When you find yourself in a situation that doesn’t seem to resonate to your truth and all you keep thinking is that someone has done harm to you. Remember that the truth, is that the harm done to you is a mirror of your own fear. It’s an illusion in the form of a body. Your own consciousness is telling you that you’re not separate from the harm of a person or situation. Your subconscious is not tapped into your deepest realms of being. The core of our being is love and without love there’s only fear. Fear stems from self love because we want to protect our selves from being harmed. We build this defense or wall of illusion within our fields to protect ourselves from being hurt again. Universal Laws don’t know about your illusions they only operate with the Universal fields of energetic imprints that we create. In these fields we create our own Akashic Records  and it brings us back to what spiritual lessons we are here to learn.

In my opinion, human beings are here to experience love and happiness. In our current state of mass unconsciousness we are asleep and operate in fear based on manipulations of our own ego. We forget what we came here for. Our lives are meant to be simple and to give and receive love, but we make it complicated because of our ego. When we are not aware that our ego tries to run our world then we become like stringed puppets to the voices in our head. These voices disconnect us with our spirits. They like to disturb our peace and create disharmonious relationships so that we alienate our truth. The only way we can detect the works of our ego is if we humble ourselves and realize that we don’t know everything and that there is a higher power beyond us. We must  listen,  integrate, and balance our head space for our lives to run smoothly just like a river that is quiet and still.

Our shadow is our compass to enlightenment.  Fear holds us back and blocks us from becoming who we are supposed to be. Awareness of this shadow brings us into a space of recognizing what is missing in our integration and holistic way of looking at life. Our integration and balance of our ego is what’s important for us to live in the present moment and be fulfilled. When we face our ego and fear we become more open to what is being given to us. We have to look at what is presented in our fields, then turn it around and look within yourselves to see that everything you see is within you and your perception. When we become attuned and open, we allow our healing and finally see what is deep within our creations. We become aware of the present moment and live with inner peace and feel self empowered. The Universe seems to find its way to give back to us. Until then we become blind to all our personal creations and magnetize the same situations in different forms or beings. We have an observer within us and this observant connects to all that is.  What we are experiencing depends on the filters and unconscious beliefs. Most negative unconscious beliefs stem from the voices in our head that we aren’t aware of while thinking and identifying that we are these voices, fool us of our truth and spirit.

How do we awake to all these voices? First we have to acknowledge that we have problems and that we are the cause of these events in our lives and that nobody else is. When we allow for these openings, we let go and we surrender our ego to the Higher power. We know deep within us that we are being guided to know ourselves and align into the Universal flow of life. When we allow this space of letting go, we create our vast expansive connection to what is. We become a space of unconditional love and we grow from our limited mind and open the vast space of our hearts to who we truly are. What is the roots of our fear? It is our own self ego or protection from our childhood false sense. We are free spirits occupying this form or body to create and experience life. What we fear are actually just illusions protecting us from hurt, we have the fear of the unknown. Once we recognize the voice of the protector we  realize our expansion. There is no such thing as fear, it is only a false ego appearing to be real. We are light and love. This can only be manifested when we become friends to our shadows and fear and when we embrace our own ego and integrate our free spirit to create a loving sense of life and self. Being intimate with our selves and loving unconditionally, create a space of vast connection to the Universal flow of life and abundance. We are bigger than our fears and use our mirrors to face them. Embrace and allow the power of love to create a magnificent life.

Illusions exist in our mind consciousness, and as our evolution ascends, they are being transmuted into the crystalline grids of the energetic fields of light. What are these illusions? They are the thoughts that continually and cyclically lives inside your head like parasites. The voices that speak in your head, saying that you are not good enough, which are skeptic, along with many other schema that reside in our mind consciousness.

As an unconscious human being goes through the motions of this toxic drama, he/she is subjected to suffering and pain. You are prone to listening to this fear agenda due to conditioning of your mind, ancestral beliefs and family’s dysfunction. Unknowingly you are trapped in the “pain body” which Eckart Tolle refers to in the “Power of Now”.

Our perception of existence is trapped in this three-dimensional box that we are in, we are asleep to the dream of the grand creator and we need to align with this energetic field in order to ascend. Our filter of perception is usually hooked to this pain body if we are not awakened to be able to observe this “illusory field”. There are a lot of things to consider, I will point out some simple things that will open your field of perceptions:

1. Check your emotions, ask yourself “how do I feel in my heart?” Are you feeling low? Your energy and vibrations are dense and slow, not feeling connected to happy feelings of joy, love and peace.

