world and dualism, when I thought I knew more that’s when the Universe gives me situations that challenges the truth in me. I found out that I know less when I’m letting go of the ego and truly looking inside of me what is it that bothers and clearly points it out to me that the thing that I see in another person is truly what I have inside of me,  only I was too busy looking at others mistakes and form. What I found out is that when I back off and put my self in the space of no judgement but just is. I realized that my perceptions are  about myself not about the other person. The things that irritates me are actually the things that I can’t let go or things that I’m trying to control and manipulate or it can also be the things that scares and challenges me.

This space can only be reached when one recognized that there is disharmonious, in congruent and chaotic emotions and thoughts that are happening in your body, mind and spirit. Awareness is a big part of this space, once recognized then the space of awareness magnifies and becomes more present. Allowing this observer and awareness to lead the observant or actor which is you as you have the control to lead this drama into play. The other person is the  participant of the drama and suppose to be your catalyst to self realized that there is a space of awareness that you can be when there is a drama. As an observer you have to listen to all the communications that are being said and listen to body gestures. When you listen open your heart to oneness and don’t feel that you are separated from the other person’s point of view just let it be and completely surrender to this space of no judgement.

As you listen you will find more space to allow the other person to open his heart more to you and be able to talk from the heart. Allowing this space of unconditional love gives expansion to the other person that he feels he is not being judged but being validated. Validation is a big part of the game of the ego. When someone is in the pain body, they are coming from fear and want others to validate their existence even using negative attention because that is the only way they know to get validation from others that they belong. Belonging and trusting others to love you for your existence is not easy to fulfill because of all the layers of masks and denial that we play. Detach from the drama and knowing that you are the space of awareness to help transcend the situation given to you. You empower yourself and choose inner peace instead of separation. By detachment we remember that everyone has their own world or dream so whatever drama is being played it is not yours but for you to listen and help the other person to see the light or the lesson of the drama. This gives inner peace for both of you and the relationship that is being given to transcend. Breaking down the walls around your hearts and completely releasing that is not of light and putting this light into the shadows of your illusions and ego.

Finding the center of your heart and focusing on what will raise the vibration of this relationship helps you and others to find peace. The raising of the consciousness of humanity needs other peaceful warriors to lead in the darkness. As we evolve in our human consciousness we are asked to be more responsible for our own thoughts, words and actions. We can’t let chaos disturb our inner peace. By being heart centered, focus on our souls purpose guided by our spiritual guides we become more strong and courageous in our existence. We become the leaders of this dark age and help others see the light within themselves. Opening our hearts to whoever is in our present moment be it a poor beggar, a politician, businessman, nurse or whatever roles they are portraying its just is a role that we are not to be identified. Because our truth is not about these roles that we play it’s about our spirit and heart. Without this compassion for others there would be no love only war and separation. Opening our hearts to understand more what is happening to the other person gives us more space to allow and become more at peace with our own existence.

Loving kindness have to start within our own selves as we can not give this to others if we don’t have it. Opening your heart and mind that the other person is not separated from  you but just is  a projection of your perception and consciousness.  When you see others like you and that there is no separation that means you are looking at others with a wholesome consciousness where there is no boundary but oneness in the Universal flow of energy. This compassionate wisdom then will lead you to becoming one with the whole humanity. We are one in the spirit and our souls are all in oneness with God whoever God is for you. Our higher consciousness is here aligning our selves to what is and becoming one in all aspects of our existence is the beauty of it all. When we connect to our Source, our highest potential is beyond our comprehension. We become a vessel of unconditional love and a space for others to feel love.

In our human evolution we are being face with all these situations of war, separation and chaos. As we dwell with our own little world of relationships with others, it becomes apparent to us that we are like mirrors of these global wars. We have chaos back and forth from our own selves  family, friends, co workers and many other relationships that we build. We have not come into this space of unconditional love and oneness. We are taking baby steps toward this enlightenment, but this light can only be filled within our own hearts and soul connection with others. As long as we keep putting our walls around our hearts we would not be able to see beyond the dramas that we are creating. We have to be aware of all our perceptions regarding others and our own selves. When one is looking from within and heart centered, one knows that we are all one is spirit and soul. The more we know from the heart the more we know we belong to each other.

