Unmasking these layers of pain in your heart is a process of being true to yourself. When you face your fear of unveiling the truth, unconditional love for yourself comes through. There is no hidden truth only what is felt within your heart. Open the doorway of your heart and listen to what it says. Receive don’t resist, let the flow of light penetrate its shadows of fear. This fear of intimacy is the mask covering the walls around your heart. When it reveals the pain that underlies the core patterns of suffering, it is easier to breathe and allow the deepest healing of your heart. The pain that lingers and calls for attention suddenly comes into a still and holds the space of love, truth and peace. The pain dissipates and understands what love truly means, it doesn’t hurt anymore, when there is no more pain, there is only love.

Life is like a mystery, when you discover the truth life becomes a lighter path to thread on. Your heart become light and it helps others to see their own brightness when you radiate this bright light that comes from the Divine’s heart of wisdom. The secret is love beyond form, dramas and suffering. We are here to experience love and happiness with all that is. Let us begin this path by unveiling what lies beyond our pain, let go of this suffering and surrender to your magnificent self. The soul magnifies everything and allows this expansion to what is. Our hearts are like these vessels of love that longs to pour into our humanity to create the oneness of God’s love and wisdom for us. There is no more pain but peace that is beyond the level of understanding that our mind can hold. This inner peace is the foundation for letting go of our attachment to pain and suffering. When we connect to our stillness we create a different pattern of life that holds a higher vibration of love and light.

Thus, life becomes a reflection of God’s love for us. We are the bearer of light and love. Unleash yourself from this pain that our humanity had gone through the ages. The enlightenment is here and now. Your heart and mind is align to what is and all is well. Forgive others and yourself to pave the way to healing. This lightens the load that you carry consciously or unconsciously in your essence. The path of the heart is through this doorway that opens once true forgiveness is attain. Love is rediscovering the full and highest potential of our existence, giving inspiration and enthusiasm to all sentient beings.

The shadows becomes light, there is understanding of the heart and mind,  how they both align and becomes congruent to each other. This connection is needed to be in full alignment with the soul’s purpose. The pain body is gone and just lives on love, it now attracts love and not fear because there is no more space for pain. The heart lives its desires and highest potential is clear and determine to be the force of life. Love is power,  its highest vibration of God’s love for us. Let us connect to this power and our lives will be in a happy and peaceful state of condition. Letting go of illusions and fear is part of the process. Surrendering to the flow of life where it leads us. Most of the time we get used to the comfort zone and we find it hard to let go because of our attachments to things, places and people that we surround ourselves with. These attachments keep us inside the box and witholds our expansion. Our freedom lies in discovering our truth, which is our spirit.

The pain body that attracts another sentient being who carries the same energetic codes will give you the lessons in life that you are searching for. Once attained your level of understanding will expand and now shift into a higher level of consciousness which is about love and light. The light quotient that you carry will increase and will see clearly why things has to happen that way. What is clearing will hold a vibration that is higher in frequency and that helps you elevate your consciousness. Allowing the flow of grace and ease to your energetic imprints will transform your inner being. The heart has doorways to your expansive self that sees no boundaries to what you want to experience. This doorway has the key to your soul, you hold the key to your happiness and inner peace. The pain is the key in disguise, take the pain and see beyond it, transform by understanding the underlying cause of this pain. Usually when you ask yourself, the answers will be revealed to you. Face the fear and heal with your unconditional love for yourself. Ask yourself, if I truly love myself would I do this? would I be in the pattern of pain and suffering if I love myself? What do I do to let go of this pattern and am I ready to clear this in my life. did i learn the lesson? what is the lesson that life is showing me? These are some questions that can help you clear what is not clear for you.

Tapping into your Akashic Records helps you clear your blockages and able to clear your energetic fields. Consciously working to empower you and to attain your highest potential. When you unveil the pain in your heart, you receive the codes for healing and empowering your life. You tap into the Source and become at peace with yourself and others. The unveiling is the thin veil that hinders our perception to what is. Once this is lifted, we now see the beauty that is within and to all sentient beings. There is no separation but oneness, feeling at one in nature and all that is. Our pain is our compass towards total freedom of the spirit. Let us see this pain with a different outlook and use this as our tool to discover our true purpose and our hearts desires will show us our way.

