Unmasking these layers of pain in your heart is a process of being true to yourself. When you face your fear of unveiling the truth, unconditional love for yourself comes through. There is no hidden truth only what is felt within your heart. Open the doorway of your heart and listen to what it says. Receive don’t resist, let the flow of light penetrate its shadows of fear. This fear of intimacy is the mask covering the walls around your heart. When it reveals the pain that underlies the core patterns of suffering, it is easier to breathe and allow the deepest healing of your heart. The pain that lingers and calls for attention suddenly comes into a still and holds the space of love, truth and peace. The pain dissipates and understands what love truly means, it doesn’t hurt anymore, when there is no more pain, there is only love.

Life is like a mystery, when you discover the truth life becomes a lighter path to thread on. Your heart become light and it helps others to see their own brightness when you radiate this bright light that comes from the Divine’s heart of wisdom. The secret is love beyond form, dramas and suffering. We are here to experience love and happiness with all that is. Let us begin this path by unveiling what lies beyond our pain, let go of this suffering and surrender to your magnificent self. The soul magnifies everything and allows this expansion to what is. Our hearts are like these vessels of love that longs to pour into our humanity to create the oneness of God’s love and wisdom for us. There is no more pain but peace that is beyond the level of understanding that our mind can hold. This inner peace is the foundation for letting go of our attachment to pain and suffering. When we connect to our stillness we create a different pattern of life that holds a higher vibration of love and light.

Thus, life becomes a reflection of God’s love for us. We are the bearer of light and love. Unleash yourself from this pain that our humanity had gone through the ages. The enlightenment is here and now. Your heart and mind is align to what is and all is well. Forgive others and yourself to pave the way to healing. This lightens the load that you carry consciously or unconsciously in your essence. The path of the heart is through this doorway that opens once true forgiveness is attain. Love is rediscovering the full and highest potential of our existence, giving inspiration and enthusiasm to all sentient beings.

The shadows becomes light, there is understanding of the heart and mind,  how they both align and becomes congruent to each other. This connection is needed to be in full alignment with the soul’s purpose. The pain body is gone and just lives on love, it now attracts love and not fear because there is no more space for pain. The heart lives its desires and highest potential is clear and determine to be the force of life. Love is power,  its highest vibration of God’s love for us. Let us connect to this power and our lives will be in a happy and peaceful state of condition. Letting go of illusions and fear is part of the process. Surrendering to the flow of life where it leads us. Most of the time we get used to the comfort zone and we find it hard to let go because of our attachments to things, places and people that we surround ourselves with. These attachments keep us inside the box and witholds our expansion. Our freedom lies in discovering our truth, which is our spirit.

The pain body that attracts another sentient being who carries the same energetic codes will give you the lessons in life that you are searching for. Once attained your level of understanding will expand and now shift into a higher level of consciousness which is about love and light. The light quotient that you carry will increase and will see clearly why things has to happen that way. What is clearing will hold a vibration that is higher in frequency and that helps you elevate your consciousness. Allowing the flow of grace and ease to your energetic imprints will transform your inner being. The heart has doorways to your expansive self that sees no boundaries to what you want to experience. This doorway has the key to your soul, you hold the key to your happiness and inner peace. The pain is the key in disguise, take the pain and see beyond it, transform by understanding the underlying cause of this pain. Usually when you ask yourself, the answers will be revealed to you. Face the fear and heal with your unconditional love for yourself. Ask yourself, if I truly love myself would I do this? would I be in the pattern of pain and suffering if I love myself? What do I do to let go of this pattern and am I ready to clear this in my life. did i learn the lesson? what is the lesson that life is showing me? These are some questions that can help you clear what is not clear for you.

Tapping into your Akashic Records helps you clear your blockages and able to clear your energetic fields. Consciously working to empower you and to attain your highest potential. When you unveil the pain in your heart, you receive the codes for healing and empowering your life. You tap into the Source and become at peace with yourself and others. The unveiling is the thin veil that hinders our perception to what is. Once this is lifted, we now see the beauty that is within and to all sentient beings. There is no separation but oneness, feeling at one in nature and all that is. Our pain is our compass towards total freedom of the spirit. Let us see this pain with a different outlook and use this as our tool to discover our true purpose and our hearts desires will show us our way.

Co-dependency is an excuse to be your authentic self. There are lots of reasons or excuses why someone would stay in a relationship such as this because they like to be in their comfort zone. Leaving a place where they don’t need to exert an effort to be their highest potential is an easy way out of facing life than becoming who they are. They have fear of failure and so they stay in a cozy place where they don’t need to face life’s challenges by themselves alone. They blame or point the finger to the other person rather than taking full responsibility for their own independence and responsibility.

They have issues such as abandonement and when they stay in a relationship like this co-dependency they get trapped in the illusion that they are being abandoned or they are abandoning the person they are with when needed to move on. There is an attachment to the person that they can’t let go. What does the person needs to learn when face in such dilemna? First, you have to acknowledge that you have a problem. Facing the problem is the first step in helping yourself out of the trap. When you don’t acknowledge then you can’t resolve anything. The mind that created the problem would not be able to solve the problem, you need to shift or transform in order to solve the problem. How do you shift? By letting go and going with the flow of the situation. Remember that anything that you magnetize in your situation is because of you not anyone else. So the problem is there because you become the magnet of the situation. Don’t be hard on yourself. Love unconditionally and start where you are.

“I love myself and take full responsibility for all my thoughts, words and actions. Be it done!”