Blessings!

This path that I traverse is not an easy road, everyone who surrounds and see me in my “raptures” will no doubt put me in this label of Mental illness. I don’t blame them for they can only comprehend so much and the state of mysticism is not their take. They usually feel that you are losing grip on reality and the only way to help is to put you on drugs and diagnose with mental illness. I have nothing against medical Doctors, but for me life is not going to be base on assumptions or labels such as these, it is what it is.

A mystic is someone who have divine intimacy with God, the person goes through inner communications with God, forgetting the external world and gets consume with God’s messages, like a download of wisdom from the divine connections. Knowing that this is divine intervention, the person loses touch temporarily within the aspects of once outer life. The family who witnessed such a phenomena does not comprehend these raptures as they are not mystics and will feel insecure and fearful that their loved one is losing it, they presume that the medical doctors will be enough for these interventions. As a result, the interventions bring in resentments, fear, anger and pain for both parties. The mystic feels that no body can understand, isolated and rejected. The family on the other hand feels hopeless, angry, insecure and would rather run away from the situation than facing what transpires within the family dynamics.

Therefore, there is relationship issues, broken hearts and miscommunication between two parties but truly for me I would rather stay true to myself. I can not be who they think I am other than what I feel and experience at the moment of intimate divine connections. These raptures that I go to is quite an amazing gift to be able to grasp this wisdom that they are giving and for me to receive such gifts is quite a humbling experience. I ask God why me and the answer is because “you have a pure heart and a child like disposition” I never look at life and see others as separated from me be it a homeless, sick, prostitute, or anyone per say I look eat them with the eyes of compassion,. I can not judge for God is my judge.

I was given a life review at the last rapture that I had and it was quite a revelation and liberating ecstasy that I felt. For once and for all I believe this is the path that I’m going to take. The path of least resistance for whatever reason I am now moving forward with this given lifetime. Not to have excuses for others concept of me but to be able to face the fear of the unknown and say to to my Creator that I did my best.  For all the gifts God had given me I’m receiving them heartily and sharing all back to you who listens and whose ears and hearts are open.

This is the time to lose your ego and live with the open and vast space of your hearts. We are being called to be the masters of our lives. There is no more time to lose but act accordingly to which you are being called. We faces many trials and tribulations but our attention should be in the loving kindness that God always shower us. The destruction and fear based mentality that we have are not from him but from the accumulated karmic cycles that we have done. We will be ask to face our own fears and it’s up to you if you are going to pave the way to truth and freedom of spirit.  We can only take responsibility for our own thoughts, words and deeds, the rest of humanity will be in the fallen grace of God when the right time comes. The massive death that this generation is experiencing is due to these Karmic accumulation debts that I’m speaking about. The more you create pain for others the more debts you pay at the end, may it be in other form or so. You are always contributing to this Akashic field, the substance of everything. All the conscious and unconscious thoughts and actions that you give or take.

As we face the changing times, we will be accelerated to ascension of all that is. Our bodies will be light, energetically aligned to the divine codes and fulfilling our souls purpose. The ultimate Artist and Creator is here living within us, Christed selves, our higher selves are aligned to the other multidimensional selves we are partaking as we live in this dimensions that anchor us in to the loving arms of Gaia. Everyone in each and many ways are partaking in this accelerated shift of our paradigm, perceptions and actions. Wakening to these prophesy of what to come, we are ask to take lightly what has these negative energies had given us complete distractions, heaviness, darkness, separation, fear, pain and lower vibratory frequency.