Co-dependency is an excuse to be your authentic self. There are lots of reasons or excuses why someone would stay in a relationship such as this because they like to be in their comfort zone. Leaving a place where they don’t need to exert an effort to be their highest potential is an easy way out of facing life than becoming who they are. They have fear of failure and so they stay in a cozy place where they don’t need to face life’s challenges by themselves alone. They blame or point the finger to the other person rather than taking full responsibility for their own independence and responsibility.

They have issues such as abandonement and when they stay in a relationship like this co-dependency they get trapped in the illusion that they are being abandoned or they are abandoning the person they are with when needed to move on. There is an attachment to the person that they can’t let go. What does the person needs to learn when face in such dilemna? First, you have to acknowledge that you have a problem. Facing the problem is the first step in helping yourself out of the trap. When you don’t acknowledge then you can’t resolve anything. The mind that created the problem would not be able to solve the problem, you need to shift or transform in order to solve the problem. How do you shift? By letting go and going with the flow of the situation. Remember that anything that you magnetize in your situation is because of you not anyone else. So the problem is there because you become the magnet of the situation. Don’t be hard on yourself. Love unconditionally and start where you are.

“I love myself and take full responsibility for all my thoughts, words and actions. Be it done!”

What is the formula for tapping into the Universal flow of abundance? First, we have to study how the Universal Laws work and function. The Universe is like a suspended animation, full of possibilities. Now, intention collapses this suspension and creates action. If we are going to put the intention of abundance and prosperity, definitely we will see the manifestation of abundance. Where human beings are disconnected is the part that because we are living in the physical world or materialism, somehow we can’t see how spirituality is the same as physical reality.

In this formula, we have to explore where your heart is. If you have fear in your heart’s desires, you will not be able to tap into this treasure house of abundance because you can’t occupy two things at the same time and space. Fear and love can’t occupy the same space. Love is the secret of all abundance and connection to the Universal abundance. We need to put our attention only to love and abundance will grow. It is like faith pray and pray like you already have the answer, this is how Jesus tell his followers to believe. There is no wavering in your own faith and belief in God.

If we put fear inside our hearts then this grows like wild weed, we need to pull it out and fill our hearts with pure intention and unconditional love for our selves and others. We connect to the Divine’s heart of love and wisdom. When we do this our input of love is increase and abundance manifests. We start attracting things that will magnify our realities and the things that we want to create along with our higher selves. We align to our highest potential and soul’s purpose.

Intention plus increase Love is equals to Universal Abundance. Then, our reality will manifest abundance, love and faith. The Universe is ours let us place our hearts into this vast and magnificent suspension of potential possibilities in our thoughts, words and deeds. Release fear and blockages and let go, go with the flow of love within our being and allow this flow to bring in the essence of who you truly are, an infinite creation of love and abundance in this Universal flow of energy. Believe in your abundant and magnificent soul.

What are the treasures hidden in the darkness? these are the sufferings, difficulties and trials that we go through in our lives. While we are going through the motions we don’t know that these will turn out to be gifts until God reveals to us the bigger purpose of these experiences. Things happen for a reason, and I believe God  is always there with us in the midst of our tribulations. When I had abortion surely God was with me weeping and sobbing in the deepest cries of my heart. He had heard my wailing and seen my broken heart. Through this pain I became very aware and compassionate about others pain. I can’t turn my back on someone who’s in pain and always be there to reach out to others. Can you imagine this world of darkness if someone can not see the light? Where would that person be? Will he take his own life out of desperation? Would he be wallowing in pity and self- torture? These questions are some things that a desperate person would be contemplating. I had lots of dark nights of my soul and was longing for God’s answers but didn’t feel His presence. He was too far to reach me and my soul is quenching in thirst for His love. “Where are you in the midst of this despair?” I ask God. You don’t hear God’s words and only when you surrender to Him then, I slowly hear Him again. The treasures are stored in the most precious gift of God inside my little heart. When I’m going through some darkness I just have to remind myself that treasures are hidden in the darkness.”And I will give you treasures hidden in the darkness-secret riches. I will do this so you may know that I am the Lord, the God of Israel, the one who calls you by name. ” Isaiah 45:3

This letter was written on May 10, 2004 to my father for our healing and I also talked about this is in my You tube site which is under “Tezamysticangel” which has now attracted 81,400 viewers since I’ve opened it on 2008.

