When you find yourself in a situation that doesn’t seem to resonate to your truth and all you keep thinking is that someone has done harm to you. Remember that the truth, is that the harm done to you is a mirror of your own fear. It’s an illusion in the form of a body. Your own consciousness is telling you that you’re not separate from the harm of a person or situation. Your subconscious is not tapped into your deepest realms of being. The core of our being is love and without love there’s only fear. Fear stems from self love because we want to protect our selves from being harmed. We build this defense or wall of illusion within our fields to protect ourselves from being hurt again. Universal Laws don’t know about your illusions they only operate with the Universal fields of energetic imprints that we create. In these fields we create our own Akashic Records  and it brings us back to what spiritual lessons we are here to learn.

In my opinion, human beings are here to experience love and happiness. In our current state of mass unconsciousness we are asleep and operate in fear based on manipulations of our own ego. We forget what we came here for. Our lives are meant to be simple and to give and receive love, but we make it complicated because of our ego. When we are not aware that our ego tries to run our world then we become like stringed puppets to the voices in our head. These voices disconnect us with our spirits. They like to disturb our peace and create disharmonious relationships so that we alienate our truth. The only way we can detect the works of our ego is if we humble ourselves and realize that we don’t know everything and that there is a higher power beyond us. We must  listen,  integrate, and balance our head space for our lives to run smoothly just like a river that is quiet and still.

Our shadow is our compass to enlightenment.  Fear holds us back and blocks us from becoming who we are supposed to be. Awareness of this shadow brings us into a space of recognizing what is missing in our integration and holistic way of looking at life. Our integration and balance of our ego is what’s important for us to live in the present moment and be fulfilled. When we face our ego and fear we become more open to what is being given to us. We have to look at what is presented in our fields, then turn it around and look within yourselves to see that everything you see is within you and your perception. When we become attuned and open, we allow our healing and finally see what is deep within our creations. We become aware of the present moment and live with inner peace and feel self empowered. The Universe seems to find its way to give back to us. Until then we become blind to all our personal creations and magnetize the same situations in different forms or beings. We have an observer within us and this observant connects to all that is.  What we are experiencing depends on the filters and unconscious beliefs. Most negative unconscious beliefs stem from the voices in our head that we aren’t aware of while thinking and identifying that we are these voices, fool us of our truth and spirit.

How do we awake to all these voices? First we have to acknowledge that we have problems and that we are the cause of these events in our lives and that nobody else is. When we allow for these openings, we let go and we surrender our ego to the Higher power. We know deep within us that we are being guided to know ourselves and align into the Universal flow of life. When we allow this space of letting go, we create our vast expansive connection to what is. We become a space of unconditional love and we grow from our limited mind and open the vast space of our hearts to who we truly are. What is the roots of our fear? It is our own self ego or protection from our childhood false sense. We are free spirits occupying this form or body to create and experience life. What we fear are actually just illusions protecting us from hurt, we have the fear of the unknown. Once we recognize the voice of the protector we  realize our expansion. There is no such thing as fear, it is only a false ego appearing to be real. We are light and love. This can only be manifested when we become friends to our shadows and fear and when we embrace our own ego and integrate our free spirit to create a loving sense of life and self. Being intimate with our selves and loving unconditionally, create a space of vast connection to the Universal flow of life and abundance. We are bigger than our fears and use our mirrors to face them. Embrace and allow the power of love to create a magnificent life.

Illusions exist in our mind consciousness, and as our evolution ascends, they are being transmuted into the crystalline grids of the energetic fields of light. What are these illusions? They are the thoughts that continually and cyclically lives inside your head like parasites. The voices that speak in your head, saying that you are not good enough, which are skeptic, along with many other schema that reside in our mind consciousness.

As an unconscious human being goes through the motions of this toxic drama, he/she is subjected to suffering and pain. You are prone to listening to this fear agenda due to conditioning of your mind, ancestral beliefs and family’s dysfunction. Unknowingly you are trapped in the “pain body” which Eckart Tolle refers to in the “Power of Now”.