What is the formula for tapping into the Universal flow of abundance? First, we have to study how the Universal Laws work and function. The Universe is like a suspended animation, full of possibilities. Now, intention collapses this suspension and creates action. If we are going to put the intention of abundance and prosperity, definitely we will see the manifestation of abundance. Where human beings are disconnected is the part that because we are living in the physical world or materialism, somehow we can’t see how spirituality is the same as physical reality.

In this formula, we have to explore where your heart is. If you have fear in your heart’s desires, you will not be able to tap into this treasure house of abundance because you can’t occupy two things at the same time and space. Fear and love can’t occupy the same space. Love is the secret of all abundance and connection to the Universal abundance. We need to put our attention only to love and abundance will grow. It is like faith pray and pray like you already have the answer, this is how Jesus tell his followers to believe. There is no wavering in your own faith and belief in God.

If we put fear inside our hearts then this grows like wild weed, we need to pull it out and fill our hearts with pure intention and unconditional love for our selves and others. We connect to the Divine’s heart of love and wisdom. When we do this our input of love is increase and abundance manifests. We start attracting things that will magnify our realities and the things that we want to create along with our higher selves. We align to our highest potential and soul’s purpose.

Intention plus increase Love is equals to Universal Abundance. Then, our reality will manifest abundance, love and faith. The Universe is ours let us place our hearts into this vast and magnificent suspension of potential possibilities in our thoughts, words and deeds. Release fear and blockages and let go, go with the flow of love within our being and allow this flow to bring in the essence of who you truly are, an infinite creation of love and abundance in this Universal flow of energy. Believe in your abundant and magnificent soul.

What are the treasures hidden in the darkness? these are the sufferings, difficulties and trials that we go through in our lives. While we are going through the motions we don’t know that these will turn out to be gifts until God reveals to us the bigger purpose of these experiences. Things happen for a reason, and I believe God  is always there with us in the midst of our tribulations. When I had abortion surely God was with me weeping and sobbing in the deepest cries of my heart. He had heard my wailing and seen my broken heart. Through this pain I became very aware and compassionate about others pain. I can’t turn my back on someone who’s in pain and always be there to reach out to others. Can you imagine this world of darkness if someone can not see the light? Where would that person be? Will he take his own life out of desperation? Would he be wallowing in pity and self- torture? These questions are some things that a desperate person would be contemplating. I had lots of dark nights of my soul and was longing for God’s answers but didn’t feel His presence. He was too far to reach me and my soul is quenching in thirst for His love. “Where are you in the midst of this despair?” I ask God. You don’t hear God’s words and only when you surrender to Him then, I slowly hear Him again. The treasures are stored in the most precious gift of God inside my little heart. When I’m going through some darkness I just have to remind myself that treasures are hidden in the darkness.”And I will give you treasures hidden in the darkness-secret riches. I will do this so you may know that I am the Lord, the God of Israel, the one who calls you by name. ” Isaiah 45:3

This letter was written on May 10, 2004 to my father for our healing and I also talked about this is in my You tube site which is under “Tezamysticangel” which has now attracted 81,400 viewers since I’ve opened it on 2008.

Happy 85′th birthday! I’m writing this letter because I want to put a closure to my healing wounds. In doing so I will be able to let go of all the feelings that I wasn’t able to tell you because of so many reasons. I will help the little girl in me to have a voice and finally be heard. To continue to grow in trust and safety in God’s hands.

Papa, I wanted you to know that I’ve forgiven you for all the things that you’ve done to me in the past. Bur deep inside of me there are so many unspoken pains and unhealed memories of the past that needed to be in the light. In order to dispel the power of darkness. What I mean to say is that I needed to tell you so that it will not come back to haunt me anymore. Like a ghost restless and haunting. I still remembered growing up, you used to call me in your room and seduced me with fruits to go inside and you would tell me that it’s our secret. Then, you would ask me to remove my uniform shirt because it was too hot and I would do that and ate my fruits and watched tv. I can vividly remember how you watched and lusted for me. I didn’t knkow better because you were my father. I thought love is seduction and lust. I would feel important, special and wanted because this is the way you shared love to me. Why did you do this? Are you sick?

For whatever reasons the damage was done and I was broken. I didn’t know that this is the way a father should treat his daughter. The most hurful part of this is when you sucked my breast after the abortion. Do you know how deep is the wound that you have stubbed me in my heart? It felt like a sword had cut right through my heart. I lost my true identiy as a woman. I don’t know how to trust, love and respect my body. I don’t know the concept of boundary because of your trespasses. I don’t know my self worth, it felt like a garbage dirty and not wanted. These are all the ugly feelings that resulted from what you had sowed in my little girl’s heart. I’m not going through counseling and it was revealed to me that I needed to write a letter to heal my deepest wounds.

Papa, I’ve truly forgiven you. This letter will surely hurt but the intention is to share with you my deepest sorrows, in order for me to heal completely. This is from the past and I know God wants me to bury this behind. Out of this experience I became closer to God, telling Him all my heartaches. I would like to end this with a prayer for both of us.

Dearest God,

We thank you for bringing us together in spirit, being able to voice out my feelings and opening my wounds to my father. To bring a closure to the past. We ask you for forgiveness, compassion and mercy. Thank you for renewing our minds, body and souls. Transform us into your image and use us as instruments of your healing power. That with our story we could touch other souls who are going through the same darkness. Thank you for bringing your light into our hearts. The light that heals and comforts our broken hearts. Thank you for being a Father to all of us, and I ask you to bless my father and fill his heart with complete joy, love and peace. We ask you this through Christ our Lord Amen.

Praying for healing and true forgiveness,
Teza