This path that I traverse is not an easy road, everyone who surrounds and see me in my “raptures” will no doubt put me in this label of Mental illness. I don’t blame them for they can only comprehend so much and the state of mysticism is not their take. They usually feel that you are losing grip on reality and the only way to help is to put you on drugs and diagnose with mental illness. I have nothing against medical Doctors, but for me life is not going to be base on assumptions or labels such as these, it is what it is.

A mystic is someone who have divine intimacy with God, the person goes through inner communications with God, forgetting the external world and gets consume with God’s messages, like a download of wisdom from the divine connections. Knowing that this is divine intervention, the person loses touch temporarily within the aspects of once outer life. The family who witnessed such a phenomena does not comprehend these raptures as they are not mystics and will feel insecure and fearful that their loved one is losing it, they presume that the medical doctors will be enough for these interventions. As a result, the interventions bring in resentments, fear, anger and pain for both parties. The mystic feels that no body can understand, isolated and rejected. The family on the other hand feels hopeless, angry, insecure and would rather run away from the situation than facing what transpires within the family dynamics.

Therefore, there is relationship issues, broken hearts and miscommunication between two parties but truly for me I would rather stay true to myself. I can not be who they think I am other than what I feel and experience at the moment of intimate divine connections. These raptures that I go to is quite an amazing gift to be able to grasp this wisdom that they are giving and for me to receive such gifts is quite a humbling experience. I ask God why me and the answer is because “you have a pure heart and a child like disposition” I never look at life and see others as separated from me be it a homeless, sick, prostitute, or anyone per say I look eat them with the eyes of compassion,. I can not judge for God is my judge.

I was given a life review at the last rapture that I had and it was quite a revelation and liberating ecstasy that I felt. For once and for all I believe this is the path that I’m going to take. The path of least resistance for whatever reason I am now moving forward with this given lifetime. Not to have excuses for others concept of me but to be able to face the fear of the unknown and say to to my Creator that I did my best.  For all the gifts God had given me I’m receiving them heartily and sharing all back to you who listens and whose ears and hearts are open.

This is the time to lose your ego and live with the open and vast space of your hearts. We are being called to be the masters of our lives. There is no more time to lose but act accordingly to which you are being called. We faces many trials and tribulations but our attention should be in the loving kindness that God always shower us. The destruction and fear based mentality that we have are not from him but from the accumulated karmic cycles that we have done. We will be ask to face our own fears and it’s up to you if you are going to pave the way to truth and freedom of spirit.  We can only take responsibility for our own thoughts, words and deeds, the rest of humanity will be in the fallen grace of God when the right time comes. The massive death that this generation is experiencing is due to these Karmic accumulation debts that I’m speaking about. The more you create pain for others the more debts you pay at the end, may it be in other form or so. You are always contributing to this Akashic field, the substance of everything. All the conscious and unconscious thoughts and actions that you give or take.

As we face the changing times, we will be accelerated to ascension of all that is. Our bodies will be light, energetically aligned to the divine codes and fulfilling our souls purpose. The ultimate Artist and Creator is here living within us, Christed selves, our higher selves are aligned to the other multidimensional selves we are partaking as we live in this dimensions that anchor us in to the loving arms of Gaia. Everyone in each and many ways are partaking in this accelerated shift of our paradigm, perceptions and actions. Wakening to these prophesy of what to come, we are ask to take lightly what has these negative energies had given us complete distractions, heaviness, darkness, separation, fear, pain and lower vibratory frequency.

We are ask to focus our attention to those that are making a difference in this darkened world of yours. Take inventory of your thoughts, words and deeds and locate those that are not of light and create love and joy. Shine to others what is given to you, for they are not yours to keep but for the freedom of our bondages from the enemy of light. We are bigger than what we think we are, truly amazing times are here. As you endeavor in this new Earth the path of a spiritual warrior, you will always be protected, guided and placed among the angels because you are loved and will always be in the book of Life.

Wake up my angels and bring forth the gifts of love. Take your place in this realm and move forward with your blue light penetrating all beings that will be in touch with your chosen path. The healing of humanity is in your hands and walk this path with the flow of love and grace. The dreams that you always hold in your heart will be open for all to nourish, comfort the sick, weep with sorrowful, have mercy to all beings, forgive your enemies, transform the world that you live in by being the essence of love and don’t judge for you are defining your self as the one who judges but instead send love  and light to those who judged you. May the light of God that shines forth may bring you life that is enlightened, full of love and peace.

