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Interpretation of Reality

Posted on 02 August 2009 by teza

“Seeing when you justify yourself or when you blame others is not a reason to criticize yourself, but actually an opportunity to recognize what all people do and how it imprisons us in a very limited perspective of this world. It’s a chance to see that you’re holding on to your interpretation of reality. It allows you to reflect that that’s all it is- nothing more and nothing less: just your interpretation of reality.” quote from one of my favorite teachers Pema Chodron in her book The Wisdom of no Escape.

These words of wisdom strike home and as I reflect on this I found myself in quite a safe space. How many times was I hard on myself when I found that I judge others or blame them for my mistakes? Then it dawn on me that this is not the time to criticize myself but to take this as an opportunity to learn. Once again it’s all about the lessons to be learn and one of them is here.  To see how we imprison ourselves in this little world of MIND. Our interpretation of reality is just one of them and we’ll surely find freedom if we allow ourselves to see this without opinions.  Why can’t we all see this? And be in this space of non bias, none judgement but just allowing and knowing that we are all in this same space.

Our interpretations are like clouds in the clear sky. they hide the truth which is the self or spirit. When we are clouded with these illusions we unconsciously separate ourselves from one another. The clear vast sky is like our eternal spirit and pure heart. When we are not thinking or identifying with the thoughts in the head then we become one with the spirit and every living force. We flow with the Universal energy and we are at peace.

What is your interpretation of reality? How do you feel about others interpretations? Do you allow them with ease or are you always justifying yours? Who is right and wrong? There is that space where you can go and release that tension, breathe, and tell yourself it’s just a thought. This is what we do when we meditate, we become aware and we let go. We don’t identify with the thoughts but to let go and release. This allows us to be aware of what truth is and if you have silence between the noises or voices in your head you will become clear and soon you will find yourself in that none judgemental state.

Life is too short to be bothered who’s right or wrong. What I learn from this life is to continually open my heart and accept all situations, emotions and people in my path. Whatever lessons I have to learn, I’m open to uncovering the petals of my heart. This is the way of the true warrior, I have the sword of love to lighten my path and drive away the sorrows and fears of this world. The only truth that we have right now at this  moment is the choice and the power within us to connect to our hearts. To soar with our wings of love, the path of the lover is not that easy, we have to do a lot of uncovering and what lies beneath those walls are the poisons to our spirit. But ultimately we uncover these poisons and to dig deeper to allow light to penetrate and release these toxic emotions to set free and allow love once again to shine forth and be free.

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Our veil is the fear of seeing the unknown

Posted on 22 July 2009 by teza

 

The fear is created in the mind consciousness and cellular memory, which is created in our field and inner core. We live inside this box of entrapment and we need to break this open to become expanded within our consciousness and create freedom of our spirit. In our hearts we will find truth and our ego only surrender to its master when we learn to master our hearts. The mastery of opening this door is to be aware of your conscious choices and actions. When we are mindful of everything that we create then we become aware of our choices and it brings alignment of our souls purpose.

In order to go to this space you need to release your self from the bondage of the ego. Open the door of your box, your physical self  into the 5th dimension where our light bodies resides. When you are at peace nothing disturbs you, this is what I feel inside and others find it difficult to be in this space because of the entrapment that our mind creates. In my journey I find that the major culprit in achieving inner peace is some one’s “mind consciousness” and their on going thinking process. This is also what I call living inside the head, one can’t live in the present moment unless they become aware that this is what they are doing. Most get stuck in the past and carry the baggage or the toxicity of these reptilian brain.

In unveiling fear, it is a process of mindfulness and awareness. There are a lot of layers to peel, all the mental and habitual conditioning that they have learned from their parents, mentors or guides have to be release and be the witness of this drama. The patterns of chaos and conflict is what they continually project and their external reality will be the same pattern as in the past because they have not been aware of this presence. There is a lot of projection that happens when you are carrying this pain. When you think about it, whatever you see or say about others is actually about you. Things that bothers you are the trigger or catalyst to find your inner longings or things that you truly want to be or do.

Unconsciously they recreate the patterns of broken relationships, anger, self blame, rejections, shame and guilt. All the negativity and lower frequency of vibrations that we create. They go to panic and anxiety attack because they again feel that they are trapped and not good enough. This is the time that you have to catch yourself. Connect to your heart and breathe, stop the thinking process and be the witness of this drama. Ask yourself is there a pattern? Who is the magnet of this drama? Where in my life I had experienced these feelings? Bring yourself in this moment, and allow love in your heart. That this too will pass and the only thing that will help you is by starting where you are. This is the moment that you self- realized that all these chaos were coming from your unconscious self.

Our veil is fear of seeing the unknown and knowing that we are bigger than what we are. Our expansion and connection to the source of all is our biggest fear. We created this veil of illusion in order to separate our higher selves to our God or source. We unconsciously create the veil or separation when we were born into the unconscious state because our conscious state is the knowing that we exist in the consciousness of all.