Happy 85′th birthday! I’m writing this letter because I want to put a closure to my healing wounds. In doing so I will be able to let go of all the feelings that I wasn’t able to tell you because of so many reasons. I will help the little girl in me to have a voice and finally be heard. To continue to grow in trust and safety in God’s hands.

Papa, I wanted you to know that I’ve forgiven you for all the things that you’ve done to me in the past. Bur deep inside of me there are so many unspoken pains and unhealed memories of the past that needed to be in the light. In order to dispel the power of darkness. What I mean to say is that I needed to tell you so that it will not come back to haunt me anymore. Like a ghost restless and haunting. I still remembered growing up, you used to call me in your room and seduced me with fruits to go inside and you would tell me that it’s our secret. Then, you would ask me to remove my uniform shirt because it was too hot and I would do that and ate my fruits and watched tv. I can vividly remember how you watched and lusted for me. I didn’t knkow better because you were my father. I thought love is seduction and lust. I would feel important, special and wanted because this is the way you shared love to me. Why did you do this? Are you sick?

For whatever reasons the damage was done and I was broken. I didn’t know that this is the way a father should treat his daughter. The most hurful part of this is when you sucked my breast after the abortion. Do you know how deep is the wound that you have stubbed me in my heart? It felt like a sword had cut right through my heart. I lost my true identiy as a woman. I don’t know how to trust, love and respect my body. I don’t know the concept of boundary because of your trespasses. I don’t know my self worth, it felt like a garbage dirty and not wanted. These are all the ugly feelings that resulted from what you had sowed in my little girl’s heart. I’m not going through counseling and it was revealed to me that I needed to write a letter to heal my deepest wounds.

Papa, I’ve truly forgiven you. This letter will surely hurt but the intention is to share with you my deepest sorrows, in order for me to heal completely. This is from the past and I know God wants me to bury this behind. Out of this experience I became closer to God, telling Him all my heartaches. I would like to end this with a prayer for both of us.

Dearest God,

We thank you for bringing us together in spirit, being able to voice out my feelings and opening my wounds to my father. To bring a closure to the past. We ask you for forgiveness, compassion and mercy. Thank you for renewing our minds, body and souls. Transform us into your image and use us as instruments of your healing power. That with our story we could touch other souls who are going through the same darkness. Thank you for bringing your light into our hearts. The light that heals and comforts our broken hearts. Thank you for being a Father to all of us, and I ask you to bless my father and fill his heart with complete joy, love and peace. We ask you this through Christ our Lord Amen.

Praying for healing and true forgiveness,
Teza

From death to life: a teeanage abortion survivor tells her story

This is my written testimony on May 21, 2001 that I wrote in The B.C. Catholic newspaper and I’m here and inspired to share this to all to promote the sanctity of life.

This is what the Lord says; “A voice is heard in Ramah, mourning and great weeping. Rachel weeping for her children and refusing to be comforted, because her children are no more.”

“Restrain your voice from weeping and your eyes from tears, for your work will be rewarded, ” declares the Lord. “They will return from the land of the enemy. So there is hope for your future,” declares the Lord. “Your children will return to their own land.”(Jer. 31:15-17)

This is the start of the story of Jasmine, my sweet angel. I knew all along God had a bigger plan for my life, because I believe He will never allow these trials if not for a purpose. In writing this story I ask God to guide me in this calling, it’s a calling because I would not be telling you my life story if not for His glory. God seems to have designed my heart this way. Deeply, I don’t have shame, guilt, fear or desire to be secretive about this situation because in my heart I believe the truth will set you free! Nothing is hidden in His eyes, and I will gladly serve others by my experience if it will bring forth good fruits.

I was living in the Phillippines when it happend; I was just 14 when my parents decided that we would be moving to California. My parents left ahead of me, and I was left under the supervision of my brother. Unfortunately, my brother was quite over protective and insecure. He was physically and verbally abusive towards me. Due to confusion and abandonement, I became a rebel. I had a boyfriend and decided to take revenge on my brother. On my brother’s birthday I dared my boyfriend to make love to me. What a dumb idea but at that time I needed love and validation. I became pregnant.

My parents returned from California. They were worried about the family’s reputation, and my father and brother told me that I had to choose to either marry my boyfriend or abort the baby. I was very depressed, because I wanted to keep the baby but did not want to get married. The next thing I knew my brother and sister took me to a stranger’s house. I can vividly picture the house of that abortionist. There were lots of statues of saints, and in the bedroom where she did the abortions there were fetuses inside the jars, in alignment.