2. Ask yourself, why am I having separation thoughts? when this happens remember that all is one, then with that knowing if you still don’t feel connected to others, then you are merely projecting separation. Whatever you judge the other person to be is what you are inside; like attracts like. When you judge you don’t define the other person but you are defining yourself as someone who judges.

3. Be an observer, you are consciousness, you are in this river of life and whatever you have in the flow of your life is what you need right at the moment.

4. Be still,it is here that you find the answer to all that is. There is nothing that you need to do but find the stillness and center yourself. It is what it is!

5. Breathe, I can’t emphasize enough the power of this in our lives. We forget that this gift of life is so important to allow our selves to come back to our truth, we are free like this breath of life, freely flowing to connect to the Source.

In this illusory world, we become attached to our own drama, gossips, suffering, hatred and fear, unconsciously asleep to the truth that we are all one in this field of consciousness. There is no time to lose, but be awake to the calling of time. There is no time and space for fearful agendas. We need to open our hearts to others who are like us in times of suffering. We need open our minds and hearts to all that is in this path, the path of least resistance.

Allow this flow of love to penetrate your being, bringing you back to your home. Return to your home where your heart is. Forgive others and accept the path that you tread, there is always a space of love when you stop and see yourself as others. Without this compassionate wisdom we will no longer see the coming of the next generations if we don’t stop and be aware of the signs of times.

Wake up, smell the flowers, talk to the animals, hug a tree, go for a nature walk, smile at strangers, say how you love your family and kiss, these are simple gestures that will bring you back to who you are and what is important in this lifetime.

The material things that you surround your self with are not real, they are illusions created by your attachment to your false self which is the ego.

What is real is the love, the feelings that touch your heart.

When we become aware, we listen with our hearts open and be the observer of what is being played in our drama or game. It doesn’t affect the observer because it knows the truth; it detaches itself from what wants attention. It only observes, doesn’t react and attach, it just is. It reflects and asks what if this is my own creation, what is the lesson to learn? Letting go of expectations, not believing others but truly listening with an open heart. This is the path of a spiritual warrior, it brings light by being present not by fighting. We are these bringers of light, bearers of joy and messengers of love. We take others in our journey towards light and love. We come here to be united in our thoughts and consciousness. We are mirrors of one others; let us see with the eyes of love not those of fear.

We need to wake up from the nightmares of the dream-spell. I see this energy world as a dream. No one wants to wake up from a beautiful and pleasant dream, but certainly one would want to wake up from a nightmare and be relieved of all the bad feelings it burdens us with. So the nightmares are here to wake us up, whatever is happening in the world, be it hatred, war, earthquakes, divorces, child abuse, crimes, and countless others, we are here to bring blessings to all the pain that we are surrounded with. Bless them and detach from them because we are here to love and not to suffer. It can be a better world if everyone takes the responsibility to be awake, aware, aligned and an active participant in their own little world. Dream of a beautiful dream; that is where we belong but because we are human beings, we have forgotten where we belong, our home is where our heart is.

How would you know that you’re being deceived? What are the signs that you are going through these hidden attack by the enemy when you are blindfolded? Why are you being attacked? Where is this coming from? When are you going to wake up? Questions that are in my mind this morning, things definitely happen for a reason and this is why I’m writing this topic.

Walking in nature brings me back to the truth, beauty and love. I call this “grounding” because in the work that I do it’s not easy to stay balance. It’s kinda like a euphoria when you are connected to the other realms. The only way to ground these feelings or connection to the higher dimensions is by my walks, it keeps me grounded so to speak.

Why deceptions? In the last few weeks I was experiencing attacks by the enemy so to speak. I’m talking energetically or dealing with other energies from the dark force. It wasn’t easy, I wasn’t able to sleep 7 nights and eat for that long. Barely eating, trying to survive so I forced my self to eat fruits to survive this soul torture as I call it.

I was trying to tell my family and loved ones that I’m currently being attack by my enemy and obviously they were not able to comprehend what do I mean by these attacks. Well, I went to hell to prove it to them that this is real. After all the sufferings that I had, mentally, emotionally, spiritually I was too closed to the edge of dying inside and wishing the Divine will get me.

I had a conversation with my loved ones who passed away and asked them to help me through these ordeals and asked God to take me because I can’t take this anymore. Of course my children were just in a disbelief that they are literally seeing their own mother being torture by this situation. They didn’t know what to think anymore if Mom went “crazy” or wow! another one of those episodes Mom goes through every year of our lives. I truly feel bad for them that’s why I was begging God to take me, but the Divine spoke to me and I felt in my heart “you have to stay, where you heart is! your home is where you heart is!” I finally got the point! My heart belongs to humanity and so I have to stay here on earth because my children lives here and they need me. Wow! thank God for this revelation. I learned a lesson in a hard way, I don’t need to prove to anyone what I do because I can’t expect them to understand this work, it’s given to me as a gift and I have to use it and allow it to unfold where I’m needed. This is it! enough is enough!