Our perception of existence is trapped in this three-dimensional box that we are in, we are asleep to the dream of the grand creator and we need to align with this energetic field in order to ascend. Our filter of perception is usually hooked to this pain body if we are not awakened to be able to observe this “illusory field”. There are a lot of things to consider, I will point out some simple things that will open your field of perceptions:

1. Check your emotions, ask yourself “how do I feel in my heart?” Are you feeling low? Your energy and vibrations are dense and slow, not feeling connected to happy feelings of joy, love and peace.

2. Ask yourself, why am I having separation thoughts? when this happens remember that all is one, then with that knowing if you still don’t feel connected to others, then you are merely projecting separation. Whatever you judge the other person to be is what you are inside; like attracts like. When you judge you don’t define the other person but you are defining yourself as someone who judges.

3. Be an observer, you are consciousness, you are in this river of life and whatever you have in the flow of your life is what you need right at the moment.

4. Be still,it is here that you find the answer to all that is. There is nothing that you need to do but find the stillness and center yourself. It is what it is!

5. Breathe, I can’t emphasize enough the power of this in our lives. We forget that this gift of life is so important to allow our selves to come back to our truth, we are free like this breath of life, freely flowing to connect to the Source.

In this illusory world, we become attached to our own drama, gossips, suffering, hatred and fear, unconsciously asleep to the truth that we are all one in this field of consciousness. There is no time to lose, but be awake to the calling of time. There is no time and space for fearful agendas. We need to open our hearts to others who are like us in times of suffering. We need open our minds and hearts to all that is in this path, the path of least resistance.

Allow this flow of love to penetrate your being, bringing you back to your home. Return to your home where your heart is. Forgive others and accept the path that you tread, there is always a space of love when you stop and see yourself as others. Without this compassionate wisdom we will no longer see the coming of the next generations if we don’t stop and be aware of the signs of times.

Wake up, smell the flowers, talk to the animals, hug a tree, go for a nature walk, smile at strangers, say how you love your family and kiss, these are simple gestures that will bring you back to who you are and what is important in this lifetime.

The material things that you surround your self with are not real, they are illusions created by your attachment to your false self which is the ego.

What is real is the love, the feelings that touch your heart.

When we become aware, we listen with our hearts open and be the observer of what is being played in our drama or game. It doesn’t affect the observer because it knows the truth; it detaches itself from what wants attention. It only observes, doesn’t react and attach, it just is. It reflects and asks what if this is my own creation, what is the lesson to learn? Letting go of expectations, not believing others but truly listening with an open heart. This is the path of a spiritual warrior, it brings light by being present not by fighting. We are these bringers of light, bearers of joy and messengers of love. We take others in our journey towards light and love. We come here to be united in our thoughts and consciousness. We are mirrors of one others; let us see with the eyes of love not those of fear.

We need to wake up from the nightmares of the dream-spell. I see this energy world as a dream. No one wants to wake up from a beautiful and pleasant dream, but certainly one would want to wake up from a nightmare and be relieved of all the bad feelings it burdens us with. So the nightmares are here to wake us up, whatever is happening in the world, be it hatred, war, earthquakes, divorces, child abuse, crimes, and countless others, we are here to bring blessings to all the pain that we are surrounded with. Bless them and detach from them because we are here to love and not to suffer. It can be a better world if everyone takes the responsibility to be awake, aware, aligned and an active participant in their own little world. Dream of a beautiful dream; that is where we belong but because we are human beings, we have forgotten where we belong, our home is where our heart is.

How would you know that you’re being deceived? What are the signs that you are going through these hidden attack by the enemy when you are blindfolded? Why are you being attacked? Where is this coming from? When are you going to wake up? Questions that are in my mind this morning, things definitely happen for a reason and this is why I’m writing this topic.

Walking in nature brings me back to the truth, beauty and love. I call this “grounding” because in the work that I do it’s not easy to stay balance. It’s kinda like a euphoria when you are connected to the other realms. The only way to ground these feelings or connection to the higher dimensions is by my walks, it keeps me grounded so to speak.