I was very shocked and hurt to see this. I never uttered a word. It was like going to a death sentence. She asked me to lie down and inserted a catheter. I was numb and mentally blank. I felt abused and was dying inside. She told my family that the baby would not be expelled until the next day, so we left. We went to my other brother’s house, because my parents didn’t want me back home. Around 3 o’clock in the morning I was bleeding and in extreme pain. I went to void and felt something. I looked and in the toilet and there was a little mass of blood. Shocked, I screamed at my sister and she flushed the toilet. I was hemorrhaging. My brother wrapped me in a blanket and ran for a taxi, carrying me all the way.

They returned me to that abortionist, and she performed a D and C without anaesthesia. I was in agony but my agony was about losing my baby not about the physical pain. She said I was the only person (on whom she had performed such a procedure) who didn’t scream in pain. She didn’t know that I was dying inside. After a couple of weeks I returned to my parents. But I felt lonely, because nobody talked to me. It was as if everybody was avoiding me. I started isolating myself to the point of not leaving my room for a month. I went into a deep depression. I remember my sister said to me “I missed your laughter, what happend to you?” The vibrant teenager that they knew was gone. In my loneliness I continually blamed God and angry at the world. I wanted to die.

Finally, my family couldn’t handle me anymore, I went to hospital and stayed for a month, being treated with strong anti- depressant medications. I started seeing a Psychiatrist and was put into therapy. I remember I wrote a letter addressed to my family and titled it “Open book,” about my feelings. It was a beautiful book and I wish I had kept it for you to know how a teenager feels when she had been stripped away of her rights. A right to give life!

The story didn’t end there my depression stayed with me till 18 yrs of age. I came to Canada and stayed at my brother’s place for a vacation. I found out that they were unable to have children. They were married for 10 yrs, I really felt bad about it. I said a novena to Our Lady of Perpetual Help for them.

I got pregnant again. This time I did something right. I hid it from my family for six months so they could not kill my child. I dedicated my baby to my brother. Every night, I talked to my child and told him that I’m doing this because of love. I knew I couldn’t provide for him, and he wasn’t going to have a father if I kept him because again I didn’t want to commit. Matt Anthony was born and he was a gift from God. I told God that this is my offering for the abortion that I had when I was 15. Even though it wasn’t my plan to commit that hideous sin, I still felt responsible, because it was my body that was used. The guilt that I was carrying was lifted off my shoulders. When Matt was two months old, I gave him to my brother.

I had an awesome revelation during a retreat I recently went on. I know God wants me to do something about my experience. I was reading Jeremiah in my Bible and thought that Rachel sounded familiar. I remembered seeing Project Rachel on the bulletin board of Our Lady of Mercy church. It is an organization that helps women with post-abortion issues. I talked to my parish priest and ask him “where do aborted babies go father?”He replied, “in the palm of God’s hands!” My heart leaped for joy knowing Jasmine, my sweet angel, is with God waiting and praying for me.

This letter was written when I was asked to write something for my aborted child in a book that was published for aborted babies in the Christian community. Out of the blue I got a letter from someone that they want a letter for my aborted baby and this transpired.

Thirty three yrs ago, I lost the chance of having you because of unfortunate choices that my family made in my young life of fifteen. Although, it wasn’t my choice to lose you, my body was the vehicle of your death and felt a great sense of grief, guilt and responsibility for this hideous murder. Looking back I really don’t know how I stayed sane through the course of my lifetime. As you know your brothers and sister had kept me going through all the years. They gave me the chance to be a good mother, which I never had with you. Losing you made me a better person and realized that I have the voice to reach out to those women who are experiencing the same agony. To give hope where there is doubt and to bring light where there is darkness. You taught me the greatest thing of all which is love.

I’ve been writing about us and never really thought of writing to you until this calling was made. This is the first time that I truly communicated with you. I don’t know how or what I’m going to tell you but I’m doing it anyway. You are my sweet angel and always watching over me and your siblings. In your world there is so much love that I can hardly wait to be there. All my life I wanted to be with you but I guess I still have some work to do here. I believe things happen for a reason and in God’s hands I surrender my life.