Today I stumble in this anonymous quote ” an old time clairvoyant in an updated social outfit meant to appeal to the critics and debunkers. I want to say, forget what their intrusions into your psychic space and exercise your gift. Let the DETRACTORS figure it out for themselves!”

Going back to the questions, how would you know that you are being deceived? as human beings we are open and vulnerable to a lot of attacks. The enemy works in a deceiving manner so they use any body close to you family, loved ones, friends to destroy you and what you have. They are not happy to see you happy so to speak, so they attack you as well as the minds, body, emotions and spirit of other people around you. Truly you don’t know what their motives are because they are just as vulnerable as you are.

Coming from energetic point of view, everyone is attaching to each others energy because every one has their own issues or shadows. When you become aware of your own shadow, like addictions, attachments, issues like abandonment or pain then you become aware that you are in a specific situation be it loving or dramatic because there is something in you that you have not become aware of especially if you are involve in a drama.

Then it is a wake up call to become aware of this particular issue. We are all mirrors of our own inner selves. The landscape is inside of you and then projected to our outer garden which is our own physical realities or drama. It doesn’t need to be drama but I’m emphasizing this issue because I want to be able to help others who are going through it. We ask ourselves why these things are happening to us when we are so stable or secure or nice to others but we forget to ask ourselves, what is it in me that created this situation? it is easier to blame it to the world or others but more difficult to accept that we are a part of the equation.

Face your situations and learn from it. Now, as a human being you are sometimes not aware of what is happening in the energetic field, how this plays in the field so to speak. It is quite simple, the enemy wants to destroy you and your relationships because if the two of you are in sync then you will live a peaceful life and you will be happy and basically your souls are blessed and will bring more blessings to others. A harmonious relationship will bring blessings to more souls so the enemy attacks…through your mind, body and spirit. Saying this you will probably ask then what’s the point we are already a LOSER because we are so vulnerable and open to all these aspects of our being.

Well no we are winners already, all we need is to wake up from the “nightmare” of the dream spell. I see this energy world as a dream, when we dream and we are in a beautiful garden we love to stay and be there and feel all the sensations that we are feeling while we are in a dream. But if we are in a nightmare we actually want to wake up from the ugly feelings that we go through. So the nightmares are here to wake us up, whatever is happening in the world be it hatred, war, victims of earthquakes, divorces, children abuse, crimes, you name it we got it, we are here to bring blessings to all these pain that we are surrounded with. Bless it and detached from them because we are here to love and not to suffer. We can be a better world if everyone has taken the responsibility to be awake, aware, align and active participant in their own little world. Dream of a beautiful dream that is where we belong but because we are human beings we have forgotten where we belong, our home is where our heart is!

If you ask me I don’t know more than you know we are all in the same field and what I speak about is only going to affect you if you are aware. So don’t make it hard on yourself to know what or where I’m getting this information because to tell you the truth I don’t know it either. Isn’t this funny when the writer and healer doesn’t know how she gets it, that’s life for you it’s a big joke sometimes. I just take it as it is, because if I try so hard to resist, my life seems more complicated so I learn to stay simple and when I do, it’s when it starts to be more complicated or bigger than what I think my life is going to be huh! so it is. We are living in this magnificent times of our lives so let’s wake up and smell the flowers. Walk, dance and be happy for you’ll never really know what life has in store for you.

BELOVED!

The labels that Doctors or others put on you affects your life and the painful process of releasing these names and labels in your being. It’s negative imprints in your soul is quite damaging to your wholesomeness. The compulsive labels and judgements of the mind. You need to release these negative energy and connect to your higher self, without attachments to others impression on who you are and what you do. These are archetypal energies that you have sacred contracts with and needed to learn the lessons from these manifestations and then be able to move on to a more wholesome lifetime.

I learn the lesson that it is only about energy, what I experience in the dark side it’s just is, no attachment to their existence. We are living in this duality but when you are one with all, you don’t put your attention to these dark energy. It doesn’t overwhelm you anymore because you are one with these energies of dark and light. They would not stay with you when you release them back to the source of light. This is the balance of the matrix, we are in this matrix of dark and light, paradox, polarity but once we know that we are a part of this river of consciousness, we become the consciousness itself. There is no duality anymore, no separation but union and you are the flow of this energy where dark and light travels. The light and dark shadows of these archetypal energies or blueprints that we carry in our dimensions and bodies that we occupy.  