Why deceptions? In the last few weeks I was experiencing attacks by the enemy so to speak. I’m talking energetically or dealing with other energies from the dark force. It wasn’t easy, I wasn’t able to sleep 7 nights and eat for that long. Barely eating, trying to survive so I forced my self to eat fruits to survive this soul torture as I call it.

I was trying to tell my family and loved ones that I’m currently being attack by my enemy and obviously they were not able to comprehend what do I mean by these attacks. Well, I went to hell to prove it to them that this is real. After all the sufferings that I had, mentally, emotionally, spiritually I was too closed to the edge of dying inside and wishing the Divine will get me.

I had a conversation with my loved ones who passed away and asked them to help me through these ordeals and asked God to take me because I can’t take this anymore. Of course my children were just in a disbelief that they are literally seeing their own mother being torture by this situation. They didn’t know what to think anymore if Mom went “crazy” or wow! another one of those episodes Mom goes through every year of our lives. I truly feel bad for them that’s why I was begging God to take me, but the Divine spoke to me and I felt in my heart “you have to stay, where you heart is! your home is where you heart is!” I finally got the point! My heart belongs to humanity and so I have to stay here on earth because my children lives here and they need me. Wow! thank God for this revelation. I learned a lesson in a hard way, I don’t need to prove to anyone what I do because I can’t expect them to understand this work, it’s given to me as a gift and I have to use it and allow it to unfold where I’m needed. This is it! enough is enough!

Today I stumble in this anonymous quote ” an old time clairvoyant in an updated social outfit meant to appeal to the critics and debunkers. I want to say, forget what their intrusions into your psychic space and exercise your gift. Let the DETRACTORS figure it out for themselves!”

Going back to the questions, how would you know that you are being deceived? as human beings we are open and vulnerable to a lot of attacks. The enemy works in a deceiving manner so they use any body close to you family, loved ones, friends to destroy you and what you have. They are not happy to see you happy so to speak, so they attack you as well as the minds, body, emotions and spirit of other people around you. Truly you don’t know what their motives are because they are just as vulnerable as you are.

Coming from energetic point of view, everyone is attaching to each others energy because every one has their own issues or shadows. When you become aware of your own shadow, like addictions, attachments, issues like abandonment or pain then you become aware that you are in a specific situation be it loving or dramatic because there is something in you that you have not become aware of especially if you are involve in a drama.

Then it is a wake up call to become aware of this particular issue. We are all mirrors of our own inner selves. The landscape is inside of you and then projected to our outer garden which is our own physical realities or drama. It doesn’t need to be drama but I’m emphasizing this issue because I want to be able to help others who are going through it. We ask ourselves why these things are happening to us when we are so stable or secure or nice to others but we forget to ask ourselves, what is it in me that created this situation? it is easier to blame it to the world or others but more difficult to accept that we are a part of the equation.

Face your situations and learn from it. Now, as a human being you are sometimes not aware of what is happening in the energetic field, how this plays in the field so to speak. It is quite simple, the enemy wants to destroy you and your relationships because if the two of you are in sync then you will live a peaceful life and you will be happy and basically your souls are blessed and will bring more blessings to others. A harmonious relationship will bring blessings to more souls so the enemy attacks…through your mind, body and spirit. Saying this you will probably ask then what’s the point we are already a LOSER because we are so vulnerable and open to all these aspects of our being.

Well no we are winners already, all we need is to wake up from the “nightmare” of the dream spell. I see this energy world as a dream, when we dream and we are in a beautiful garden we love to stay and be there and feel all the sensations that we are feeling while we are in a dream. But if we are in a nightmare we actually want to wake up from the ugly feelings that we go through. So the nightmares are here to wake us up, whatever is happening in the world be it hatred, war, victims of earthquakes, divorces, children abuse, crimes, you name it we got it, we are here to bring blessings to all these pain that we are surrounded with. Bless it and detached from them because we are here to love and not to suffer. We can be a better world if everyone has taken the responsibility to be awake, aware, align and active participant in their own little world. Dream of a beautiful dream that is where we belong but because we are human beings we have forgotten where we belong, our home is where our heart is!