We are ask to focus our attention to those that are making a difference in this darkened world of yours. Take inventory of your thoughts, words and deeds and locate those that are not of light and create love and joy. Shine to others what is given to you, for they are not yours to keep but for the freedom of our bondages from the enemy of light. We are bigger than what we think we are, truly amazing times are here. As you endeavor in this new Earth the path of a spiritual warrior, you will always be protected, guided and placed among the angels because you are loved and will always be in the book of Life.

Wake up my angels and bring forth the gifts of love. Take your place in this realm and move forward with your blue light penetrating all beings that will be in touch with your chosen path. The healing of humanity is in your hands and walk this path with the flow of love and grace. The dreams that you always hold in your heart will be open for all to nourish, comfort the sick, weep with sorrowful, have mercy to all beings, forgive your enemies, transform the world that you live in by being the essence of love and don’t judge for you are defining your self as the one who judges but instead send love  and light to those who judged you. May the light of God that shines forth may bring you life that is enlightened, full of love and peace.

Namaste!

Butterflies are beautiful creatures that remind me of my loved ones who had passed away from this physical realm which we call the third dimension. They symbolized their own transformations like the caterpillars, who go through these metamorphic transformations to reach this heightened beauty of a butterfly, it is a miracle itself to witness this change. Our loved ones are like these butterflies when they take their last breathe of life and give  it freely to the Creator, the Source of thy Divine breathe of life.

My past experiences with the other realms that I tapped into, confirms to me that this lifetime will be full of zest and passion for love. It is like having a Divine’s appointment, being deeply embedded within this majestic heart warming bright light that envelops me and my fleeting soul soaring like a seagull flying across the blue ocean of life. I love this feeling of unconditional love and listening to God’s calling for my name, but then I stop and realized how I love my lifetime here with my beloved family and friends that I’m not ready yet to leave them. I actually made a deal and say that I just wanted to have more times spend with love and pave the way for them in their journeys to light. I know it’s quite difficult for others to understand how in the world I get to be this way. I truly believe that we are all going to see our life reviews when your time is up and you will be the one to answer for all the things that you had said and done. You are accountable and responsible for all the things that you created.

As a guide for those who are going through these last stages of their life, the first thing to acknowledge is that we are all going through this pathway weather we like it or not. When we are born, we are closer to our death. The hardest thing for people to do is to let go, the attachment and  fear of the unknown. Once the person has accepted and allowed that this is the flow where he or she is heading then one has put a space in the midst of suffering and fear that everything will be taken care of when they crossed over. They somehow feel relieved that the responsibilities that they are carrying when they are alive will be lightened so to speak and all the rest of the members of the family will be taken care of when they are gone. Usually, a father or mother archetype will be doing this and helping them realized that their existence is not about their roles that they choose to play, they will be relieved of such a burden or chip on their shoulders. They are now free from emotional and mental heaviness that they are carrying. Then, they begin to really see death as a gateway to another space and eternal time.

When you crossed over there is no time and space, you are atune to all that is. We are ascending in this sense that our souls are remembering where we came from and that we are all from this Source or Creator of our lives. We are co creators and when we align to this Divines code as I call it, the clarity and wisdom that you gather are all encompassing of this Divine teachings or Universal laws that we tapped into. The Universal Laws of life is about love and forgiveness, we flow with the Divine Source of love and when we align ourselves in this energetic guidance and teachings from whom we are called to follow, our mastery in life is reached and we have ascended in our Christed selves or higher selves as others will feel to call it. We are all one in this Universal energy, we come from one Source and we will all go back to that Source of Love and Light.

The raptures that I experienced as a mystic are quite an out of this world experiences so to speak, I literally leave my body and feel that my soul had left this realm. I can hear all the voices or the participants that are around me yet I can not talk, or move beyond this realm that I’m tapping into. My eyes start to move as in REM movements, there is a bright light that connects to me and shows that I’m in connection with the Divine.