This is what’s being revealed to me right now, that I have to speak for what is truly is happening and that I can’t keep quiet anymore. There is no more time left, the spiritual warfare has been going on for eons of time. My role in this field is to make you realize that the enemy operates in the web like a spider he had put a spell in our collective mind or consciousness. These dark energy or other beings that are appearing, torturing, instilling fear and keeping you in the dark have always been here. It is difficult to grasp this concept, when you are in the spell because you are in this web. Our freedom of will and choices will make the difference in this path of love and light. The truth is easy to know, quite simple, ask yourself is this information or knowledge is fear based or do you feel love and happy. Like little children we have to be in touch in our pure hearts and innocence to be with the light. There is only one message that we need to keep in our hearts, that there is no battle, but the battle itself is in the mind and that mind is in the field. We are eternal souls, we are loved. 

We are living in this new energy of consciousness and we keep our intention to bring this oneness into our field of love and light. The way to keep vibrating in this high frequency is to keep loving ourselves, align our bodies to our highest potentials. The challenge is balancing the mind, body, heart and spirit, then how can we protect our selves? By invoking our Ascended Masters, angels and loved ones to our field and releasing those attached spirits back to the source. We need to open our hearts to the truth. When we feel in alignment with our soul we are operating in the highest possible life we are designed for. We add to the negative collective consciousness when we listen to the agenda of fear, listen with your hearts not with your minds. The information that you are receiving had been operating since Genesis, there is nothing that we can do but to be happy in our daily moments and live in love not in fear.

The many eyes that are looking are not awake but asleep to the truth, they can see but they can not hear. For the words fell on deaf ears, you whoever holds the lamp stands have to hold the light and let is shine for the world is now arisen to the occasion. The calling of the many chosen ones are going to be receive in the garden of paradise. This is the time to rise, the Phoenix has arrived from the rising sun. We are one and in this oneness we will be united in light and total surrender to the highest of Kings and thrones of dominions will be shuttered, true selves of enemies will be revealed.

The voices of angels will be singing, trumpets blowing, hark the herald King! this is the time to rejoice and continue praying for our souls that we may see the unseen and be born again in this times of awakening. The power of love may always be yours for the kingdom is already won! We are sons and daughters of the Divine source, wake up from the long slumber of dreams. The dreams are here to stay, to help us in our realities, to be just like the little children we will enter the paradise of love.

Our “dis ease” are just signs and symptoms of our unconscious state. We are not at ease with who we are because who we truly are is not of this world but our higher selves. Our voices in the head are always there because these are created in the mind consciousness, the lesson is to accept and focus on the intention of love and light. You will feel the alignment of your body, mind and spirit to your soul when you stay in stillness. Allowing the flow of your mind thoughts and say “hello” be friendly and know that you are one with the source of light. Then you will feel light and shifted to a higher vibratory experience where there is no attachments to all that is. It is just is, voices in the head and thoughts that doesn’t need attention. You feel your body and envision light that comes forth to you crown chakra into your chakra system anchoring you to the energy of the Mother Earth.

Schizophrenia or mystic angel, are just schema or persona of archetypal energy that you had contracts with and was formed in the subconscious mind even before we are born here. We had contracts with these archetypes that they will manifest in our realities and once the lessons have been learned we move on to the next level of archetypal energy. The split world of a schizophrenic is in our gene pool as we inherit our ancestral lines of genealogy. But this is just a root of this illness, the healing is into our consciousness when we become consciouss of our state of separation and release this in our energetic field we become morphed to the matrix energy of all matter and spirit. Then we become one with our true selves balance in matter and spirit. The lesson or light side of this energy is integration and wholesomeness of this being that have these dis ease. The dark or shadow side is of course remaining split or not in congruent to both sides of light and dark energies.

The archetype energy of a mystic angel is quite interesting because you are always coming from a “saving” point of view which is to save the world. But truly there is no one else to save but yourself. The paradox of course lies in the integration of this energy to your higher selves. The angelic energy is t0 bring light to others without attachments to the outcome. We are here because we choose to come and bear witness to our souls. Our unfolding paths to the mystery of our lives will become integrated to the source of love and light. There is no more reasons to look and search for high and above low and below but everything is here given to us to delight in the majestic presence of our beloved light beings. Enveloping us with what is  indeed, one unison with the harmony of the angels and the  Archangels singing in one universal song of love, we are one!

BELOVED!