Jasmine, I’m truly sorry for not haviing you and for my family’s action of abortion. I can’t bring back the past and all I have now is the present moment. I want you to know that even though I lost you, that you are always in my heart and soul. Everytime I see and smell flowers I’m reminded of you and your beauty in my life. Can you imagine that out of a dreadful experience I will bear fruits of healing, love, hope, faith, joy, forgiveness, surrender, serenity and peace? These are the gifts that you brought into my heart and I thank you for forgiving and allowing me to be your mother in spirit.

Love is timeless and boundless. My love for you is as real as here and now. It leaps through space and time. It is eternal and bliss. Thank you for your presence and love that I feel in my heart. There is nothing in this world that would make my life completely perfect until that time when you take my hand and meet me there in the gateway of heaven.

I love you with my heart and soul.

Mommy Teza

There are stages of development or process that we go through as human beings before we achieve a level of enlightenment or inner peace. We have to undergo a lot of detachments from all things, relationships, and other wordly attachments, it’s called detoxification. The space that we clear becomes empty and is now ready to be the vehicle of light that the Merkabah or Star Lotus can now freely travel and connect to your being. Our physical existence or body protects and holds this light body. When we are in pain our body is telling us energetically that we are carrying toxin in which ever part of the body the illness manifest. This is how we use the Chakra Energy centers to detect what issues are we going through and which dynamics of energy we need to heal and release these blockages. We are made of waves of vibrations of light particles and love is the magnifying life force that holds us here in our existence. The Source of our creation holds our blue prints when we are created in our mother’s womb, we are holding these blueprints of our souls. Given to us manifesting the grand creations of God. We are being energetically link to the Divine’s Soul of love and wisdom. We have to fill the void with unconditional love from the Divine then we can see and feel love for ourselves and others. Our human conditioning prevents us from fully accessing our Divine self. We are not alone in this soul’s journey, ask and you shall receive. When we ask for healing, support, guidance and direction we are spiritually guided in our higher dimension which is our over soul. Our Akashic Records evolves as we change and transform into more loving and enlighten being. When you are able to align these physical, mental, emotional, spiritual and soul bodies of your existence you become expansive and magnified in a blissful state of co creation with the Divine’s love and wisdom.

The Stages or process of clearing for unconditional love:

1. Awakening from painful situations that you have, if it’s drama or sufferings become aware that everything is energy and that relationships are your mirrors. This is the victim consciousness, the Archetypes of Saboteur, Victim, Prostitute and Child they serve as your catalysts for transformation and shift. See the signs, listen to your dreams and guides for deeper reflection of what is happening. Take full responsibility for attracting these situations, you need to clear more subtle bodies that are still not in alignment with your bright soul. Just like a diamond in a rough, you need this perfect brilliance to become a vehicle of light to others and the Universe. Clarity, inner strength and courage to move on by forgiving yourself and others.

2. Awareness of your soul’s purpose, this is a fire that continually ignites your being. This stage is when you become an observant of your situations, starts practicing meditation, healing, paying attention and listening to your body, mind and emotions. Grounding your soul’s purpose, you realize that you are not about work and you become less attach to what the world affairs are going through. You open your Third Eye Chakra and can see beyond the veil. The truth sets you free and you let go of attachments. You become aware of your bigger purpose and service to humanity. This can be anything from your creative nature, healing others, helping children, being a writer, being a mentor to others, advocating for victims, anything that makes you happy and brings out your passion. See your Archetypal energy patterns, those are your guides and compass to your destination.

3. Alignment to your soul’s purpose through a process of connecting to your spiritual guides, balancing and clearing of your Chakra Energy Centers, aligning your physical, mental, emotional, spiritual and soul levels of bodies into your present moment. All energy fields will be clear at this stage and challenges will come as grounds for empowerment. Bringing the transmission of Divine’s unconditional love and light into your blueprint which is your Akashic Records that is link to all that is, the collective consciousness of humanity. Paradigm shift from victimhood into empowerment.

4. Ascension and Activation of your DNA, cellular tissues, fibers, memories and consciousness into Divine’s love and wisdom. Remembering your home where your heart is. Paradigm shift from being “me” to “we”. Energetically link to the Ascended Masters, Archangels and angels, Saints and spiritual guides for protection, healing, support, direction, clarity and guidance. Return to home, your soul’s access to your Akashic Records and others. Being a vehicle of unconditional love and light. Manifestation and co creation of paradise in your fields. Heaven on Earth experiences and transcending lower vibrations of emotions into love and peace. Your presence dissipates darkness or negative energy, becoming one with the Source and all sentient beings.