If you ask me I don’t know more than you know we are all in the same field and what I speak about is only going to affect you if you are aware. So don’t make it hard on yourself to know what or where I’m getting this information because to tell you the truth I don’t know it either. Isn’t this funny when the writer and healer doesn’t know how she gets it, that’s life for you it’s a big joke sometimes. I just take it as it is, because if I try so hard to resist, my life seems more complicated so I learn to stay simple and when I do, it’s when it starts to be more complicated or bigger than what I think my life is going to be huh! so it is. We are living in this magnificent times of our lives so let’s wake up and smell the flowers. Walk, dance and be happy for you’ll never really know what life has in store for you.

BELOVED!

“Seeing when you justify yourself or when you blame others is not a reason to criticize yourself, but actually an opportunity to recognize what all people do and how it imprisons us in a very limited perspective of this world. It’s a chance to see that you’re holding on to your interpretation of reality. It allows you to reflect that that’s all it is- nothing more and nothing less: just your interpretation of reality.” quote from one of my favorite teachers Pema Chodron in her book The Wisdom of no Escape.

These words of wisdom strike home and as I reflect on this I found myself in quite a safe space. How many times was I hard on myself when I found that I judge others or blame them for my mistakes? Then it dawn on me that this is not the time to criticize myself but to take this as an opportunity to learn. Once again it’s all about the lessons to be learn and one of them is here.  To see how we imprison ourselves in this little world of MIND. Our interpretation of reality is just one of them and we’ll surely find freedom if we allow ourselves to see this without opinions.  Why can’t we all see this? And be in this space of non bias, none judgement but just allowing and knowing that we are all in this same space.

Our interpretations are like clouds in the clear sky. they hide the truth which is the self or spirit. When we are clouded with these illusions we unconsciously separate ourselves from one another. The clear vast sky is like our eternal spirit and pure heart. When we are not thinking or identifying with the thoughts in the head then we become one with the spirit and every living force. We flow with the Universal energy and we are at peace.

What is your interpretation of reality? How do you feel about others interpretations? Do you allow them with ease or are you always justifying yours? Who is right and wrong? There is that space where you can go and release that tension, breathe, and tell yourself it’s just a thought. This is what we do when we meditate, we become aware and we let go. We don’t identify with the thoughts but to let go and release. This allows us to be aware of what truth is and if you have silence between the noises or voices in your head you will become clear and soon you will find yourself in that none judgemental state.

Life is too short to be bothered who’s right or wrong. What I learn from this life is to continually open my heart and accept all situations, emotions and people in my path. Whatever lessons I have to learn, I’m open to uncovering the petals of my heart. This is the way of the true warrior, I have the sword of love to lighten my path and drive away the sorrows and fears of this world. The only truth that we have right now at this  moment is the choice and the power within us to connect to our hearts. To soar with our wings of love, the path of the lover is not that easy, we have to do a lot of uncovering and what lies beneath those walls are the poisons to our spirit. But ultimately we uncover these poisons and to dig deeper to allow light to penetrate and release these toxic emotions to set free and allow love once again to shine forth and be free.

The fear is created in the mind consciousness and cellular memory, which is created in our field and inner core. We live inside this box of entrapment and we need to break this open to become expanded within our consciousness and create freedom of our spirit. In our hearts we will find truth and our ego only surrender to its master when we learn to master our hearts. The mastery of opening this door is to be aware of your conscious choices and actions. When we are mindful of everything that we create then we become aware of our choices and it brings alignment of our souls purpose.

In order to go to this space you need to release your self from the bondage of the ego. Open the door of your box, your physical self  into the 5th dimension where our light bodies resides. When you are at peace nothing disturbs you, this is what I feel inside and others find it difficult to be in this space because of the entrapment that our mind creates. In my journey I find that the major culprit in achieving inner peace is some one’s “mind consciousness” and their on going thinking process. This is also what I call living inside the head, one can’t live in the present moment unless they become aware that this is what they are doing. Most get stuck in the past and carry the baggage or the toxicity of these reptilian brain.