We have always been linked to the Divine consciousness but we blocked our own knowing with our small minds. Our innate calling is to know this deep within our cellular memory and tissues, our DNA is always is connected to all that is. Everything that exist in this consciousness, we are a part 0f and genetically linked to all. The blood that runs through the veins have a life of its own. Our body is genetically engineered to work in one systematic organized way to form our human body and functions. We are systems of energy connecting to all the energy that is here and there, the matrix of all. When we know that we are just one holographic memory of our DNA, we become aware of all that is here and there. There is no separation of any molecular particles but conjunctions of all that wants to collect as an ethereal into material collection of gene pool. The pool of ones DNA is created in this field of matrix, when one is aware of this intention or the law of manifestation then you will know how to organize your thoughts, intention and creations. The creation that you attract to your field is but a thought and gathering of these energetic genes that got together for the sake of creation.

Once you remember who you are, that you are about love and nothing else. You will return to home, there is nothing that you need to think about or assume about. This is it! As long as you keep living inside your head your world will be spinning in circles and will never reach stillness. Your mind is an illusion, what is real is love and fear is mind based mentality. Let go of fear, live in the moment. Nothing is permanent, no self, everything comes from nothing, there is no separation. Once you reach this oneness in spirit, mind and body, you will feel at ease and one with the world.

The first step in attaining freedom is allowing yourself to love who you are, whatever state you are and whatever comes from this discovery you are where you’re suppose to be. Let go of thoughts and open your heart to a new space of love and not fear. Be mindful of your mental state, as you allow only positive thoughts you nurture the seed of loving kindness and soon you will bloom like the petals of the lotus. Your fragrance is the wisdom that you had attain in becoming one with yourself. Mastering yourself and the lessons that you came here to learn will be the best space for you. There are no failures or mistakes but only lessons to be learn. An eternal student of life, we empower each other with truth, respect and love.

We ask the Ascended Masters to guide us through this transition, to light our ways into their ways, patterning our crystalline energy with grids of light and love. We are the bringers of light into this darkness, from the womb of our mothers come light when we enter this world. We are not meant to fear but soar with our wings unfolding, within this matrix  field we will now find that the veil is lifted. The veil is the fear that we don’t see. It is now open to us and have access to our own Records of souls. There is nothing that we can not do, fear is gone, release your spirit into this magnificent times.

BELOVED!

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Filter of your perceptions

Posted on 05 March 2009 by teza

The heart speaks a lot more than what you think! This will bring you in connection with your spirit, when you allow that little voice to speak and follow that bliss that you feel when you are align. The mind can blind you into your truth and makes you feel big but truly you are in denial of your truth. It’s quite an awesome peace when you have this wisdom. It feels good deep inside just like a child full of innocence and surprises at every little thing that comes her way. There is no judgements, but only unconditional love and whatever comes may it be tough times or good times they don’t pace you out, but you find your self in these circumstances with stillness and love. Because there is only love and light that you recognizes in every darkness and shadows, there is only light that calls you and you become a beacon of light to others. There is no fight but flight to that angels realm where everyone counts and validated.

This is where I belong and for me to bring this wisdom grounded it took me a lot of discoveries. I’ve discovered that part of my life is to own my shadows to allow imperfections and when I do this I become align to my existence as a human being. The human part is my imperfections and the being part is my spirit and angelic ways. For some reasons I can’t grasp the fragmentation of my self, I found out that I was hard on my self because I wanted to be perfect. Needless that I know that I was already perfect in whatever ways I am because I am love and there is nothing in this world that matters but this truth.

I found out that human conditioning is difficult to decipher because your mind and ego defends your existence and they hide the truth from you because their creation is to serve your existence, meaning that you are here not the unseen spirit. So when you are searching you are mixed up because your mind and ego tells you differently about the things that you see and the things that are unseen are hidden from your eyes so the spirit becomes the illusion and it’s actually the opposite. What you don’t see which is the internal or the unseen is what actually create all the things in your field and what you see. This proves to me that when  the filter of my perception is align to my truth then what comes or what is happening  in my external reality is actually coming and created first from the inner self. Knowing this wisdom I had then to align my mind, ego and spirit to work together. My filter of perception has to be cleansed then I create the love that I am.

I had to release a lot of self judgements, these are blockages to my journey. I had to let go of my story, the past and what I have now is my new self and from here I create what I intend to do with this precious existence. I see the beauty of every creation and that every thing that is here is a part of what I am and who I am inside and out. There is no separation or duality in my field. Whatever is happening outside of me is a part of me. My part is to be an observer of this and become a light to others who are still living in duality. I love this moment that I’m given and my family becomes healed when I got healed. The painful memories of the past are gone and forgiveness is a beautiful grace to have. My heart becomes one with the Universe and my path becomes clear as water like a river. I flow with this current of life, with it’s pebbles or rocks I become atune with nature. There is this knowing that I am here passing by and the moments that I have will be spend in loving and peaceful ways.

There is no room for hatred, separation or fight, I only allow love and peace in my filter. The times that I will be awake will be spend in this field. How I love this wisdom and I wish to share this to you whoever is reading that I may touch your heart and open your mind to this wonderful filter that I found. To allow this knowing to infiltrate your mind, ego and live in the spirit and become an observer of this beautiful field that you are. To create a beautiful story of love and peace. Namaste!

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