The Universe will surely test and give us more situations that will trigger more unforgivenes, until we truly get the lesson behind this situation which is unconditional love. The hidden gem is all about our love for ourselves. If we truly love ourselves, we will not allow thoughts that will harm us in anyway. When we withold love, we create lower vibration that are emotions like guilt, anger, revenge, resentment, anxiety, within our consciousness and thus create stress in our health and being. We become hard on ourselves and we create an armor around our hearts. Our hearts become a perfect ground to breed unwanted feelings and negative emotions. These emotions ruts in our hearts and our souls are stuck in this darkness. We become victims of our own consciousness and when this happen we are separated from our Source. The Source is about love, unity and harmony. We are not here to experience pain and sufferings but to be in the space of love and grace.

We forget who we are, we are spiritual beings in our human suits, all of our dramas are our own creations because we attract who we are inside our hearts. When we see beyond our pain and see the bigger picture we will know that we are all in the same boat. That we experience all these situations in different forms, the question is do we ever get the lessons that we are trying to learn? We all have conscious choices to make in this lifetime, to live a happy life or to be stuck in this negative situation within ourselves and others. Let us wake up and take responsibility for the state of our consciousness.

Blaming others for our state of mind is not going to help us in the present moment. Like the bite of a snake, the bite is long gone but we still suffer the venom of the snake’s bite. We are caught in the poison of the snake, this is the venom of this unforgiveness path. We create more pain by holding this crooked path in our existence. The garden of our hearts is like a landscape, we need to weed out bad weeds like ill feelings and grudges in order to reap good fruits in our harvest. Forgiving the past is not easy but when we want to move forward, we choose to forgive then let go of the past. Focus on your chosen path and follow your heart. This is the return to home, your heart is where your home is.

This is our Sacred Contract, to be with this certain person to experience pain and forgiveness. In the bigger picture, without this situation we are not going to learn the lesson of forgiveness. When we start to see things as is and send blessings to the enemy so to speak, we find this inner peace deep within our hearts. We feel light and we are in the space of grace and Divine’s love. Only through these dark nights of our souls we can achieve true forgiveness and learn the lesson. If we keep denying our own pain and blaming others for how we feel, we will just go in a circle of drama and we keep attracting the same situation with different actors so to speak.

We transcend our pain by forgiving and letting go of this negative karma, we allow the space and power of healing our hearts. We become co creator of our lovely and happy experiences. We choose to empower ourselves and allow our selves to expand into this beautiful creation of God whatever God means for you. We learn to trust the flow of love into our experiences and we become happier in our existence when we connect to the Akashic Records of our souls. This is the secret path to tap into the Akashic Records. We can not touch this when we have unforgiveness in our existence because the heart of our human collective consciouseness is in the realm of our souls. We can only go through the high vibrations of our souls when we connect to the Source of our existence. Our souls vibrate in the frequency of love and light and we have to be align and congruent with our souls in order to have access to the Akashic Records. People are mistaken if they think that you have to be smart in order to access your Akashic Records, it’s actually the heart that needs to be pure to access this high frequency of vibration of love and light. God sees us beyond our mind’s perceptions, but within our heart’s lies the wisdom of our Source. This is the path of our return to home, where love is. There is no sense in holding pain, anger and resentment in our existence because we only give ourselves a more difficult path to thread to.

Let us forgive ourselves first in order to experience true forgiveness for others. We don’t need to be with them but to allow the space of grace and love within our being. It creates a new pattern of experiences and we become more align to manifest our dreams in this lifetime. Let us live in the present moment consciously choosing to forgive. ” I now declare to the Universe and Source that I’m forgiving others who consciously or unconsciously had hurt me in the past and I also ask others to forgive me for hurting them consciously or unconsciously through my thoughts, words and actions, let it be done. May the flow of grace and love be with me in this lifetime. Amen.”