In unveiling fear, it is a process of mindfulness and awareness. There are a lot of layers to peel, all the mental and habitual conditioning that they have learned from their parents, mentors or guides have to be release and be the witness of this drama. The patterns of chaos and conflict is what they continually project and their external reality will be the same pattern as in the past because they have not been aware of this presence. There is a lot of projection that happens when you are carrying this pain. When you think about it, whatever you see or say about others is actually about you. Things that bothers you are the trigger or catalyst to find your inner longings or things that you truly want to be or do.

Unconsciously they recreate the patterns of broken relationships, anger, self blame, rejections, shame and guilt. All the negativity and lower frequency of vibrations that we create. They go to panic and anxiety attack because they again feel that they are trapped and not good enough. This is the time that you have to catch yourself. Connect to your heart and breathe, stop the thinking process and be the witness of this drama. Ask yourself is there a pattern? Who is the magnet of this drama? Where in my life I had experienced these feelings? Bring yourself in this moment, and allow love in your heart. That this too will pass and the only thing that will help you is by starting where you are. This is the moment that you self- realized that all these chaos were coming from your unconscious self.

Our veil is fear of seeing the unknown and knowing that we are bigger than what we are. Our expansion and connection to the source of all is our biggest fear. We created this veil of illusion in order to separate our higher selves to our God or source. We unconsciously create the veil or separation when we were born into the unconscious state because our conscious state is the knowing that we exist in the consciousness of all.

We have always been linked to the Divine consciousness but we blocked our own knowing with our small minds. Our innate calling is to know this deep within our cellular memory and tissues, our DNA is always is connected to all that is. Everything that exist in this consciousness, we are a part 0f and genetically linked to all. The blood that runs through the veins have a life of its own. Our body is genetically engineered to work in one systematic organized way to form our human body and functions. We are systems of energy connecting to all the energy that is here and there, the matrix of all. When we know that we are just one holographic memory of our DNA, we become aware of all that is here and there. There is no separation of any molecular particles but conjunctions of all that wants to collect as an ethereal into material collection of gene pool. The pool of ones DNA is created in this field of matrix, when one is aware of this intention or the law of manifestation then you will know how to organize your thoughts, intention and creations. The creation that you attract to your field is but a thought and gathering of these energetic genes that got together for the sake of creation.

Once you remember who you are, that you are about love and nothing else. You will return to home, there is nothing that you need to think about or assume about. This is it! As long as you keep living inside your head your world will be spinning in circles and will never reach stillness. Your mind is an illusion, what is real is love and fear is mind based mentality. Let go of fear, live in the moment. Nothing is permanent, no self, everything comes from nothing, there is no separation. Once you reach this oneness in spirit, mind and body, you will feel at ease and one with the world.

The first step in attaining freedom is allowing yourself to love who you are, whatever state you are and whatever comes from this discovery you are where you’re suppose to be. Let go of thoughts and open your heart to a new space of love and not fear. Be mindful of your mental state, as you allow only positive thoughts you nurture the seed of loving kindness and soon you will bloom like the petals of the lotus. Your fragrance is the wisdom that you had attain in becoming one with yourself. Mastering yourself and the lessons that you came here to learn will be the best space for you. There are no failures or mistakes but only lessons to be learn. An eternal student of life, we empower each other with truth, respect and love.

We ask the Ascended Masters to guide us through this transition, to light our ways into their ways, patterning our crystalline energy with grids of light and love. We are the bringers of light into this darkness, from the womb of our mothers come light when we enter this world. We are not meant to fear but soar with our wings unfolding, within this matrix  field we will now find that the veil is lifted. The veil is the fear that we don’t see. It is now open to us and have access to our own Records of souls. There is nothing that we can not do, fear is gone, release your spirit into this magnificent times.

BELOVED!