My life review is being revealed and all the things that I’ve said or done are being shown in this synopsis of my lifetime. I had a life review, then I was put in a limbo as “on hold” and waits for my reply, I asked to be back and told the Divine that I need to have more times to spend with my loved ones and children, things that I needed to do and serve to be a bridge for them to love and learn more in this dimension.

I’m back and opened my eyes, I’m here, then more things happen that I needed to learn. One thing leads to another, then for some reason mental health becomes an issue when things get out of hand. When I have these visions, raptures and dreams I get out of control and believe that I’m still in “heaven” then my family panics and fear that I’m loosing it they literally bring me to the Mental Hospital because that’s the only way they can put a label to these manifestations that are happening to me. They can not accept that their mother, had gifts of Divine connections but mainly scared of my own sanity.

Why do I think this way? I now know that because of my separation from this realm when I passed away when I was two my spirit splits or leaves when I’m in kind of trauma or stressful situations. This is how I handle problems and then, I become defensive about this split or separation and makes a big deal about trying to prove my sanity. There is really nothing to prove but be me and what I have to affer this world. “I now declare to the Universe that I manifest full time creation of my higest potential, to be free from all attachments, entanglements and blockages that temporarily stops me from being in the flow of the Universal energy. Be it done!”

You will feel freedom and liberation, when ever you know from heart and soul that you are connected to the Divine essence of who you are. Not too many people are gifted this way, my vibrations are quite light and it’s all about love and forgiveness. There is always a space for unconditional love, whenever you choose to be this space for others to reach this light frequency. There are a lot of teachers of love and light but you will be the master of your own lifetime right here and now. We come here to manifest and experience this love that comes from the heart and soul.

Our higher selves are being aligned whenever we become like little children full of innocence and pure untainted hearts. There are lots of knowledge and wisdom that one can experience in this lifetime but the most important part of this journey is about love, did you look, speak or share love with others as yourself as the Divine? Questions that will bring you back to the soul expression that you want to happen anytime now. As you read these words of wisdom may I instill in you the beauty of love, the love that comes from the bottom of your heart and soul. The wellspring of words that comes from the mouths of babes, like little children I see the vision of “heaven on Earth” we are like these babes, open our mouths and eyes to these beauty and see the heaven that is bestowed upon us.

More responsibilities are given to those who receives, as you received these gifts of knowing you will also be asked to share and give back to those who are hungry for the words of wisdom and love. You are who you are because of your evolution, your soul is pure and untainted as your heart is being purified in the fire of Divine interventions that are currently being placed into your energetic fields of love and light. The expressions of your essence, your crystal clear and purified higherself, the Divine you and always being align to your energetic imprints of who you are. The Divine consciousness that you embody more as you awaken, tone into the Divine essence that you are. As you perceive the Divine essence of who you are, you will be experiencing more alignments, awareness of who you truly are, awakenings to the magnificence of your soul and atonement into the vibrations of your essence.

Going with the flow of life, not resisting what is given and what is being shown in your plate is totally the guide or direction where you needed to be. As you locate your higher selves to infuse your Divine connection to whatever you are going through, you will be align to embody this higher consciousness that you are tapping into. As I question my self why do I need to be here? I also ask myself what I needed to learn from here? It is quite an eye opener for me to see that everything is for a higher purpose, I need to pass through this once again to confirm to myself that everything passes away.

We are self empowered, life is not about managing illness or labels that was given to you but to surpass and transcend these into your being, consciousness, cellular memories, and infused the Divine codes and assist in this transformation that has to take place in order for you to share this understanding with others. How in the world will you be able to help others if you can not transcend these labels that are given to you. You need to update all these consciousness memories seen and unseen to these vibrations of love and light. When you allow these to happen, you become a beacon of light and love. You shine with the brightest light, giving and receiving all the manifestations of Divine connections. You are the rapture of love that God wants to share with you in this Divine lifetime for whatever reasons, you have forgotten about. It’s time to wake up and be in touched with this Divine essence, be the co creator of God’s love for you and others.