This message was given to me when I opened my business in October 2009. The case is about a mother who passed away at the age of 47 and never finished her book,  titled “I Am Out of  My Divine Mind, Where in the Ego Am I?”  it is a deep question and the way I see it interpreted in my deep recollections is that we are all out of our Divine mind when we are too busy thinking about what to do next on the list. As if our lives is but a collection of check marks of things to do and things to buy. Wow! how did we ever get to this minute  perception of what life should be. We become thinking and doing machines not realizing that we have these precious moments and doors of  opportunities to share the gifts we have as light beings of God. We are in denial of our own true light Divine existence. Why did we do this to our humanity’s integrity and respect for our selves and others? We become greedy of everything that we see, we want everything that is in  material form and in the world has for us.  We have forgotten that the special things are the things that we feel in our hearts not the things that are seen or for show off.

We have to wake up, with the way our economy, government functions and beliefs can influence our being, cyclical  natural events and catastrophes  of this lifetime are giving us signs for our evolution of consciousness. We need to know our souls perspective in order to function in our highest potential. We have to stay away from our thinking mind and recognized that the creative part of the brain will be the one who can give the right answer for your question. It is not easy to balance our right brain and left brain but the Pineal gland will integrate our electro magnetic fields to bring balance and anchor us to our existence. Just like the Earth have Shumann’s Resonance we as are human beings are the same organic being, we have this field of energy body in our system that should be more recognized in healing than healing only the physical symptoms of the diseases. We need to integrate our organic body with nature and stay away from all the toxicity that we develop and chemicals that we think will help in our healing. Healing first of all is beyond the body, it is the healing of the soul and our energy body that will make a big difference in our evolution of consciousness. But first we need to wake up from  all the destruction that we have created ourselves. It is time to turn the table around. We should look within our body and find that space of unconditional love for all sentient beings. Look within the soul and what feelings we have and totally connect to the stillness of the mind.

The ego is such a false voice in our being that we are so blind and deaf to what is the truth of our existence. We believe whatever we see and the unseen doesn’t make sense to us because we carry limited beliefs from our perception. We forgot to use and connect to our insights, gut feelings, instincts and energy body. We judge the book by its cover without reading the content and see for yourself. We are blind to our true self which is our spirit. When we start to wake up and smell the coffee we can accelerate our growth by this awareness. It will bring us freedom of spirit, liberation from all attachments and egoic concerns, fear, and other blockages that we human beings go through. The little things are more important than all these material things that we create and lose the essence of the heart of humanity.

The Divine mind is the Universal connection we have to each other, our human consciousness link to the eternal mind. Our ego is in our being to hold us grounded in this Earth, so we become balance in our spiritual walk of life. Our body, mind, heart and soul is all connected and these has to be align to the higher vibrations of our cellular consciousness to hold the vibrations of light and love. When we self recognized that we are beyond this physical body, we become aware and this is the first step of our enlightenment process. There are a lot of layers to peel off but the healing process can be a lot easier when there is surrendering of ones self to God or Higher Power because without this our existence becomes shallow to the surface and will just continue the Karmic cycle that we create in  our cellular DNA consciousness.

We are magnificent beings that truly resonate with God’s high vibratory frequency of light and love. The declaration to the Universe about our goddess qualities will enhance our existence and receive situations that will lead to that path of least resistance. I have created this declaration or intention with my son Theo and I’m sharing this to help others in their manifestation. “I declare to the Universe that I am empowered, successful in all aspects of life, manifesting abundance, true wealth, good health, happiness, unconditional love, inner peace, and expansion connecting to the force and power of the Universal energy flowing in my existence and being.” With this intention doesn’t mean that all good things will come to you sometimes things that happen will wake you up in your situations where there is light needed to help you transcend this lifetime. It is a blessing in disguise so to speak, but if you choose darkness then this Karma or action will just repeat itself and until you learn the lesson for your highest good and potential that this negative energy will dissipate.

We can not keep running away from our true calling and our heart’s desires they are the true compass in our existence. When we have accidents in life that wake us up to the core, we have to stop doing things that continually ruin our souls. We need inner reflections and truly listening to what the Universe is telling us. Our God or whoever or whatever God is for you will always be there to listen to our prayers or thoughts and intentions. We are all connected to this Divine matrix of energetic fields of light and love. There is no running away anymore, face your fear, accept your mistakes and be responsible for the consequences of your actions. The choice to have a better life is always at your hands. Enough pain and sufferings, be at peace with your own creations and self. Realizing this door of opportunity is here to give you another shot in life where there is love, there is no fear.