Namaste!

Today I’m reflecting on living beyond SUPERFICIALITIES! it is a teaching of The Tao that I practice every day with Wayne Dyer’s “Change your thoughts change your life” book and interpretation. The most intriguing lesson that I’m learning from life lately is about accepting the negativity of my friends, family members, co workers and loved ones. I opened my eyes that these negativities are actually part of my self that I had repressed because of the conditioning that I was brought up with, when I was growing up. I had this conditioning that I had to be “a good girl” and that my voice is not valid because I’m the 10th of 10 children. It dawned on me that all my life I was trying to be this “little perfect good girl” that my family would like me to be.

When you are coming from the inside looking out,  then you will realized that what you were seeing all along, was all that was inside of you because it is a mirror of yourself, all that is in your field. Then you can see that yourself actually have  a lot of negativity towards your own self. That you were hard on yourself and others were mirroring what your your feelings are inside of you. It is a sign that you are one with your own self, when that space of oneness is what you feel deep inside your heart. When you totally surrender to all that is in your field and completely accept others for who they are and where they are in their lives. We are all here to learn our lessons and you will definitely know yours when you look inside yourself and ask “what do I see in others? is what I see in me!”

Just as I accept my light and shadows I allow the truth and freedom of my self. That I don’t need to be ashame of my dark sides, that when I’m angry and violated, it’s okay to be mad and voice out. My intimate relationships pointed this out to me, that I had this fear of not being accepted and loved. I’m letting go of this fear because I know that I am loved. And whatever I do or say is okay and that no one is going to judge me and all the judgements of others doesn’t really matter because I am not allowing any interpretations of others to hurt me because I accept and love my self.

Becoming a detached observer of the drama truly helps me in my evolution, not attaching to what is happening and looking at the commotion with a detached observation and knowing that the outcome of the situation is relative. Based in a scientific observation that the result of an experiment  depends on the one who is observing the experiment, connecting that scientific evaluation to our daily lives or drama. You can see that the result of the observation would depend on the eyes of the one looking or perceiving. If I look at the problem with an open heart or mind then the result will definitely change or the answer to the experience is totally relevant to the perception. How you perceive things are, changes the way things manifest. This is the secret of manifestation, when someone change how they feel inside the Universe gives them the things that vibrate in the same frequency of how they are feeling inside. Its just is so when you feel love then there is no fear, two things can not occupy the same space. The power of our choice, freedom and empowerment goes hand in hand.

The balance is what I need and what I intend to create. When I feel fearful, I think of the opposite of what I feel to bring back to the alignment of who I am. I am about truth and love not about fear and the illusion that it produces. When I catch myself thinking of negative and judgemental thoughts then I know I’m not in alignment of who I am. “I want to feel safe and protected right now” this is all I have and living in the present moment is what it is right now. The feeling of safety and protection is connecting me to the truth of my existence. The conscious decision that I make will create the rippling effect of love.

I look at life within and see beyond the form. Allowing and loving who I have in my life right now, accepting their dark sides and mine. Learning and teaching what I had to share. Sharing my life with others, giving my time, love and truth. I’m living in a good space of allowing, not judging others, accepting for who they are, just simply living life as it is. This is my intention to be a part of this ONENESS, meaning we are all one in this reality that we create. And my dream is about living the truth, unconditional love, peace in the world, joy to every ones heart, forgiveness to our enemies and to realized that they too are the same human being, that my service to the elders will bring surrender to their end times, that DEATH will be face with love and not of fear.

My knowing will bring this into my external reality and I hope that you too who are tapping into my work of love will also find this connection to your higher selves. Live your lifetime every moment as if it is your birthday, not your last because we don’t end we are eternal souls. Every new day is a gift for you to connect to your souls purpose. Create love, live with passion, expand your horizon, be what you want to be, no one is stopping you to be the brightest star ever in this expansive Universe that we live in, you are definitely a gift from the Universe. See yourself as a star that shines bright and continue the journey of love and light without fear of knowing “a star is born!”

BELOVED!